190506 Проиграл или выиграл?
У меня нет объяснения тому, что собираюсь рассказать. Надеюсь, что вы сможете увидеть это более ясно, чем получается у меня.
В течение двух лет я покупал лотерейные билеты, в основном на одной и той же заправке. Каждый раз, заправляя машину топливом, я покупал лотерейный билет и сохранял его. Я их не проверял, а просто хранил. Всего 230 билетов стоимостью 1500 долларов. Перед тем, как остановиться для заправки, я создавал себе хорошее настроение, наполнялся любовью, слал любовь заправке. Я визуализировал, как выбираю и покупаю выигрышный билет и наполнял эту картинку любовью. Когда полностью чувствовал это, заправлял машину и покупал билеты лотереи. Я планировал и выполнял это на отлично. Я не покупал номерные лотерейные билеты, их номера генерируются компьютером. Я выбирал те из лотерей, где нужно соскребать защитный слой. И я тщательно и с любовью выбирал билеты, которые ощущал, как светящиеся и сияющие. Я пришел к выводу, что если любовь способна привлечь желаемые результаты, то она покажет себя (или нет).
На этих длинных пасхальных выходных у нас были друзья, которые помогли с проверкой билетов. Девушки чуть не лишились ногтей, царапя ногтями билеты, что было очень забавно. Конечный результат: потрачено 1500 долларов, 12 часов царапали билеты, и нашли только 600 долларов выигрыша. Очевидно, что это полный провал. Я вкладывал в это столько любви и намерения, что это просто смешно! Это сильный удар для меня. Что-то во мне снова поднялось и предложило: «Сожги свои книги и все, что ты написал - всё это просто бред».
На протяжении всего проекта происходили интересные вещи, которые заставляли меня верить, что я поступал правильно. Когда я только начинал проект, самое первое, что произошло - человек, стоящий передо мной в очереди, выиграл 64 000 долларов! Я решил, что это сигнал от вселенной. Эта АЗС очень маленькая, на ней не бывает много клиентов, но за месяц до этой Пасхи кто-то выиграл на ней 5 миллионов долларов, и теперь эта АЗС получила награду за самое большое количество лотерейных выигрышей в нашей провинции. Так скажите мне - мое намерение, и моя любовь как-то связаны с этим или это просто случайность?
Я не знаю, чему верить. Понимаю, что настолько эмоционально вовлечен, что не услышу ответа, если обращусь за ним [к высшим силам]. Я вложил в этот проект все свои усилия, и не жалею об этом, но иногда...
Клаус Джоул
Edited English:
I don't have an answer for what I'm about to explain. Perhaps, hopefully, you will see it more clearly then I do.
For two years I have been purchasing lottery tickets, mostly at the same gas station. Each time I gas up, I would buy a lottery ticket and save them. I did not check them but just put them away. A total of 230 tickets $1,500 worth. Before stopping for gas I put myself in a happy mood, filled myself with love, send love to the gas station. I visualized picking and receiving a winning ticket and filled this Vision with love. Then when I was totally feeling it I would gas up and buy my tickets. I planned and executed this perfectly. I didn't pick the actual numbered lottery tickets they're just computer-generated. The scratch-and-win tickets - I carefully lovingly picked the ones that glowed and shined for me. I came to the conclusion if love had the power to attract the desired results then it will show itself or not.
This Easter long weekend we had company to help with checking the tickets, Easter scratch-and-win. The girls scratched their fingers down to their bones that was very funny. The end result: $1500.00 spent, 12 hours scratching and 600.00 won. Obviously a total fail. I put so much love and intent into this, it's ridiculous and just hit me hard. Something in me rose up and said once again: "burn your books and everything you've written - it's all just delusional bulshit".
Throughout the process there were interesting things that happened that caused me to believe I was doing the right thing. When I first started this project the very first thing that happened I stood behind someone while they won $64,000 I thought was the signal from the universe go ahead. The gas station is a very small it is not very busy but a month before "Easter scratch my tickets" someone won 5 million at this gas station and this gas station now has won an award for having the most Lottery wins in our province. So tell me did my intention, my love, have anything to do with this or is it just all a fluke?
I don't know what to believe I realize I'm so emotionally entangled that asking for guidance is difficult to hear. I gave it all I had, I don't regret that but Sometimes..
klaus joehle
I don't have an answer for what I'm about to explain perhaps hopefully you will see it more clearly then I do. For two years have been purchasing lottery tickets mostly at the same gas station. Each time I gas up I would buy a lottery ticket and save them I did not check them but just put them away. A total of 230 tickets $1,500 worth. Before stopping for gas I put myself in a happy mood filled myself with love send love to the gas station I visualized picking and receiving a winning ticket and filled this Vision with love then when I was totally feeling it I would gas up and buy my tickets. I planned and executed this perfectly. I didn't pick the actual numbered lottery tickets they're just computer-generated the scratch-and-win tickets I carefully lovingly picked the ones that glowed and shined for me. I came to the conclusion if love had the power to attract the desired results then it will show itself or not. This Easter long weekend we had company to help with checking the tickets, Easter scratch-and-win. The girls scratched their fingers down to their bones that was very funny. The end result $1500.00 spent 12 hours scratching and 600.00 won. Obviously a total fail. I put so much love and intent into this it's ridiculous and just hit me hard something in me rose up and said once again burn your books and everything you've written it's all just delusional bulshit.
Throughout the process there were interesting things that happened that caused me to believe I was doing the right thing. When I first started this project the very first thing that happened I stood behind someone while they won $64,000 I thought was the signal from the universe go ahead. The gas station is a very small it is not very busy but a month before Easter scratch my tickets someone won 5 million at this gas station and this gas station now has won an award for having the most Lottery wins in our province. So tell me did my intention my love have anything to do with this or is it just all a fluke.
I don't know what to believe I realize I'm so emotionally entangled that asking for guidance is difficult to hear. I gave it all I had, I don't regret that but Sometimes..
klaus joehle
Мой комментарий:
1. You didn't have feedback about your tickets. So you couldn't adjust your method.
2. You didn't want to win. You wanted only to have good feelings. That's why you didn't check the tickets (you didn't want to get upset in case of not winning). So winning wasn't your objective at the time of buying.
Therefore there's no reason to expect winning from these tickets.
3. Maybe important is who scratches the ticket, not who buys it. Like with a cat in a box (from a famous thought experiment) - it's either dead or alive. If you are lucky, you check and find it alive.