Emotional salvation

If life were about preserving what was or what you think is; you would not stray from the stars of your soul. As it really is, you seek to shed light onto all creation you can touch, grow, and understand. Sometimes this light burns, sometimes nourishes. It always illuminates.

How can you hope to seek yourself if not for expressing a whim? Why bother then? Why would you want to know yourself. I think life can be humorously beautiful. The chance to laugh out loud with joy is one of those reasons. Why seek the love in me that is a part of you? Why be one? Because you already are and it feels good to allow yourself to express who you are. You say to me then, But, I don't feel funny. I don't feel joy, I don't feel love.

I say to you, why not? How do you see your reality then? This not something that I or anyone else can show you. You must come to this conclusion on your own. And very often it is simply a matter of letting go, and surrendering to the whim. This may then seem like your ignoring real life and your very real reality. That is OK. Time is on your side, one way or another. You will eventually find your joy and laugh.

I know what was said just above make it sound like My own life and perspectives are in perfect harmony. That's not so true. I am frequently am in pain, discomfort and self abusive to my own life. I am on the same paths as everyone else. But what I do know is that it is temporary. And an illusion.

There is the notion that salvation is required to achieve a oneness with God. I say that you are already so, only you feel separated due to the particulars and goals of your incarnation. You seek to understand your connection by examining through experience with all that is. Through this you come to beliefs about yourself, thus creating your reality. Reality changes as new perspectives are entertained based upon your experience.

These experiences give birth in you such desire for, more or less. This is emotional thought that generates the force to carry you forward through experience. In the beginning you seek for things, others, to tell you, what you desire. Then as you experience what you think you desire, you move through it and release them. You come to realize your own desires. They are made up of broad spectrum's of love and absence. As you pass this by, you gradually let go of these false desires and start to realize that everything you desired, you already had. So in actuality there was nothing to desire as there was to understand. This process will start unconsciously and move to conscious intent. Through this, you will know what to do as naturally as the sun rises. For you are no different. Your sunsets always give rise to ever illuminating light. This is your true salvation. It is in you now.