Why can't I hold onto a spiritual connection

Q) why cant I hold onto this feeling of spiritual connection, why cant I just be happy.

A) It is because you have forgotten who and what you are, what is yours, and what you are. You have temporarily lost the context to allow you to utilize the structures that make all realities. That which is of conscious emotional energy. You constantly manifest your experience but because you have forgotten, the conscious knowing seems absent in so that, the contextual connection between what is energy and what is perceived seems separate. This is normal. To fully focus and immerse yourself in your role you have blocked what is right in front of you. This provides the structure needed for certain soul objectives. But as your experience grows, awareness increases of the greater realities. You now have more opportunities to express more as your conscious awareness expands. This shift in focus allows a greater degree of interaction with the greater systems of the soul and its environments. More experience and a chance to remember. You can do this now. Allow new perspectives to be felt in the context of how you see yourself. More participation. More you. More of you now, present in each now moment. ---Spirit