July 2012

July 29, 2012

To express yourself is the greatest of discoveries. To understand this is your default state of being is to be aware of who you are. To know this state is indivisible with all that is, and the love you are capable of is to know enlightenment. To consciously express all of this is to have mastered who you are. Where you are is not as important as the participating in this process. This is life, it is the reason for the question. Who am I.

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Many times those who focus on an afterlife experience do so on that which is or resembles other embodied environments, but as spirit one is not limited to embodiment, one aspect possible is that of pure energy, in which case relating it is very foreign to most imaginations. But, it is often a very real milestone in perception. What is not realized too often is that such experiences also happen while incarnated.

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The gates of heaven lie not behind cloud shapes, fog, nor shades of fleshy death. For there, is revealed in what light we allow to fall in our shadow, no gate at all.

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Discovery -- Exploration -- Healing -- Creation -- LIFE

July 24, 2012

Have you ever felt a presence near, have you ever felt this feeling?

What does it mean, when waking, when falling asleep, when in quiet stillness, when in hectic chaos, we think of those we can not touch, those who seem to have gone before, what does it mean when it feels like they are so completely with us, part of us that the inability to touch them feels like this deep dull ache against the backdrop of longing? Sometimes i sit and wonder if iam mad or if its that the world is mad in that they cant feel this, this realness, this oh so strange feeling that iam never alone....even in the darkest hours iam surrounded by love....love so deep my chest hurts....and so i wait. Sweet torture, sweet lament. I wait for all those moments i feel them next to me. And i wallow and roll with happiness in the completeness it gives me....i want more....i want to bask in that love forever.

What thrills, shocks, and scares me in its complexity is the realization of interconnection we have with those we touch. Some say its all random chance of probability. Some say its fate. Frankly i dont give a damn. I no longer care. I only know that i am, and when i feel them near, i feel like i belong. I long to say good bye to pain and hello to equal embrace. I know not how, but i miss you, whoever you are.

****

When we die, do we walk hand in hand where the sun never sets,

or do we swim in the moonlight where the nightingale sings?

Nothing so tragic as the thought of death,

what a mistake.

Don't worry,

sooner than that,

even while you sleep

we sit

Under then tree of life

and watch the stars

revolve around our light.

July 20, 2012

Others negativity is about their pain. Not yours. Never doubt it.

Try not to let them weigh heavy on your hearts or mind. The verbal and emotional reactions they give you, regardless of any circumstance stem from the parts of themselves they struggle with or have struggled with, reflected back to them, through life. Their perspective and understanding....It has never been nor will be about you.

It is often hard for people to see others as an equal or contemporary because they can not see their connections to the world around them. Our unity with each other in life. They are blinded by their own perceptions of their experiences and so are seemingly only able to react on an emotional level that is based on fears, their own fears, and fear due to their personal experiences projected outward.

In many ways this feels like confrontation, wounds, hurt. But really it is fear, worry, and ignorance, and lack of inward reflection. Each in their own way have dealt with intense issues of lack of self love, abandonment, intimacy, family and spiritual identity. They fear criticism, and confrontation and so they often project it. Each in their own way fears for the future of those they love, but do not always know the best way to process it.

Again, it has nothing to do with you. But the good thing is, is that you all are deeply loved. Surrounded by it. I know and I'll tell you something I feel. What seems like hardship in life, what seems like weakness or pain is often our inner strengths be because we pass through the opposite of who we really are because we have the strength to do so. And with that, I know just how wonderful and strong each of you are. You are strong, smart, beautiful and full of rich life and experience all waiting to offer it to your children.

So sleep well and know how loved you are. Do, say, and live the best you can, and let the rest go.

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Desire is a currency you can never spend. You can seek it's acquisition, and hunger to spend it. But it can never truly buy you what your soul longs for. That can only be purchased by the love you give yourself. If you can feel but a small portion of joy for the perfection of your innate being you will begin to see the glimmers of a joy that need not be bought. The perception of what is wanted for the fulfillment of what is needed, fades always to what has already been attained. What remains can never be lost and it's absence is part of the grand illusion of this life. Realize your eternal wholeness, grant it to those around you and be at peace.

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Sometimes. It seems as though despite my best intentions, or lack there of, I stick my foot so far down my throat, it comes out my ass, so that I am my worse pain. Although funny enough it's often not so much my own pain that bugs me, but the pain I see it might have caused others. Then again even that is often a matter of the perception of my foot as an ass.

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Even if all the world were ash in my mouth, I would still remember the taste of your love and long to be quenched

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No one ever said I wasn't a quandary of contradictions. I am trying to balance them, so far I am not very good at juggling, just at holding my balls. (laughter)

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What others often see in grief as profoundly missing, I see, because of my experiences, for me is often something profoundly added. I am not sure that either side can come to terms with this beyond living in each others shoes knowing that one's own perception of shared experience can never be met in so long as we do not see each other as one.

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Some days my physical pain is so bad that it takes me all morning to lift myself out of agony and into a numbed condition that lets me function. Often I find happiness in routine, music, writing, other times it is the simple mundane things such as coffee, books, the dog or garden that do it. But many times I just have to sit or lay there and just be. It's coming to terms with this being ok that has been hard. To just breathe. But then again, at the root of this physicality, just being is all there ever was. me.

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Every moment spent observing others moments are ones in which you don't exist. It's not that they do not see you, it's that you are not present in a moment of your own creation. And what you are not present in, you can not own.

It's one of the paradoxes of the information age. It allows for unparallelled communication and observation, but at the same time, it is one of the greatest focusing tools ever invented, only it's default focus is a web of someone elses labels. As ever widening circles of connections grow out attention divides into ever more minute points of focus until we forget where we are, who we are, and where we are going, we cease to be in any moment and we are blinded to an illusionary every moment. In reality it is not a moment but a static state of being. Yet, this does not make this tool bad, poor, or ill informed, only misdirected perhaps, at times. It's sort of like the person who goes to the crowed club to make connections, gets hammered at the bar watching people dance and makes no connections.

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I think one of the normal states of being is not being. Just holding. Sometimes this feels like death. Sometimes life. Sometimes joy, other times contentment. And yet, sometimes there is some type of pain, all types really... where it's bad enough you just find yourself waiting to die. Not wanting to kill yourself, yet not wanting to live. It's not that I need to be fixed, or find my love or joy, or get over myself or just do anything. Its not about if only's, and shoulda, coulda, woulda's, or letting go. I've found for me, it's more of a state of being, and in that state finding something about myself that I can identify with, and be myself and be ok with it. Kinda of like finding personal acceptance. I think the trick is not succumbing to or creating apathy, sloth, anger, sadness or confusion, but simply using pain, fuzzy feelings, etc and trying to balance what I already know about myself. Then using that balance to express who I am . It's not easy. Sometimes I think I am literally going out of my mind. A good chuck of the population can't relate, but many can. It's probably one of the hardest things I've ever done in my life. So no, I disagree with some people. I don't think this is just sad, or lame, or an excuse. I think it's a very real experience. A valid one. It's just a tool like any other in physicality. Who am I. I am OK, so are U.

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You don't have to believe your thoughts about yourself. Nor do you have to act on them, nor are your feelings an indication of who you are. There is always some kind of choice.

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Every communicator is going to be different. There are techniques, tools, tips, and modalities that have similarities, but the execution and the intent, perceptions, and view of each communicator can be significant enough to put a halt or a monkey wrench into a developing circle or co-explorers. The trick is to find areas you can both agree upon to work on, as well as come to terms with areas you can work on independently. Now youre naturally going to be drawn to and repulsed by both those who like you and those who are in totally different spots. But, many times even disparaging points of view and need can be drawn together based on need, contrast and planed lessons of experience. It's important not to place too much emotional investment into this process, and just let it occur without judgement. These generalities also apply to everyone involved. It's important when working with others to come together in mutual interest. It's really important for the sake of continuing progress, growth to treat this like anything. It has to resonate with you and be something you enjoy.

July 16, 2012

Sometimes living is not about finding the courage to live, but its more about finding the courage to accept love in the face of fear, as something that is not only livable but personally very real. Often that can only happen when those that love us, allow us to experience and work through that fear to find they are still there, still loving us. Its only then in that light, that worth can be realized and then accepted.

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What does it mean to cross desire and love with something not available, something we are not ready for, the misunderstood? Does that make feeling, any less, or is it simply more poignant for what it might tell us about ourselves? For myself, I take it as a sign that something in me is capable of great feeling. I think this time around, I will strive to give it in loving service rather than fill it with empty desires, Maybe that will feel more like me ....

****

I am lost in a rainbow that wont shine on me. It was Trapped inside

*****

Sometimes,

It's only after growing up a bit,

that we can understand,

the hand that helps,

protects

and guides,

was too big to see

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It's those that reach for one another that see life's greatest beauty.

*****

Sunsets are not meant to signal an end, but the promise of return.

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In the shadow of another, it's not that we are out of the suns light, but that the subtleness we perceive ourselves might be more closely examined, Returned to the light our color shines.

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Lost in your smile I saw my youth in the summer sun.

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Sometimes, the only way to heal what hurts is to look for what ails us in others. Its not that we seek ownership of their pain, but that we seek solidarity, a recognition of similar experience. Its a kind of subconscious validation that our individuality is equal in experience. On a soul level we long to share our own view in the hope that the two can form a union, a more complete picture to heal, support, comfort and balance what alone felt like chaos and separation. Although each journey is divine in opportunity for love it is only when we can explore our compassion, our love, and sympathy for each other that we remember that in each other we are one. We see that in their path we have been, will be or might have been. In that solidarity we can love and support on another despite any seeming difference or ill feeling. For some such union takes life times. And that is OK. What is important is that the feelings, the process is experienced, until that time, we can take comfort in the knowing, the hope of remembering what pulls us apart can bring us together.

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Sometimes our reactions to others is not so much a judgement on their pain but a reflection of our own unaddressed

July 13, 2012

The point of life is not to get you to see what might be, but who you are.

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The point of reality floats on waves of consciousness, ebb and flow each lives in it's unique expression.

The flow changes not where it drifts, but creates it's self anew.

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How do you see yourself in your reality?

Is your current and past physical expression all you are?

One of the keys to experiencing what you would, is in looking at the emotional perception of how you view your consciousness.

As a Spirit, you are not limited to one expressive point of view, nor are you limited to the singular physical perception you have held yourself to in this moment.

Some would ask if I am more, why can't I experience more? I would say, it's not why can't you, but how can you. You see your physical reality as very real, I see it as a speck of sand on a beach you can not see. A temporary illusion, beyond current view.

As a Spirit, you would not change any grain of sand or experience for it is yours, a unique expression of your creation. Instead of transforming experience, you as a spirit give rebirth to new perceptions of experience and create new experience from this. It is not a moment in physicality you seek to alter, it is you, your perceptions, your awareness, your experience, you seek to understand the vast infinite unity of all that is possible that you seek. So do not give into a false desire to change your physical or future past. It is illusion and not who you are. It stems from a limited perception of your nature.

Look to your heart.

Within is the portal to the infinite.

That is where the path to ever greater expression lays.

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Don't seek love. Live as the love inside you.

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Feel me, hear me, know me, I don't understand, but when I look at you I can see myself refelected and see more than I could without you.

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Your soul explores all aspects of itself by default. Both physical and non physical. Your present focus can not currently attune itself to this as an amalgamation of identity. But the faith or the openness to a greater reality can help you let go of some of your worry. You worry over a past and future you do not understand and would often wish you could escape in to what you perceive to be a better place. You are assuming that there is an entry and exit point and a beginning and end point to any give experience. I am telling you there is no such thing. The amalgamation of you is radiant, expansive, and floats between attentive focus of your point of view. The I of you, resides only in the present moment. Come to terms with your very moment of "who", and you will be content that the best moment is now. It is all there is.

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Your perception through an observation point creates your reality

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Literal objectivity is as literal as your view

Subjective perception is as you are.

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One of the biggest thrills of physicality on a soul level is the drop from great heights. It's not that your free falling, it's that your rushing into being.

July 13, 2012

Guest Interview

As you may have noticed, over the past few weeks from time to time spread over my "musings, journal, and Erik journals" on this site; I've highlighted some of the material, channeled or otherwise from Nikki's Spirit Team. For those who don't know, Nikki is the incarnate mother of one of the guys on my own Spirit Team, or gang. That would be Eric. While we have not fully fleshed out Eric's story in a public fashion yet, he, her father, and more I am sure, share common soul associations and interact on a regular basis. Together along with guides, Angels, and others we help each other probe our spirituality, the nature of the universe and our personal realities. As time has passed, we've become more and more comfortable with this process and the sense of comfort and family has increased. In that light, I would like to share the following transcript, a Q & A with our Spirit Team on the nature of Love and personal life journeys. We hope for many more entries in the years to come.

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7-12-2010--- Channeling transcript --- The nature of Love and personal life journeys

Incarnate: Jason, Nikki

Dis-incarnate: (Known Spirits) Eric, Earl, Elle(Angel), Malcolm, and more

Answers provided by Nikki and Spirit:

Hello Nikki,

Jason here. I was hoping I could ask you and your Spirit Team a few questions..... You've always said to me, That's not my journey, "Everyone has their own Journey".

Question:

What does it mean, when you say everyone has their journey?

In a nutshell it means we all have a prebirth plan we are working on. Often that plan involves others who will contribute and relate to the events, emotions and experiences. It will appear that they are on the same path at times as they have agreed to play a part.

Question:

What does it mean to you? Specifically in your life now, vs. before Eric died?

I was told in a reading that I needed to stop questioning Eric's actions and let go of any worry or guilt as his life was his journey. For him his journey was perfect. It was a reminder from master, teacher, angels et al that I played a role in his journey but I was not responsible for it. I have my own journey to live. If I was going to dwell on his journey and his decisions I would be passing up the opportunity for my soul to experience the journey it had planned for this life. My soul had planned a part in Eric's journey, as his mother I was closely connected via the mother/son bond and the love a mother carries for a child throughout their life.

My Soul graciously agreed to go thru this tragic event. Not only to help Eric on his journey but to allow growth on my journey. The opportunity to experience grief, spirituality, belief in eternal love, planned lives, soulmates and divine love. Before Eric died I lived my life loving my kids with all my heart. Nothing made me happier than to be with family. I wanted them to be happy and healthy. To experience the best of the best and be all that they could be. It wasn't until Eric died that I realized how much I had worried that they would encounter bumps in the road and disappointments etc. As the loss of Eric unfolded and I allowed myself to trust in my angels, spirits, higher self I realized...there is so much more. Our journey is not just this life. It is an eternity of lives and afterlives. What we experience in a single life is but a speck of the opportunities and experiences. Every soul is on an eternal journey. And more importantly at a different stage. That doesn't make one soul better, it makes for a multitude of opportunity, duality and experiences. The single lesson thus for, for my soul is..love is ALWAYS an option. No matter what the circumstance, what souls are interacting at the time, you have a choice to choose love. When you become aware of that single option you change. You allow yourself to see things thru the eyes of divine love. Every time you choose love you are divine. Love is the light, love is the connection to joy. The truth will always be found in love.

I had moments of anger, resentment, shock, heart squeezing pain in the loss of such a beautiful, loving, happy son. I could have chosen anger, hatred, guilt...or LOVE. By choosing love, I chose to stay connected to my son. To allow him the freedom to make his journey, which in turn expands the souls of all involved.

Question:

Are there multiple meanings?

I don't think so. A journey is a journey. it cannot be defined as anything other than the experiences of the soul.

When you allow yourself to think in such simple terms you allow forgiveness and love to take control. That person that makes you angry, that teen that seems self centered...they are playing a role for not only their soul but those on their path at the time. Maybe it was just an intersection for your soul. A quick stop sign and reminder that answer the choice is always love. If we only saw love, joy and truth in our lives...we would never have to choose. We can't know exactly where every soul is on their journey. But we CAN always choose love. Do what feels best for your soul. Choose love...walk away, mentally send love to that person, smile and hope they feel the love in your heart. You may have been that soul at one point. There is no room judgment.

Question:

Is there anything in that statement that unities us?

Everything. We are all connected. Yep, even that crabby old man and that obnoxious teenager with the droopy jeans is part of God's divine love. The more we choose love, the less irritated we are with the physical. Take away the crabby old face and the cocky attitude and you have a soul full of light. It's all a process of allowing our soul to experience, to feel, to receive and give love. Sure its tough. WE like what we like. But is it so hard to let it go. To just choose the high road and love. Every day there is an opportunity to feel love. Both in receiving and giving. You cannot receive love if you cannot give love. You wont know what love is..how can you receive something you don't know. As we continue on our individual journey's we simply discover no matter what the circumstance, the environment, the emotions we are perfect. We are worthy of love and therefore capable of loving.

Question:

How does love fit into it....?

Love is the answer. Love is all you need. Choose love.

Question:

Part of me, when I hear that phrase; part of me feels like it's being used as a cop-out or excuse to not have to deal. And yet at the same time, I know and feel this is just a form of emotional resistance in that I am uncomfortable with others, and how I think I should or shouldn't react to their problems/ life/ journey. How do we honor them, and ourselves at the same time?

We cannot know every soul's journey. Just keep in mind that you are given opportunities to experience. You do not have to go down that path unless you choose. But all paths lead to love. You can take a path that puts you alongside someone in deep distress or pain or doubt. If your soul wants to travel this path for growth purposes you will feel drawn. However, you are always given free will and can choose a different path. Whatever you choose is perfect. There is no wrong. Your soul will benefit from every choice. Trust that the best outcome is at the end of your journey, find joy in each and every path and when in doubt choose love.

Question:

I also want to hear about your personal experience with the phrase.....

"If it's not love, let it go"

With out a doubt there will be times when we encounter that which does not feel like love. How can we know how awesome love is, if we do not know the feeling of lack of love? Is that hate, is that fear? Whatever you want to call it, it will be put in our path for growth purposes.

But we always, always, always have a choice to choose love. Our soul's growth would be one of just minimal change if we only encountered little bumps. Often it seems we are on an unpaved path...bumpy, potholes, annoying and unpredictable. Those opportunities are what we have agreed to experience. Over and over we will be given the choice to choose love or fear, love or hate, love or guilt. Just as you think you have conquered that experience...another comes up. As if your soul is saying..do you really get it? How about now? How about this way? The more confident we become the more we choose love the more the other choices seem inappropriate. Never doubt love. It is always the winner. The angels rejoice, the spirits celebrate, your perfect self shines when you choose love. There is no failure, there is no wrong because eventually you get it. Whether it is in this life, the afterlife or the next life. Love always wins.

A journey is a journey is a journey. It helps to remember to focus on our own journey...THAT is what we are here for. NOT to judge another's.

J>O>U>R>N>E>Y is about ur JOY n(othing) e(else)

Thank you to Nikki and her Gang!

---Lots of love to all, Signing off,

Jason and His Gang

July 12, 2012

"Some things take a long time to manifest and become reality. The reasons for that are that there are lessons to learn, there is added value to that manifestation process, that the passage of time, that the experiences and the opportunities you have along that path will allow you to grow where you need, as opposed to where you think you want." -- channeled by Nikki from her Spirit team

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One always gets more of, what they focus on. specifically manifested on a personal level. But at the same time, to change, transform, and grow, one must look experience in the face. Once looked at, one can decide, if it is who we are or not. If not, focus can be released, let go, worry and fear dissipate. If it is who we are, focus increases and we create more of it.

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Silence doesn't mean no, it means rephrase or ask other questions.

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To focus on what we want or don't want, and seek to understand it, is to focus on want or lack. The universe will manifest more of it on personal levels for us to work with. To focus on have is to grow abundance. Through manifesting abundance we realize that wants, desires, and wishes are simply attachments, and that when we focus on what we do have we eagerly and joyously create not only the fulfillment of needs, but we create expressions of love in our physical reality. This is comforting, balancing, and who we really are.

July 12, 2012

What meaning can I give the feelings of love and turmoil I feel when I think of others?

"It's not the feelings that matter, other than what you identify with. It is better to let troubled waters drift into stillness. It is only then, that you can see your reflection" ---- Voices of Spirit

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In the silence that meets quiet intent,

it is the heart of comfort

that meets the resistance of the mind.

Neither can win.

They can only be married

with gracious love.

Together they give

birth to peace of acceptance.

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Half the battle in life can be won by getting out of bed, the other half is won by default when you share it with another...

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One of my biggest eye openers in working with others is not that people will believe what they want to believe, but that its important to let them, an let myself find peace in it.

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Many times messages do not come across or the message from a particular messenger (medium) does not resonate. Many times through a particular medium, even the messenger (spirit) seems to lack a familiarity. It's not that the message, or messengers are wrong; It's that there is something we don't understand. Not all messages are for us. Sometimes that's because the Spirit doesn't wish to speak through that particular medium. Other times, it's because they are busy, distracted, or the sitter for whatever reason is not meant to know. Or the Sitter is meant to go through a particular experience or emotion. Sometimes it is for the medium to experience. I remember on several occasions where a spirit did not go through Robert because they were meant to go through me. Or a spirit did not come across the way a sitter wanted because the spirit was meant to on. All this is confusing not only to sitters, but mediums as well. One of the keys to this is to remember, communication is not about answers, it's about the process of asking questions.

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"The process of your individual Journey's through life

is more important than the journey of the physical.

I would rather let people work on the emotions of that process,

on their individual terms.

It's important to keep them and you

on the target of a message,

that resonates with you personally.

There is never competition of any given message,

but we in Spirit wish you to remain true to who or how you feel,

in any given moment,

that feels like your genuine true self."

---Erik

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Fear not a crazy heart. Hold each other arm in arm. Lift up where you can, lift yourself up when you can't. Love yourself as deep as the love you wish for others. Let go of what you don't understand, and embrace what you do love. It's in holding on to that which you wish to do, you can understand who you are in that moment. That understanding, without judgement is yours. It is that which you can use to share, to uplift others. Through your own unique experiences you can master yourself to enable ever greater manifestations in your personal reality.

-- Voices of Light

July 09, 2012

What does it mean, when one ceases to feel attachment to the things that once held attention. Is it freedom or is it apathy. What does it mean if those desires have been replaced with doing, seeing, and feeling? Is this simply a new attachment, longing or is it me hiding...or is this simply me moving or shifting my comfort zone

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The long wait.

An awareness at 15. A knowing at 30. As i approach 40, an inkling of understanding, do I await epiphany at 70? Oh please, I beg, without mocking jest. Please help me not linger here. I long for a home I can not see, remember or feel. Shadow, cloud and faint glimmer....I ache....when can I come home. When. When... Ever? You who I know not watch, by what light. You who slumber yet never sleep. Peace be a war in my heart, whose cries of love seem to taunt me. Wait not for me, but hasten my journey. I seek only oblivion as my pillow and silent darkness to rest my tears. Comfort me not, for I long for nothing, embraced by death. Morose has no pain, you're love unseen is agony. Come for me or be gone. I cry eternal.

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"If you can take but one small part of the energy, time, and effort you spent on obsessive unconscious living and if you applied it to conscious doing, you could move to a place of not just comfort, but satisfaction that you were present in the now. This is not something that can just be put out there, or stated to people, it's something that they must experience in the physical and try out for themselves. They must come to this realization themselves. This is because it is about learning self worth, self dedication, motivation, taking ownership, and responsibility for their lives. You can call to them, but they must always wake themselves up." -- my guides

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"You can only let go if you focus your attention, otherwise your just living unconsciously. That's not to say, you can't seek distraction, its just to say you'll never be aware of your opportunities if you don't pay attention to yourself. There's a difference between feeling your own bliss, and seeking numbness. Go ahead and enjoy a peaceful you, and let go of the pieces of you." --- Voices of light

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The heart grows fond

of what it misses.

The heart finds comfort

in what it knows.

When what is missed

is true,

what is found,

is known to have never

gone missing at all.

Fondness was an illusion,

and the heart

a state of being.

To know this,

is to know.

Its peaceful beat.

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Moving from fear to love...how does one know where they've gone?-----

"When what is reflected back to you from others eye's speaks of love. That is not to say you will never face fear, but it is that now you know of your power to shine, reflect and transform." --- My guides

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Many souls generate karma by will and design, as a exploratory tool. A balancing tool, and a learning tool. Some use duality with it, some use it as a reward, some as punishment, and some out of love. The reason masters can help you eliminate it, is because they are guides, they guide you to understanding who you are. When actualized on a soul level, your attachment to karma ceases and you move on to greater things.

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I saw an a flash of light move across my vision, for some reason you were on my mind. I wonder if that was you trying to get my attention or if you distracted me from you. Whichever the case, though the flash is gone, i still hold your light in my mind and it sparks my heart.

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Why embrace an aspect, idea, view, opinion, judgement, or assumption of meaning of any experience, when your relationship to it is so subjective?

In that light, why worry? This is so true when it comes to experiencing anything spiritual. Instead of trying to fit our experiences into what seems like an objective physical experience, it may be better to let it be and just float on how it feels. In that feeling, we might just give in and ask ourselves.....Is this me? by the way...

It's ok to change your mind...

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I always hear all this talk about achieving dreams and goals. What if I feel like I don't have any goals? What if I have everything I want? What if on the outside everything is perfect? What if then I still feel sad, weird, and in pain all the time? What then?

"You mission is in life is to use this stability to dig deep inside yourself and face your inner demons and look at everything you hate about yourself and love it with all your might. Your job is to balance the pain with all the comfort presented to you. Your goal is to be the best you, U can come to terms with. How much of this you share, and experience with others is your present choice. The push-pull tug o war, is your default in this life. It is up to you how conscious you are about mastering it in the present moment. Where you resides, past, present, and future is not who you are, but how you approach that moment in your reality approaches who you presently are..." --- Voices of Spirit

July 03, 2012

Hot in the city. Aside from a possible stray post, I am off with family for independence day week.