Thankful for questions

I don't always have daily concious contact with Erik, but I always feel a deep connection to him and my spirit team no matter what ill mood I am in, or what hard life experience I am going through. He and my loved ones always are with me in Spirit. As well, I am forever inspired and connected to the Channeling Erik community. It is my hope that I stick to it, plug along, and keep my chin up and keep trying. They've never given up on me, so I will never give up on myself. I always have to remember to seek love and refuse to allow myself to wallow in fear. The intent of love will always bring me closer to my highest possible self, no matter what is fearful.

In the U.S. we are fast approaching the seasons of Thanksgiving, and family celebrations. That said, I think it's never too early to think about our lives. Many people get really into resolutions and goals. They seek to define what they will be, what they will become, and what they desire to experience.

After a rough emotional weekend I got to thinking about that perhaps defining anything is not really that helpful. It sort of limits what may be, and definitely limits what IS. What I am, can be, and how I perceive. Perhaps perception is never about assigning an answer, but rather about asking a question?

I am not going to do anything. Instead I am doing right now. I am setting intent right now. The intent to always question. Here are some of my questions I hope to always bring into my awareness. I feel that asking them, will help bring who I am to my conscious awareness.

My list:

1. On the nature of my true nature: Who am I? What is it I fear? Why? What beliefs have I in place that set me up for seeing this? Is what I feel about any of this change how I feel about my connection to Source/God/the Light of all that is? Have I ever lacked a connection to Divine Love? Am I ignoring what I do have? Why? What is the current status of my connection? How can I behave that proclaims what I know?

2. On the nature of everyone else: Am I connected to Source/God/the Light of all that is? And, If I am does that mean I am connected to everyone else? If that is true, how to I want to feel about this? Am I capable of expressing love of all the souls sharing this journey with us even when I do not like the nature of their chosen life? Did they choose life as I did? Is their choice any more valid than mine? If it is as valid as my life, and if I wish to work on living to my fullest potential, how can I help others to the same? Or if we are all connected, if I work on me, will I work on them? If I value me, How can I value others?

3. On the nature of love: How can I love myself? How do I feel about myself? How do my behaviors make me feel? Does anything I fear prevent me from being who I am and all that I may be? Or am I already whom I am? If I accept myself for who I am, if I am happy with how I feel about myself, what can I do to express that in life? If I am not happy, why? Is what I want even able to be defined? If I define it what does it mean for every thing else in life? If I decide that something is true or false, how does it reflect on me? How will this feeling about me reflect on others in my life? If I don't like how it would reflect or what it would mean, is it still true? Does it have to be?

4. On the nature of labels, belief, and descriptions: Is how I perceive life a fair categorization? Do I have all the information necessary to place a value judgement on any experience? On others experience? On how I feel about me? What about these labels, beliefs, and descriptions feels like fear? Is it fair, valid, or accurate in who I am? Do they change who I am? Or am I more. Can I learn to remove fear so I can understand the emotions behind any experience?

5. On the nature of understanding: Is life a lesson? Or is life an experience? Are we learning? Who decides? Why? Or are we simply asking questions? Who are we reflected in those questions? Or is it all of it? Why do I wish to understand anything? Or can we simply exist? or do we have to do anything? Why? Is the why of understanding the moment who we are? I am not sure. I have this compulsion to ask. We all seem to be asking something. Is this our connection? What are we asking? Are we hoping to understand a greater love? Or are we already this love and we are asking because we wish to express it in every way possible? How can we understand this? Do we want someone else to tell us or do we wish to feel it?

6. How much can I endure to figure out any of this? Will I be given too much? What is too much? Where is my limit? When stretched do I change who I am, or will I express the greatest capability I am able? Will someone else set this limit or will I be limitless and trust that I am worthy, capable, and able to create for myself. I want to endure. I want to be. How can I? How will I find out? If we are all connected, can we do this together? How will it feel to share this?

7. On the nature of faith: I breathe, I live. Am I more? Who gets to say? I ask and so I put out the questions. I wish for more. I fear anothers answer as I want my own answer so I coach this as hope, but I seek the inner strength to know, feel, and create my own answers. This is a faith. So when is the moment that faith ceases and blossoms into knowing? How do we understand this? I will question faith to understand. The answer need not limit me. I have faith in me that I will eventually create what I need.

8. I want to know what love is all about. What is love? What is love not? Who am I? Who am I not? Can our answer change? Will I ever know everything I can be? How I feel about this seems to change my understanding. If I share it with others, will my own love grow? How can we all share this and grow together? Can we help each other know all the love we are capable of? Should I wait, or should I share now? What's holding me back? What do I fear, what do I love? Which of these do I want to express now? Which do I express now? Can I change? Will this affect how I share? I want to know. I want to know. Who am I? What is Love? What about you?