Pre-2009

Pre- 2009 and related family experiences:

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Related family experiences:

-My mother (very very religeious) claims to have seen angels standing at the 4 corners of her bed. Stories of other family members having experiences. Brother claims to have heard voices, screaming, singing.

2nd home, The home I was raised (18 years)(single level home):

-I don't know if this is relivent or not. I don't remember this, but my mother says I had imaginary friends I talked to as a todler.

-My earliest memories of things happening was as a young teen. I recall several times awakening, feeling like my bedding and clothes were being pulled off. A few times, they were.

-My first full blown "sleep paralysis" was when I was about 15 or 16. At that time I was going through some fairly intense emotional and hormonal adolecent stuff. All I can remember was waking up feeling like something heavy was on my torso. I couldn't move, I felt like I was sufficating. I remember being so scarred. I remember looking up and seeing this feathered pulsing mist or cloud that was tinted pale pale teal, white, and dirty yellow. It kind of seemed like it had vein like white things running through it. I can no longer remember how that was resolved or how I woke up or what not, I just remember the terror I felt. And how, off and on I felt scared in my room afterwards.

8th residence: (3 years)(living with brother)(huge apt. complex)

-late 20's-early 30's. No activity in homes 3-7.

-My brother (bipolar) went through some bad drug abuse and I strongly suspect he had some interaction with something of the occult. During this time, I started feeling anxious again. The whole someone's watching me thing. Corner of the eye movement. I had a touch lamp that would turn itself on and off a few times. I had, perhaps 3-4 very mild sleep paralysis episodes. (bed shaking).

9th residence: (6 years and current)(side by side 3 level duplex)

-Age 30's

-2nd or 3rd year there. Sleep apnia became serious. Durning times of not using my c-pap(breathing device) I had several episodes of sleep paralysis. Weight on body, mild bed shaking. A few times of feeling like bedding was being pulled on. Feel afraid to sleep alone. Although the bed shaking episodes were while I was sleeping in the guest bed alone, and not using my c-pap.

-possible episode of the sterio turning itself on during the middle of the night.

-spouse (horrible eye sight and half asleep) claims to have frequently seen a dark figure at the bottom of the stairs in the middle of the night while using the restroom.

-I think I hear TV and music during the middle of the night from the guest room.

-4th year. Major scary episode. I was home alone. My spouse was away on buisness. I was sleeping in guest bed with all the lights on in the house. I was awoken to bed severe bed shaking. Then suddenly the shaking stopped. I recall thinking to myself, 'oh, it's over I can go back to sleep now'. I was totally awake. But then after it stopped I remember just as I tried to drift off, there was this distinct silence in the house. Then I distinctly heard the slight creak of foot steps on the wood floor. The steps moved from the hall way, into the room, to the foot of the bed. They paused. Then, I distinclty felt someone crawl on their hands and knees onto the foot of the bed and crawl on either side of my body, up to my face. No pressure on me; but I "felt" weight of knees and hands "move" "press down" on the bed to either side of me and traverse the bed. I remember a pause. And then very close to my face there was a sudden noise that seemed to come from every direction at once, yet seem to also be inside my head. It sounded like a cross between a lion roar and wolf snarl. At that point I was totally freaking out. I just remember praying like crazy. Then just as suddenly it was all gone.

-Still think I hear TV and music in guest room

-5th year. Nothing. Just off and on unease. And that -rare. Suscpect hearing music and TV, I think I always hear the neighbors alarm clock music go off at 5:30 every day. Am anoyed and think nothing of it.

-6th and current year

-This year. 2 mild episodes of sheet pulling. Neighbor has moved out, but I still hear the alarm clock music everyday. No TV or voices.

-corner of eye movement off and on. Being watched feeling.

-as I take more and more notice I seem to imagine shadow movement in bedroom at night in the dark. I occationally hear wall knocking or taping. Rather light. Like I might be imaginging it.

-I seek out some spiritual help. And things die down.

-The landlord starts remodeling the other side after the tenet left. Former tenet has some mental problems, and hard times. I rearranged furniture on our side. I no longer hear music, but feel alot of unease.

-I can't seem to stop thinking about what I've experienced before.

-This past month on 2 occations I imagine flashes of pale white streak across my room at night. Very very brief. One seemed to look like a indesinct face. The other was a tiny streak of light that as it swirved left a trail of light.

-Have a lot of trouble sleeping through the night.

-Just this year.. I frequently imagine being touched. On my face, my head, my arms and shoulders. It's not even a pressure like a real touch. It almost like a cross between a caress and itch. Kind like when you are about to touch something staticly charged, you feel this slight pressure or denseness in the air between your finger and the object.

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I don't know what's going on. I don't know wether this can be attributed to unstability of my brotherin the first instance and my former neighbor (19 year resident) in the current location. Or weather I am a sensative and am just noticing things or things noticing me. OR, if I can attribute this to sleep apnia and the scientific explanation for sleep paralysis and an over active imagination.

I've looked up online; house blessings, and prayers of protection etc. and that has helped some.

One thing I have noticed though in these locations.; When stuff was happening, was also times when one one in the building was having emotional trama. Me in adolecence. Me under stress. My brother in crisis. My neighbor in crisis.