I mean it!
And yes, it can be very intense at times!
Do not fear!
God loves you!
P.S. medication and meditation both help a lot! Caffeine can be a godsend! God (allah, Siva, Jesus, Maitreya, YHWH, same God many names!) helps most of all!
Bad drugs are horrible! Pot (MJ, Hash) is not! Trust me on this!!!!!* Get help! I love you! God loves you!!! Get help- you are worth it! You will feel so much better!
God loves you!