October 2011

Oct. 31, 2011

This past weekend, someone wanted me to ask Erik what caused their disease, or what the cure might be. I just wanted to reiterate that I do not do divination or anything related. That's not to say that Erik would not say, only that he's not going to say such things to me. I would highly recommend one of the professional mediums listed in Elisa's links. Jamie, Jennie, or Kim. I am more of a spiritual coach/teacher and afterlife researcher. While I do take a few (1-5) facilitation requests a month or so, I have seldom had much luck when it comes to traditional psychic/predictive requests. I am a fairly old school spiritualist actually, and focus on personal emotional growth and spirituality. Frankly, I don't feel comfortable with any divination, or that aspect or line of spiritual activity. So I'll leave it to those who are making a career of it. But to answer those questions, Erik and the rest of my team know how I feel and even when I do ask such things I rarely get an answer; From what I understand there is rarely one cause or cure of such medical events. Outcomes are so dependent on free will of many people involved as well as one's one emotional state. From what I understand, some spiritual researchers think such life events are planned before birth as emotional experience and personal growth with those we interact with. It sure doesn't make it any easier to bare, but perhaps there will be resolution and understanding someday.

In a related matter,

Many times people will come to me and ask me to channel their life goal, their purpose, or what they are supposed to be doing. I always have a hard time with this as on a spiritual level I feel that we are here on earth to master who we are. The question, of "who am I" takes far far more importance than, "I am what I do". Or "If I do this, am I?".

Many in today's societies feel that there is some physical tangible thing they must do to fulfill something. Although what these might be is a seeming mystery. They want to matter, to make a difference in life and yet they seek to define their experience before they can do it.

I feel that our reason for living is not about any one thing, or mission, or goal. I feel that we are here to master ourselves through emotional experience. This will give us a hands on construct to compare our perception of self through the experience with our highest possible self. Then from this we can consciously choose who we are in each moment.

So what does that mean?

It means we are working with interpersonal relationships, emotional expressions, feelings, how thoughts manifest, and how we see ourselves and the world around us. We work to understand who we are, while helping others through expressions of love.

We seek knowledge. We seek the information required to interact in meaningful ways within physical constructs of our choosing.

We seek to understand emotional drives what what creates and drive them in our experience. These motivations as they manifest through the society we are in. How we feel about others feelings. How we see our-self through the eyes of another.

We see skills to interact with our emotional reactions. We seek to understand the behaviors these cause, and we play with the effects they cause. In every instance we will come to a greater understanding of who we are. The adaptability we achieve and understand will allow for more choice, more free will, more expansion of how we see our-self.

Oct. 27, 2011

You know; I am not sure Life is ever about what we do, how we do it, or who with. In the end it's how we feel about ourselves in it. Then, we take that feeling and we try to come to new understandings and insights into who we are.

If a book, a play, a song, or just a friendship, I will be satisfied that in each moment I was ok with me being me. I am thrilled that you played a part in that. Seeing me, through you, with you helped make me--me.

You know, if down the road I feel compelled to publish or put myself out there more, so be it. But for now. Looking at and dealing with my feelings is where I am at. The rest can and will come I am sure.

I am a firm believer in baby steps. Because each step is growth to a baby. And when you play the tape again, you see that the baby's first steps were not plodding and methodical, but were gleeful leaps and bounds, falls, and recoveries, and then until at the end I leaped into the arms of loved ones and squealed with delight... I think life is like that. Not stuff.

Oct. 26, 2011

With knowledge come personal responsibility. With awareness comes more choice. With choice comes independence. So too I've found with Spiritual matters. That's why it's important to make conscious connections to higher spirit and always evaluate your active intent. Like giving a teen the keys to a new car, to enter into conscious guidance is to become an independent partner. One in which it is trusted you will read the map and buckling up is assumed. But known it is ultimately your choice. Though help is a call away it is still possible to get stranded or in trouble.

Another thing that I frequently run into is that people think Spirits upon re-transition suddenly are able to access unlimited knowledge, understanding and experience. That it's all just a thought away. From my own study and conversations, that isn't the case. It's actually fairly complex. And it's important not to assign a human value or judgement label or system of perception to something that is multidimensional in a vast multiverse of possibilities. On top of all that discussing an understanding of what is and isn't and what might be is very much tied up into the beliefs and perceptions of the observer.

What I mean by that is, I can tell you that your soul is made up of multiple aspects, parts, and personalities. Very much like a massive organism that exists as energy. It can compartmentalize and branch off from itself and it grows and expands across multiple dimensions in all directions. It is emotional energy. It is what you are. When you wish to use incarnation as a tool to understand and experience yourself it will merge energy with other consciousness and divine consciousness and together a co-creation into physical reality is made. That being, part of itself will then move into a new sub consciousness that is both independent of it's maker and co-personalities and yet unified in a way that is almost impossible to totally understand while in the flesh. And this personality then can and does often then start it's own line of reincarnations, where the core personality jumps from life to life. But at the same time, it is one with all it's other shared personalities experiencing incarnations all connected by a higher consciousness. And each of these aspects has other dimensional counterparts. So any one of those personalities while connected is on their own should they choose it. Their interest and experience is their own, and yet shared with the rest should the rest choose to share or remember. But they don't have to. It depends on intent, interest, desire, inclination, etc. There is no afterlife, you must assimilate or download ALL that is into you. You are a part of it all, but you are also you. For example, If my current personality transitions over, I guarantee you I have no interest in exploring the sciences of the universe. I very much just want to enjoy myself and help others. I couldn't care less about all the answers. I still intend to explore and express and experience who I am on my terms. Sooo.... While I can tell you all this.... To most people on Earth, what I just said is confusing and utter bull. That's ok. But you can see how talking about can be very difficult. So when someone on the channeling Erik blog makes a comment, such as, "But I thought in Spirit all the answers are just a thought away....".... Well, they can be,... but, Your asking about "Your answers, to your subjective experience of a particular aspect of yourself." Not the Spirit personality in question. Same with looking into the future. Your asking someone to look at your record and sort through all the possible choices any aspect of yourself may pick and express. Your looking through possibilities, probabilities, and likely to occur scenarios. It is far better to ask, 'I'd like help achieving my goals. Guide me to ways of uncovering them and expressing them for the greater good, is there anything that may help me."

I know.... all very "Woo woo".. Really it doesn't matter. Just keep trying to live the best you can to your highest possible self, and all will be well.

Oct. 24, 2011

A friend of mine asked of me last night, 'Did you read the latest Erik transcripts, it sounded all doom and gloom' What did you say before about this?'

My response was, As Seth once said through Jane Roberts, "You get what you focus on". Simple as that. When higher spirit says these sorts of things quiet simply it a perspective on the possible data for your higher-self's experiences. Not probable data. Not likely to occur..., but, depending on the choices your present point of view or point of consciousness makes, it might become your experience. The experiences your present awareness pass through are not a very good representation of the totality of your soul scape or over-soul or aka higher self. This is what it means to exist as a multidimensional spirit. All possible realities have the chance to enter into a probable experience. Those not chosen by your present awareness/consciousness may be chosen by other aspects of your personality, or in fact played out by other personalities within your soul's make up. I know this description is very confusing and hard to follow, but the point is; That you are more. You have choice. What any Spirit see's as possible or probable is not set in stone. For you create the stone depending on your beliefs, perceptions and perspective. You have choice, free will within parameters you set. You do this in coordination with other people of like state of being who are naturally drawn to you. Together you create what you feel is your reality. You are not limited to that reality. It is and always will be up to you.

On a related note, in one of the most recent transcripts. Elisa asked Erik if there were arguments in the after life. He said no. But, due to the nature of their sessions, elaboration was not able to be given. The very word argument is somewhat limiting in defining the behavior of any given personality. On earth or in other dimensions. It is true that negative arguments and hurtful behavior does not exist on his plane of being; that is because of the state of being of the individual consciousnesses that reside there. Disagreements and perspectives are just as diverse as they can be here. It's just that they are not channeled through negative emotions. There are those on the lower planes, as well as non human realms, and more negative states of being that argue plenty. Like attracts like. So if your an impossible, horrid, grouch when you die. The chances are you are still going to be that way when you cross over. That doesn't mean you'll stay that way. It simply means you take your dirty luggage with you. And if you are really impossible, fear based, angry, and well, nasty. You have it within you to lord it over others like you. There is plenty of that going on in the lower planes. So again. Do not worry. Do not fear. Just stay positive, focus on the greater good and it will be fine. The reality you need will be naturally drawn to you.

Oct. 12, 2011

I replied to a comment question about child spirits on the CE blog. The reader asked, "i always thought people contiuned to age in the afterlife, until they reached adulthood at least, but did jon benet ramsey seem to be the same age as the age at which she passed over? " Elisa said, "I think Erik talked about this in an earlier post. You can pretty much choose any age you want!"

I replied,

"It depends on the objective the spirit's wishes to project to the viewer. As well as the incarnates sensitivities. If it's a matter of identification, feelings, or intention the self projection will be altered accordingly. Although this can be an unconscious projection or receiving depending on the emotional state of all involved.

Many times the Spirit in question will no longer identify with the most recent body and so in whatever state of being they reside in they will take on the form they wish from a past life, or a culmination of lives, or favored attributes. These will vary depending on who they interact with. You can think of it like a favored wardrobe.

Although you will also find a preferred form is simply emotional energy. This energy can also have various nuances such as color and sound. A lot of the times when we see Spirit children, it is a conscious choice of theirs to continue along that particular "growth or development scenario" for their own reasons.

There are some afterlife researchers who feel some children have their own special realm, plane or energetic state unique to them. From my research I don't think it's as simple as that. I think we have to look at age, experience, perception and origination area of said spirit. As well as it's various associations and identifications. From the material I've come across I feel that this label of "realm" is actually akin to an emotional energetic state of being of like associations. I don't think it is actually defined in a unified psychosocial way that would make sense to our own physical sense of place."

Oct. 11, 2011

I am not sure how much I want to share of a personal note of the past several weeks. It often seems like so much happens that if I let it slip by, I don't know where or how to separate what might be of Spiritual interest from interesting experiences and my own work that might help others. I am pretty good about posting channeled material and metaphysical content. I've been fairly ill for the past month, off and on. Although I am getting better. I've also had a lot of family activities mixed in. I've been intensively working with several individuals on personal development with a few general channeling appointments mixed in. In fact, I've been so busy that I've been having difficulty maintaining a good balance with everything at the detriment to my own interests and personal projects. So I've made the decision to temporarily-of indefinite time period to halt all channeling outside of my current sitters or co-partners. Once I catch up I will re-evaluate. That's not to say I will say NO, to all requests or questions. Far from it, but I am going to shy away from those that require facilitation of departed loved ones for a while. Those take several hours of formal development sittings and can be frequently quite draining and emotionally taxing. Right now I just don't want to spend my time in that endeavor outside of my regular sitters.

On other notes:

I've been reading Veronica's new book. She's the being who speaks through April Crawford. I think she might be acting as one of Elisa s guardian angels. Not sure though. If it is the same, then I've communicated with her a couple of times. http://www.aprilcrawford.com/ But the book is a series of channeled letters detailing spirits feelings and sensations upon crossing over. It's interesting because most of the perspectives are of them existing as multi-concious energy, but still retaining each individual consciousness they ever were. It's slightly strange, but extremely comforting. As almost all of them makes the point that coming back to earth is optional. It's interesting that there is no "Have to's" or rules in that; That Karma, or what we think of as duty, obligations or owing others or ourselves is actually an emotion that drives consciousness, not a rule. I am not sure if my impressions of this is accurate or true. Other impressions are that we don't have to acknowledge it if we don't want to and that is a valid choice. But that we often will feel called to help and work with those we love. So I guess that's why sometimes we feel resentment over life, because we don't really want to be here? I am not sure, but it adds a another layer of perspective I'd never thought about before.

I was having a hard time last night, and in response the boys set off the neighbors car alarm. The neighbors and nobody else were anywhere near it. The neighbors came outside to see what was the matter and couldn't figure it out. I went to bed with a smile.

Earlier this week, I woke up. It was 3:08 a.m. I heard someone, a male (not Erik m) say, "Boo" (dog). The voice came from above the bed. From thin air. I didn't see any static or movement. I couldn't tell who it was. It was softer and deeper than Erik m's.

I would like to think it was the other Eric. Niki's son. I highly suspect it was. I was blabbing at him before bed, cause I was having a hard time..If it was him, it would be the 2nd time he has manifested to me this way. The first time was garbled. Maybe he's been practicing?

Robert, Sharon and I have all had them with Erik M and Jillian. It's interesting that this episode was not in-between an altered state. I was fully conscious. Where as often such manifestations happen in-between sleep states or immediately after waking up.

Random:

* I've seen quite a bit of spirits eating. So that must mean they manifest food. Either it's normal. Or they can't give it up. I've also seen plenty of times, they will manifest what we eat as we are eating it and or they will tune into our energy/feelings/ senses to "relive" or somehow experience the taste, sensation or pleasure of it. Weird.