December 2011

December 30, 2011

Someone asked a friend of mine,

"Gosh, I wish I had the motivation"

He replied,

" You have to start somewhere. In a lot of cases it's much easier when your surrounded with people who are feeling the exact same way. Then you'll never feel like youre on your journey alone."

I'd like to add, that this is true as well for emotional and spiritual matters. Be it grief, communication or just interest. You do not come to this life alone. Neither in physicality nor spirit. You are always surrounded by love. You only have to ask, and love will move you to where you need to be. This life was not entered into with failure as an option. What you think as of a failure is simple a misunderstanding of your true nature. The emotional struggle, the journey, the energy you put into living life is a shared experience with everyone and thing you come into contact with. What feels like a singular moment of pain is a blazing light in the darkness for others just like you, seeking their way. In the physcial world AND for those in Spirit! You matter! You are worth this! You are here for a reason, many many reasons. You can do it.

December 29, 2011

Dear friends are forever!

Singin songs,

memories of people I love.

Can't remember who they are,

but I know that sweet simple tune.

One day,

I walked past the corner store.

I saw you standing there

and heard you lookin at me.

I saw your voice

Singing at me.

I didn't know those words,

but felt the tune.

Heat strings of my soul

I'd know anywhere

That's when I knew

I'd come home

back again,

to you.

December 28, 2011

Not about dying

everyday without you.

Living another to know

how much I can

This reminds me of love

Love with and without

Our entangled light

in sleepless dusk

Help me be not afraid

Help me remember

Help me know

Help me understand

Me and you our love

Me and you

Our entangled light

In eternal night.

December 16, 2011

Sometimes I sit and wonder:

Where did you go?

Sometimes I think:

Who were you, when I didn't know?

Sometime I say:

I never got the chance, to know...

Gone before I met you, I wish,

I could have said hello,

Clasp your hand

get that hug

See your eyes

Tonight I hear your thoughts

but do not see your voice

Your echo seems so real,

I sit and wonder.

Sometimes I sit and wonder,

will you still be here, will I wake up?

Tonight no more, today holds me

to you, and I know, oh I do know

That I know you.

December 14, 2011

The soil of the sea

that swallows your world

is awash in your desire

to swim afloat in

the waters of your soul.

In your heart

your mind creates

what seems so real

Visions of loneliness

leave you crying

for what shaded light

you allow yourself to see

Blinded by the light

of your souls

guiding beam

you've covered

the glory of your sails

When you grow weary

of the floundering storm

you will untie the lashing

to your minds wheel house

Then when your desires

have been quenched

Then you sail once again

clam waters into

the sunset of your soul-scape.

Through darkest night new lands

under dawns light

You will find your way.

The tempests of life blown away.

Be patient, a master charts-man

is not the same as a sailor,

Both take time to understand,

It is only from much experience that

you have the understanding

on where you can travel and how to get there..