December 2011
December 30, 2011
Someone asked a friend of mine,
"Gosh, I wish I had the motivation"
He replied,
" You have to start somewhere. In a lot of cases it's much easier when your surrounded with people who are feeling the exact same way. Then you'll never feel like youre on your journey alone."
I'd like to add, that this is true as well for emotional and spiritual matters. Be it grief, communication or just interest. You do not come to this life alone. Neither in physicality nor spirit. You are always surrounded by love. You only have to ask, and love will move you to where you need to be. This life was not entered into with failure as an option. What you think as of a failure is simple a misunderstanding of your true nature. The emotional struggle, the journey, the energy you put into living life is a shared experience with everyone and thing you come into contact with. What feels like a singular moment of pain is a blazing light in the darkness for others just like you, seeking their way. In the physcial world AND for those in Spirit! You matter! You are worth this! You are here for a reason, many many reasons. You can do it.
December 29, 2011
Dear friends are forever!
Singin songs,
memories of people I love.
Can't remember who they are,
but I know that sweet simple tune.
One day,
I walked past the corner store.
I saw you standing there
and heard you lookin at me.
I saw your voice
Singing at me.
I didn't know those words,
but felt the tune.
Heat strings of my soul
I'd know anywhere
That's when I knew
I'd come home
back again,
to you.
December 28, 2011
Not about dying
everyday without you.
Living another to know
how much I can
This reminds me of love
Love with and without
Our entangled light
in sleepless dusk
Help me be not afraid
Help me remember
Help me know
Help me understand
Me and you our love
Me and you
Our entangled light
In eternal night.
December 16, 2011
Sometimes I sit and wonder:
Where did you go?
Sometimes I think:
Who were you, when I didn't know?
Sometime I say:
I never got the chance, to know...
Gone before I met you, I wish,
I could have said hello,
Clasp your hand
get that hug
See your eyes
Tonight I hear your thoughts
but do not see your voice
Your echo seems so real,
I sit and wonder.
Sometimes I sit and wonder,
will you still be here, will I wake up?
Tonight no more, today holds me
to you, and I know, oh I do know
That I know you.
December 14, 2011
The soil of the sea
that swallows your world
is awash in your desire
to swim afloat in
the waters of your soul.
In your heart
your mind creates
what seems so real
Visions of loneliness
leave you crying
for what shaded light
you allow yourself to see
Blinded by the light
of your souls
guiding beam
you've covered
the glory of your sails
When you grow weary
of the floundering storm
you will untie the lashing
to your minds wheel house
Then when your desires
have been quenched
Then you sail once again
clam waters into
the sunset of your soul-scape.
Through darkest night new lands
under dawns light
You will find your way.
The tempests of life blown away.
Be patient, a master charts-man
is not the same as a sailor,
Both take time to understand,
It is only from much experience that
you have the understanding
on where you can travel and how to get there..