Cloud Shaped Spirit

The tides of life come in and out. Swim out to meet them. Float for the next big wave. Hop with hope and balance your way in. There's that perfect point where you'll stay on and feel the rush as the spray and wind hits your face. Don't' fear a wipe out, cause you have the arms of friends to hold you up. Swim back out and look to the sun, cause there will always be an awesome wave commin your way. --- Erik m.

This section is new and a work in progress.

It will highlight my experiences, interactions with individual incarnates and dis-incarnates through pages or sections of their own. Some are guides, some are friends, and others those in the various soul associations I work with. Some pre-life planned, others have crossed my path. A lot of the content will be new and evolve as time progresses. Given the nature of Spiritual Communication content is subject to change revision and update as life progresses, evolves and changes.

I most often receive, and exchange communication with my Spirit Team (individuals of various groupings- below) through thought. (aka-telepathy) I recognize the thought as being 'not my own' because there is a personality difference. When they 'talk' It does not sound or feel like me talking to myself. The grammar and word choices are not how I talk to myself. If I am distracted in some manner their "voice-thought" sounds similar to my vocal cord manifestations. But if I quiet my actions and actively seek communication, their voice-thought sounds nothing like mine. This is subjective Clair-audience.

They also "feel" unlike my inner thoughts. In combination with telepathy (thought-speech); they, at the same time, manifest in my "mind's eye" visually. When they talk I see them in my inner vision. Like a waking dream. I will see them as they talk to me. Other Spirits, (not so much my guides) when they talk to me, or I channel them--They will touch me with their energy in a localized spot. When they touch me, I feel warm to hot tingling buzzing sensations.

Another way of communication is in symbol form; as opposed to thought speech. They symbols represent ideas. They can be individual, or in appear in chains and can involve movement. Guides also interact with my minds eye visions and appear and move in full 3D technicolor waking dream.

I also hear very rare occasion, external disembodied speech, as if someone is speaking quietly on the 'phone...or through a long paper tube. ...It has a soft hollow sound to it and seems to originate right in front of my face. Although I've heard it across the room before.

I also communicate in a light trance. I write or record what those in Spirit say to me as they talk, very much like a law court reporter taking dictation. Some times I seem to loose track of what is going on around me. A friend once saw me channel. She said I got this far away look on my face as if I was spaced out staring into empty space. Sometimes, when I do this and I look back at what I've written I can't remember what I wrote.

Traditional Guides

My guides are spirits who have volunteered for the job and have been trained for the task of trying to guide me through this life. 7 plus my Rieki guide have revealed themselves to me so far. Although this is somewhat misleading as I don't fully understand how they work all the time. As far as I can tell I am generally only consciously aware of 2 of them on a regular basis. I am assuming the others are primarily into the subconscious as needed contact. I also think Erik and Eric frequently act as or in lieu or with their permission as a guide. I highly suspect I am a guinea pig for their training at times.

More come in depending on the task or as needed. They are not necessarily "with" me 24/7. But as far as I can tell they are "tuned into" me all the time. I believe one of them is with me at all times along with at least one Angel. This is just something I believe and feel. Not, what I've been told. I have been told that I have past life associations with them in various capacities. And that they represent different aspects of my skills and personality. As well as representing possible potentials and paths I might take. Another thing I believe based on current awareness and past experiences is that they each have their strengths and thus who handles me is based on what I am doing at the time. Also I've been led to believe that speaking to one= speaking to all of them. I've seen them in reflected surfaces and have seen them either as outline shadow or fully fleshed form. I've also seen them as plasmas, mists, orbs, and shadow externally in the room as well as my usual static fuzzy air.

Here is a break down based on my current level of awareness.

* Lydia

I feel she is a primary guide. She has been with me my entire life. I usually only see her in black and white. She usually wears Victoria upper class attire. She is very demure and classy. Very reserved. I've also seen her in a colorful Edwardian pastel dress. She had dark hair and wear it piled up in ringlets and they spill down her back and shoulders. She is rather short. She loves to knit. She has shared past lives with Robert, Erik, Earl and I, and I believe Nikki and Robert. I believe I've been her child at least a couple of times. She and Erik love harassing each other. Lydia made me puzzle out her name. I've seen manifestations of her.

* Roger (Earl) ( full story in Archives, I'll repost here, as soon as I get a chance)

He is the one who first contacted me. He is the "Voice" that I first channeled spontaneously

* Benjamin

He appears to me as an older gentleman. My guides refer to him as the "Scholar". He appears as a early 20th century university professor. Short robes, and suit. He helps me write. I've been told he will be helping me with books if I go that route. He told me his name. He is a close friend, college, and scholarly associate of Roberts in past lives and beyond incarnation. I do not interact with him on concious basis much.

There have been at least 3 others I've met through various ways and manifestations, but I do not conciously interact with them on a regular basis. So I am not really sure what to call them per say. Guides, friends, family. I really am not sure it matters at all.

* Et al come and go.

Friends and Family

Dis-incarnate

Angels and Teachers