2009

Dec. 28, 2009

- I had an odd experence yesterday that is either an example of totally absurd forgetfulness on my part, or well, you know...

Ok, it's super cold in Minnesota. So when the morning temps drop below 10 degrees F. I put on wool socks over my regular socks and then stuff my feet into my snow boots.

Well So I did. And when I got to work I take off my wool socks and change into my work shoes. I place my wool socks on top of my boots. Well, yesterday I thought I recall pulling off BOTH socks and putting them on my boots under my desk.

Well I went off to luch and when I got back, I noticed that only one of them were there! At first I was pissed at myself, and I hunted around for where I may have misplaced the one sock.Then I wondered if one of my co-workers picked it up. But no luck.

I just cant for the life of me believe I could be so absent minded that I'd only put on one sock and come to work. I could have sworn, recalling that I pulled off 2 of them that morning.

So, I had to go home, with one sock missing. When I got home I didn't see it anywhere obvious, or notice it. So I just went about my evening buisness. Later that night I layed down on the couch to watch tv. (I was home alone).

Shortly after laying down, I turned over to the middle of the room, to the rocking chair- and it's foot stool. And on top of the foot stool, in the middle of the room, was my one wool sock. I am really surprised that I didn't see it there when I walked in the door. I just got chills all over and cant decide if that was just a supreme episode of absent mindedness or something else.

Nov.-Dec., 2009

-I've still been hearing stray music off and on at 5 am. and I've seen a couple streaking light flashes in the house, as well as some other perhaps imagined stuff.

-6th and current year Jan-Oct. 2009

-This year. 2 mild episodes of sheet pulling. Neighbor has moved out, but I still hear the alarm clock music everyday. No TV or voices.

-corner of eye movement off and on. Being watched feeling.

-as I take more and more notice I seem to imagine shadow movement in bedroom at night in the dark. I occationally hear wall knocking or taping. Rather light. Like I might be imaginging it.

-I seek out some spiritual help. And things die down.

-The landlord starts remodeling the other side after the tenet left. Former tenet has some mental problems, and hard times. I rearranged furniture on our side. I no longer hear music, but feel alot of unease.

-I can't seem to stop thinking about what I've experienced before.

-This past month on 2 occations I imagine flashes of pale white streak across my room at night. Very very brief. One seemed to look like a indesinct face. The other was a tiny streak of light that as it swirved left a trail of light.

-Have a lot of trouble sleeping through the night.

-Just this year.. I frequently imagine being touched. On my face, my head, my arms and shoulders. It's not even a pressure like a real touch. It almost like a cross between a caress and itch. Kind like when you are about to touch something staticly charged, you feel this slight pressure or denseness in the air between your finger and the object.

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I don't know what's going on. I don't know wether this can be attributed to unstability of my brotherin the first instance and my former neighbor (19 year resident) in the current location. Or weather I am a sensative and am just noticing things or things noticing me. OR, if I can attribute this to sleep apnia and the scientific explanation for sleep paralysis and an over active imagination.

I've looked up online; house blessings, and prayers of protection etc. and that has helped some.

One thing I have noticed though in these locations.; When stuff was happening, was also times when one one in the building was having emotional trama. Me in adolecence. Me under stress. My brother in crisis. My neighbor in crisis.