May 2011

May 31, 2011The ups and downs of mundane interaction between Spirit and the daily life.

Moving back to Spiritual Intent.

One of the biggest challenges I struggle with is mindfully retaining or holding on to the perception that I am a Spirit living within a manifestation of a Spiritual reality. That there is more going on than what I can see, feel, or hear. Now granted for me, that's a bit more than many people; but I think that makes it so much harder. Much of the time I maintain an awareness of Spirit in a physical, visual, and mental whether I want to or not. Although a lot of the time I can ignore it. Especially when life is good, or when boredom sets in, or if I am in the middle of a bad attitude. And during these times I do this a lot! Some times I just don't really have anything to say. I know "they" are there and about, but because my perception is incomplete I don't even know what to say. So i ignore them.....

That is until... I get stuck. Or life takes an ill turn. Then quite often my reaction is to go into freak out mode. Where instead of turning to Spirit for help, I'll lock up my mind and let it churn over self pity, anger, depression or some other ill advised mood. What makes this even more weird is that during these times; Spirit (like E) tries to get my attention by attempting to move closer. The skin buzzes and mental pressure increases, ect.; but, still at times, I want to wallow. So I let my mind and attitude run away with me and I ignore them even more.

Then they are left waiting for me.... waiting to call on them when things get so bad I call for help, or I get myself out of it.

Well, Spirit would like to say to all of us here on Earth; "Please don't shut us out until you are in the dregs of life. We are here for you always. Not just in your darkest moments are we there; but we want to be apart and share the joys of your life. It matters not what your going through. We will be there for you. We will always be with you. Even should you ignore, shun, or simply be unaware of us, we will be there."

Here is something Erik said,

J-What do you want to say?

E-"There's not much to say anyway, it's just an observation really, but still true."

J-Ok, what?

E-"So, like I was saying the other night; youre no different than anyone else. I can't tell you how manytimes ya get into a mental state, where you totally ignore Spirit when life is good, but then go running for help when shit hits the fan. We havent' gone anywhere you know. We are here for you all the time. It'd be nice if you could wave at us from time to time when things are going good. We like hearing about the good times too! Not just a thank you, but a, I love you is good. I remember you, I am looking for you... still.. It's all good, we know how things are. We have the big picture. But sometimes we get stuck only communicating with you when you have your little freak-outs. Not saying that's bad. Cause then your focused again. Your not dumb, you know what's going on... Sometimes you need your space, and we give it to ya. But, dont forget, were not ignoring you. Were waiting for you. Sometimes, your just not in the right spot yet. Were doing our best to get you there, but that doesn't mean we've given up. So you shouldn't give up either. .. Oh and another thing that bugs.. people get in this funk thinking we can't hear them... Gaw.. if they only really KNEW what they are, what they are capable of! Serious... dude, you all are Spirits too! Your not trapped in your skull.. Get out of it... We can totally hear and see you. You want us to hear you.. WE DO! The moment you truly believe that you are not alone, the moment you know you are heard by, well,, anyone in heaven you want.. that's the moment you break free. Where people are getting stuck is that they are half in and half out. They've got one leg still stuck in the door, while their trying to keep from fallin on the floor. What happened is they cracked the door open, they shoulda opened it all the way.. And trust that there was another room to step into. That's just fear and shit eatin away at their locked up brains. They wanna label that other room and door and tell themselves, no- argue with themeselves, that.. noooo.... I cant do it... what if I am wrong... Well, Shit.. I'll tell you what... You'll never know unless you just let go and try.... Same with anything in your life... you gotta just let go and try... and if you mess, up try again.. same with all this Spiritual junk.... you gotta let go... just because tried it once and forgot, messed up, or got yourself into a funk; doesn't mean you can't go back. Going back to your Spiritual intent doesn't mean failure or renewal, it means you get to build on it an move into something powerful you want to create. Add to youurr your old intent and renew your power. So go back, and keep going back... and don't forget to wave hello. k-Lub ya"

May 30, 2011For my friends... Happy Memorial day weekend!

This life I've walked.

It seems I know this pathway like the back of my hand.

I've done this before.

I stumble on that rock again.

I've been scratched by that branch.

I've passed that tree..

It all seems so familiar.

I hear the birds and they call to me lost in a twilight laced wood.

Where am I am going on this lonely road?

Look, there is a break in the trees and there you stand...

Oh --the view, look the sun! It sets!

How beautiful!

How wondrous...

The color, the smell, the glimmer of the clouds on the mountains..

Look how the light plays against your hair..

Now I remember.

I walked again to see this with you...

Yet one of many reasons we come back to Earth...

May 27, 2011Dear E,

Just wanted to tell you, I need nothing. I want nothing, I am fine, good and happy. But, I feel my life is more complete because of you. Thank you!

May 26, 2011

This mornings Erik report (ha ha)... is about a prank. I can't prove it was him per say or him just laughing about it.... But I have a C-pap machine due to obstructive sleep apnea. The air hose and mask attachment are attached by an extremely tight fitting rubber connector. I have to use two hands to attach them and detach them. I never unhook them, so that they can just hang on the bed post and be ready for the next night. When I reached up to grab my mask last night the mask was detached and I pulled it to me and the hose just sat there and dangled disconnected. Then I heard giggling and laughing....

Oh, and Erik was talking to my friend S. through another medium and he mentioned that for those who are aware of their guides and Angels, that they would like us to keep in mind that we are in charge of our lives and they are not here to interfere unless asked. They are here to guide, advice, and protect. But for the aware or sensitive, this really needs to be initiated on our end. It would be good if tasks were assigned, requests made, and advice sought. He does say though that this does not mean they will be our organ grinder monkey and play fetch for us, or 'do the work' of life for us; but it does mean that as sensitivity and awareness increases we need to help by taking greater responsibility. And this includes asking, interacting, and consciously communicating with them. Even if we/you can not hear as you would like; they can---and will find ways of responding to you.

Oh and on a side note; Erik's already messed with the new dog. I was sitting on the couch the other day and just mindlessly flaking out. When all of a sudden I felt a spirit buzz my face and hand and then the dog does a dead stop and looks above over my shoulder and starts growling and barking and the goes crazy. I look up at where he was looking and notice the curtain moving back and forth and sense a presence there. I rolled my eyes and then heard laughing...

May 23, 2011Thought you might enjoy this conversation Sharon and I had today. I was amused. xo~Jason

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On Fri, May 20, 2011 at 11:37 AM, sharon wrote:

I don't even know where my phone is. I am sober but laughing so hard at this rapture things I can't even take it... few things are funnier than this... Read my fb page if you're bored...

On May 20, 2011, at 12:58 PM, Jason wrote:

> What's not even funny, ok maybe.... Is this rapture crap isn't new.. It's soooo old. I think humanity has had some kind of end of the world scenario going since time began. And the 2012/ awareness folk are just as bad!! Seriously, and for the record, I don't buy any of it. Never have. I think ALL such stuff is total crap. The multiple universes have always been, will always be in cycle of birth and death, But our souls survive. We always are and always will be.... why worry?

On Fri, May 20, 2011 at 12:07 PM, Sharon wrote:

Well exactly. I believe in life after death just like a Christian.. Still I don't think Christians approve of my spiritual beliefs. I am a person of faith just not Christian.

Sharon to me

show details 12:21 PM (1 hour ago)

Call me crazy. I think I just saw erik's silhouette in my room. This was a tall man. I got the giggles. Like, oh my god my little brother is bigger than me. I mean tall and thin. Broad shouldered... That was soooo awesome!

Jason to Sharon

show details 12:25 PM (1 hour ago)

In this last life Erik was 5' 9" and thin... but his astral body is taller.... And his hair is curlier. And his shoulders a wee-bit more built.

Sharon to me

That was him... I was giddy. Still am.. It was like out of the corner of my eye. He was watching me blow dry my hair. He was built like a man. My little brother or not I was like, "nice". He also had curly hair.

Jason to Sharon

show details 12:39 PM (1 hour ago)

You do realise by letting him know, that we Know he is hot, that we are only inflating his head... Just kidding Erik.. blah blah blah... you were always hot... whatever..

ha ha ha..

[_HUGGGGG_]

Sharon to me

show details 12:43 PM (1 hour ago)

He is more than allowed to strut his stuff around here looking like that! Of course my son is expected to grow to between 6-4 and 6-8.. I like that all the men who wander around here are the size of men... Although he better not be pitting worms in my bed or I'll kick his ass! (reference to a clairvoyent past life image)

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On a even funnier note, I was on the phone today with Sharon and she was telling me about her ordeal and anxiety over a job interview process... And Erik commented how we both don't deal with stress very well at times... How we were like two circus clowns with shoes afire in the clown cars, running around like crazy people..... Too true. too true... Stressing out is often such a circus pandemonium!

May 16, 2011Q & A-- w / Erik

Do you visit other aspects or realities of of myself? Other lives, past present, future, parallel lives?

"Yeaah,, but not like you think.. You see we ALL are multi-dimensional beings. So the part of me that resides or shares experience with your other dimentionalities more often than not stays in that dimensional experience because it is vital that the interactions of those experiences that are desired by those aspects of ourselves, not be influenced. Some times, especially when for purpose, we can and do tune into past, future, and parallel experiences. This is typically for information. On occasion you will physically, psychically or etherically interact with your other dimentionalities or selves, but when this happens it is facilitated by your higher self in conjunction with your guides, angels, and teachers for a purpose. For example when people see, "Shadow people" or their "shadow self"... While this could be another entity, many times, it is your shadow self. And the reason you are seeing it is to help wake you up to Spirit and your ultimate reality. So while I could go see the "evil you" or the married with 20 kids you..... I don't because the part of my spirit you are connected to now, shared 3D experience with your current set of precieved experiences. I still have a higher self and other aspects of my All soul that you do not interact with. It's really complicated... Just remember what is important is current perception, message, and understanding of experience."

May 16, 2011I am at home making raised vegetable garden beds. I was patiently waiting on a landscaper to call me back with a price quote for soil. I only gave the lady at the service desk my phone number. She calls back after an hour and asks for Erik... Said, she spoke to an Erik. I NEVER gave her a name... I quizzed Erik on his influence in her mind and he just gives me this corney eye roll look and says, "Who me..would I do something like that... pshfftt..(while he attempts to keep from grinning." hmmmm.... I then told Sharon about it and she said her 4 year old mentioned Erik the other day and how Erik's name NEVER gets mentioned around the house....

May 13, 2011Yesterday, Erik said to me: "Until you realize your happiness is more important than your sense of should-a ---could-a, you'll keep making yourself miserable over your misunderstood sense of personal failure. This is so impossible. Accountability is not going to come to you out of the blue or from heaven. It's your doing! You deserve life's little loves."

May 12, 2011 In every hardship, your inner state of being will keep you dancing. The end of a song is not the end of "the dance", just that song. The next song might even be better. If you keep your groove going, you'll be able to dance your way through anything. So go ahead and party like it's the end of the world. Party like every day is your last. That dosen't mean you come to dance unprepared. It just means you keep listening to your own special music.---Erik

May 12, 2011 The laundry room in my house is located in the basement. The light in that room is on a motion activated light. The sensor is on the ceiling. And it does not turn on unless you walk directly under it within the middle of the room. It then has a timer on it that turns the light off in 5 minutes.

Some times; like this morning.... When I get out of the ground floor shower and I walk past the stair well to the basement, I'll look down and notice the light has switched on, while I was in the shower.

I highly suspect Erik. Although why he is roaming the basement I have not idea. Boredom?

I emailed this to my friend S. and she said, "Oh he gets bored easily And likes surprises. I felt the bed shake. It's pretty slight but still noticeable. I looked around to see if one of the cats had jumped up. Nope."

Well.... I don't know what to think about bed shaking. I hate it when Spirits do that. I'd much rather be buzzed. Because they don't typically shake the surface of the bed. They often do it from the inside so it feels like an earthquake. It's freaky!

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Here is the amusing comments on Facebook that followed. So funny to me....:)

Iola ----they can come turn mine on anytime!!

Nikki -----Too fun! I agree Iola bring on the pranks.This morning found the dog's water dish moved to another room and bone dry. It had water, plenty of water in it at 3am. hmmm.

Sharon -------Sometimes I think I'm just losing my mind. Yesterday, I think a spirit turned on the bathroom light. I really think the light was out 5 minutes earlier. I am really OCD about that stuff. I had to take a triple take.

Iola ------ I do keep seeing a spare room closet door open...and I dont leave them open...cats or....?

Jason At Channeling Erik

I am not surprised, "the gang" has been quite active lately. Lights and switches are prob. Erik... He's fond of interupting electrical energy to mess with us. I've turned on light switches to have nothing happen, or to turn them off and hav...See More

Jason At Channeling Erik Oh, and it's not a bad electrical connection. My dad replaced the switch to proove it to me.

Maggie ------

Eric and everyone who posted on here t y for sharing ♥ Yesterday after another disappointing no-show reiki client I knew I had to do something positive & managed to get a last minute appt. at hairdressers. 'They' knew I was a little...See More

Clairaudient Dawn

They sometimes turn my blue light on in my bedroom when I say I'm going upstairs, which is rather cute and at times have turned it off when I've forgotten...but when I mentioned it to them smiling and said thanks, they stopped doing it :( T...See More

Jason At Channeling Erik

Yea, now that I think of it I've had things turn off by themselves too. Erik told robert that most of the time I was clueless. That an airplane could buzz my head and half the time I'd keep walking into the wall totally oblivious. I was jus...See More

Iola ------ Guess he doesnt work for Comcast...no on demand! LOL grin

Elisa Medhus

Erik always loved electrical stuff. We're still trying to figure out what exactly he did when he rewired the electrical system in his truck to put a push button starter. He rewired an old broken snowmobile and got it working too. His friend...See More

Kate ------Remember how I mentioned that my heater/a/c thermostat would randomly shut off? Temps had been mild, so we hadn't had either on for awhile...well, we're at 90, and we turned the air on two days ago. Within 24 hours, it was shut off at the thermostat. Kids are too short; and it certainly wasn't one of us.

Jason At Channeling Erik It was the miscreant... He did my thermostat /air conditioner this week as well. Pissed me off! I've even called the repair man.... I turned it on, turned around walked down the hall and it turned off!, then when I went about fuming, it turned itself back... I blame "Casper the friendly ghost"... errr....

Elisa Medhus He does that with our too!

Sharon ------Hahahahaha Jason. I've had that experience with Erik too. he puts things back the way they were when you start fuming. That makes me feel somewhat vindicated.

May 11, 2011 Courage is the right thing to do.

Yesterday on my way home from work I was walking to the bus stop. I was upset and bugging Erik yet again about how I worried whether or not I was doing the right thing. I was distressed for feeling a lack of direction, and lamented that I was not getting more guidance. I was fretting over feeling like an aimless wanderer. Beating myself up for feeling overwhelmed. I feel I have the motivation, but don't know how to apply it and stick to it. But then part of me say's, "Run".... "why am I such a coward?"....

Erik said to me,

"In the face of fear, Agony over the Right thing to Do IS Courage. This is because it is the first step to action. Right or wrong is irrelevant as this process is everything. Look at this another way; Courage in the face of fear is all about sorting through the Agony of Self-Defeating thoughts. Hell, Just that it bothers you is something."

May 10, 2011 Not too much to tell of late. Pretty mundane interactions really. Although I did have one interesting Spirit interaction the other day. I didn't bother trying to figure it out so, I am not 100 certain it was Erik, but it was amusing non the less. I saw a fuzzy static air shape around my feet on the foot stool while on the couch. It started Rubbing on foot. The typical Erik rub; pins and needles with slight pressure. As if someone was kneading it. So I then said to the air-form; "rub the other foot". And the sensation moved from the foot to the other instantly. It was quite a fun demonstration.

Yesterday, a friend and I and Erik were talking on the phone. Well, mostly E was just listening and making lame joke comments. In any case, we were talking about physical interactions with Spirits. Or the physical sensations sensitives get. Erik then said "that not all the interactions and manifestations are him. That just because we are aware of him doesn't mean that others in Spirit dont' interact with us as well. We are never alone and are always loved. Guides, Angels, loved ones and friends are always dropping by. Just because we are not aware of them or remember doesn't mean it doesn't happen all the time."

Sometimes I find these nice because I don't have to bother with looking in my minds eye or channeling. It's just a mundane signal to know I am not alone and loved. Comforting.

What are some other sensations like that are indicative of the physicality of 3D Spirit touch?: Feeling like the skin being brushed with cob-webs or a feather. Pins and needles-very localized or on the move. Like the crawling of an insect. Feeling tickling sensations and or light pressure on the skin; often around the ears, nose, face. Internal feelings around the mouth and throat, or even tugging. Tugging around stomach, forehead, scalp. Slight wetness on skin almost as if tears are on the face. Rapid subtle vibration of the body. Spontaneous alteration of alertness and or altered consiouness. Some times these sensations are similar to those when channeling. That being sensations around the main chakras. Skin sensations around the scalp, temple, ear, chest, throat. Could include warmth, cold, coolness, minty tingles, light burning, buzzing. Sudden unexplained ringing of the ears, or high pitched sounds.

May 05, 2011 J to Erik,

So E.... Is what you told me once upon a time, or should I say, what I precieved you telling me true... Is it true that our loved ones in Spirit wait for us? That they will come for us when it's our time to leave this life?

Erik to J.

"Yes, of course it is. I didn't lie to you. We love ya man, We're not gonna abandon anyone. We'll all be there. On ya like glue-right here man. Don't ever doubt it. Same goes for all ya out there. Me, everyone else here will be there for you."

J. to Erik

Ok. I believe you. It's just that such things amaze and fill me with awe. I mean. A good chunk of my life I've had fairly low self esteem. You know, back in the day, I just couldn't imagine that anyone would want to be my friend or love me. I know that's totally lame, and stupid. But I still struggled with it. You know. . So when I first heard that from you. I just got this sense of fearful hope.

Erik to J.

"I know, but you see.. It's like I told you before. It's not just me... Everyone has many many many people who deeply love and care for them on this side. No one is alone. No one. Ever. Remember, The Spirit world is the real world. Not what you see around you now. That's just a car on a road trip. Your trapped in a car. Some peoples windows got crap and dirt all over them and they can't see out. They don't know where your going. But those of us on this side have your GPS controls. We can see you just fine. We know your on a drive, we know your on an adventure. We know where you'd like to end up, we know how long your trip is. And we'll all be standing around at the finish line waving our flags for you. No, that doesn't mean you all are gonna have a huge party, but if you want to you can. But don't worry-ever. If you only knew how many people love you. One does not have a bunch of lives and not get someone to love. Of course you are loved. But you gotta keep your foot on the gas and dive on the road. I know you're having a hellofa time seeing your way. Turn on your lights, roll down your window and look out. Stop thinking that light down the tunnel is a train. It's us shining the light so you know where to go! Lub ya you big dork!... Dooooorrrrrk (grin)"

May 04, 2011 Erik says,

"Yup, I do sometimes say things to push buttons.. Get it mom? the big red one! Here's the deal, OK. there is no ONE reason for things like obesity. But there is one cure. But it's not like you think. The cure is in how yal deal. Yup. It's not about curing the symptom. It's about curing the cause. And there aint no one cause. And their anint no one single symptom. It's a nasty green stew. A toxic brew for you to sort out the ingredients. And once you figure out all the ingredients you know how to to make trouble, and make life taste better. And when you can get life to taste better, that means your on your way to mastering it! So Spiritual basis for disease can have many sources, even more than one at a time. Sometimes it's pure emotional conflict, sometimes it's about Spiritual connections; Like a rip in an aura, or a battle of lower ego vs higher-self. Sometimes it's about the battle of living for others vs living for yourself. Or living too much for others and not for yourself. But what it's always gonna eventually led to is finding a balance to live in harmony. It's like surfing the coming storm. You go out and you find that right moment, the right balance of turbulence to ride the wave. And you ride it until you collapse in calm waters, and then you go find another wave to try."

May 04, 2011 -Last night I was visited by a spirit I don't know who they are. A tall thin man in a door way. Blocking my way.

-Last night I heard freaky noises. Bangs, and things moving around. I felt something on the bed, and felt my body vibrating in a weird way.

-I had a vivid dream of a plane crashing into a building.

-I got scared

-The Gang or E tried to comfort me last night with foot rubs and playing, that bruno mars song, your perfect just the way you are. But I wanted to pout and cry instead. It played in my head over and over again.

I said to Erik,

"Sometimes I feel like a total freak. I can't help this feeling. I feel stunted, deformed, broken..."

He said,

"So what? What do you want to do about it? Are you gonna give up or sit up? Common, the only way we are gonna fix you is to embrace it. I told you before, and it's still true. Everything you hate is for a reason. It's you, giving yourself a bitch slap. Snapin fingers under your face. Screaming pay attention to me. How do you know where to go and what to work on unless it comes to your attention? You wanna sit here and drool on yourself with mindless easy ass pleasure for the rest of your life? Or do you wanna do somethin? You are who you are. Who you say you are. Get up, put on some music, and shake your ass, pump your fists in the air and be yourself. If you don't like what your dancin to, change the music. No ones' gonna change it for you. If it means you have to leave the room or go outside to listen to your music, then that's what you gotta do. If it's too loud and bothering thing the neighbors, you can turn it down; you can turn it off and go listen to their music; you can turn UP your music, or you can change the tunes. It's still up to you. Now your prob thinkin that you want us to listen to your music too, right? Well, I am not deaf. I can hear you, you know. Who do you think changes your songs when your not looking? Who do you think puts that song in your head? You can listen to the message in the words, or just chill to the feel of the song. Zone out to the music inside of you. But whatever you do, even if it's the silence of-no music, just do it."

May 03, 2011

I had a really good vacation with my family. The Spirit gang seemed to be fairly low key. But then I was pretty low key as well. Erik and I played some mental clairvoyant games during each of the airplane take offs. We'd pretend to race each other in WW1 and WW2 biplanes. And try to knock each other out of the air. It was kinda fun. We'd try to switch out the visualizations and one up each other. For a while he had me riding dumbo the flying elephant. He also poped in from time to time to look out the airplane window at the scenery.

Other than a bed time hello and poping in from time to time with a face buzz, he was pretty incognito. But the interesting Spirit activity came from all my grandparents. They were quite present. I found it fascinating how they showed up around my brothers family. As if we were all together again for the family gathering. My paternal grandmothers influence on my brothers family was so strong. She would comment on their lives and what part she played. It was also very nice to "see" them so strong.

I also got a really good opportunity to do Reiki on a cat.

Biggest thing I learned on my trip is that so much of life is missed when we make assumptions and presumptions.