CEB - 41

41. Take Me

“Mr. Minhyuk. It’s me.”

Knock knock. Danjung swallowed her dry saliva and knocked on the door of the room where Minhyuk was staying.

Having heard from Secretary Oh that he was on stimulants, she couldn’t help but feel nervous.

“Haah... Thank you for coming.”

Minhyuk, drenched in sweat and breathing heavily, opened the door. Danjung was breathless at his terribly decadent appearance.

“I’m sorry. I’m not in good condition.”

Minhyuk staggered and collapsed onto the bed, unable to even support his own body properly.

Just what kind of drug, and how much, did they give him to make him like this?

Tears welled up in Danjung’s eyes, filled with pity.

“I heard from Secretary Oh on the way here. Are you really sure you don’t need to go to the hospital?”

Danjung approached Minhyuk, trying hard to hold back her tears.

Then, she took a towel lying on the bed and wiped the sweat from his face.

“Just a moment... let me stay like this.”

Minhyuk wrapped his arms around Danjung’s waist and buried his face in her chest.

How much he had longed for this person.

During the agonizing time he was suffering from the impure drugs, Minhyuk thought only of Danjung.

“......”

Looking at the struggling Minhyuk, many thoughts crossed Danjung’s mind.

He must be in a very sexually aroused state...

Is it right for me to pretend I don’t know? What can I do for him?

Danjung wanted to help him if she could.

Even if it meant a sexual act, she didn’t care.

She was going to be his wife, and the thought of him holding another woman was horrifying.

“I-I’m okay.”

At Danjung’s words, Minhyuk raised his head and looked up at her.

“You don’t have to hold back if it’s hard.”

“......”

“Take me.”

“Really?”

At Minhyuk’s question, Danjung looked intently at him and nodded.

He was in so much pain that he truly couldn’t bear it.

He wanted to undress her, touch her white skin, and explore her secret places.

The only thought in Minhyuk’s head was that he wanted to have Danjung.

“Won’t you regret it?”

Minhyuk stood up and cupped Danjung’s face in his hands.

“No. Not that.”

As if making a decision, Danjung put her arms around Minhyuk’s neck and brought her lips to his.

Then, Minhyuk began to kiss Danjung’s lips very passionately.

Without a hint of gentleness, he invaded her mouth and intertwined his tongue with hers.

Like a beast, he unleashed his instincts without restraint.

***

After a long time of devouring Danjung’s lips, Minhyuk could no longer be satisfied with just kissing.

Having already lost his reason, Minhyuk lifted her t-shirt and took it off without any hesitation.

Then, as if he couldn’t tolerate even the slightest obstacle, he unhooked Danjung’s bra and instantly left her naked.

Danjung’s bare skin was exposed, and Minhyuk stared intently at her white and seemingly soft skin.

“Haa, haa.”

Danjung’s breathing grew rougher at Minhyuk’s blatant gaze.

She was embarrassed and ashamed by Minhyuk, who was openly displaying his instincts.

She wished the bright lights would dim, but Danjung couldn’t say anything to him.

She had already given herself to Minhyuk, so she felt she had to let him do whatever he wanted.

However, Danjung slowly began to fear him as he looked at her like a predator eyeing its prey.

Because a ferocious beast would not treat her first time with care.

And as she expected, Minhyuk didn’t care about Danjung’s feelings at all and showed her no consideration.

A while later, Minhyuk, who had been voraciously consuming Danjung’s lips, moved away from her mouth and went lower.

Then, like a newborn beast, he instinctively began to devour Danjung.

Having been devoured by him in an instant, Danjung felt strange.

Her body grew hot at his touch, and she wanted his lips to explore her... but at the same time, she felt miserable.

It was as if he wasn’t looking at her, as if he only wanted her body.

‘No, don’t cry.’

Danjung kept tearing up in this situation.

This shouldn’t be happening... she had decided not to turn away from him.

Danjung tried to think it was because of the drugs, that this wasn’t his true self.

But the moment he reached down without any hesitation, a tear filled with fear rolled down Danjung’s cheek.

“Sob.”

As Danjung’s body trembled with sobs, Minhyuk flinched and stopped what he was doing.

‘Oh my god. What have I done!’

Coming to his senses, Minhyuk withdrew his hand and moved away from her.

Then, with a guilty look, he stared at Danjung, who was trembling with fear.

“Sniff sniff. I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to cry.”

The terrified Danjung covered her face with both hands and sobbed.

Looking at such a Danjung, Minhyuk felt unforgivable to the point of wanting to kill himself.

Not because he had desired Danjung, but because he had treated her carelessly like a prostitute.

She was not just someone to satisfy his sexual urges.

She was someone he had decided to love, someone he loved, and someone he would spend his life with.

He should never have treated her this way.

As Minhyuk, feeling sorry for Danjung, reached out and gently held her trembling shoulders, Danjung flinched and rejected his touch.

Minhyuk’s eyes wavered intensely at Danjung’s unintentional physical reaction.

“I apologize. It seems it would be best for Choi Danjung-ssi to return now.”

Minhyuk withdrew his hand that had reached for Danjung and moved to the sofa far away from her.

He collapsed onto the sofa and gasped for breath, desperately trying to regain his composure.

But he couldn’t guess how long he could hold on.

Because even now, his desire to possess her remained unchanged.

“......But.”

Danjung lowered her hands that had covered her face and looked at Minhyuk, who had already moved far away.

His face, covered in sweat, was flushed red, and the sound of his lustful breathing still echoed in Danjung’s ears.

Pity filled Danjung’s eyes as she looked at him.

Just a moment ago, she had been scared and terrified, but strangely, his current state was nothing but pitiful.

How could she leave him alone like this?

Danjung mustered her courage and approached him little by little.

Soon after, Danjung, standing in front of Minhyuk, took off her pants herself, overcoming her shame.

Swish. Danjung’s fallen pants gathered around her ankles, and she slipped her feet out, pushing the garment aside.

“......”

Thump, thump, thump.

Minhyuk’s heart, which had been silently watching Danjung, began to pound wildly.

“It’s my first time... so please be gentle and not scary.”

Danjung sat on Minhyuk’s lap and brought her lips to his.

Then, she licked his lips and took his hand, placing it on her skin.

It was as if she was saying that she was okay, so he shouldn’t worry.

But Minhyuk was afraid of his own rising lust.

He didn’t know when he might lose his reason again and treat her like a beast.

“I might hurt Danjung-ssi again.”

Minhyuk pushed Danjung’s shoulders, warning her.

And sadly, his eyes held sincerity.

“It’s okay anyway.”

It would be a lie to say she wasn’t scared.

But Danjung’s desire to help him was genuine.

After hesitating for a moment, Minhyuk composed his rough breathing and then hugged Danjung, lifting her to her feet.

Then, he picked up the pants lying on the floor and put them back on her.

It was to hurry and send Danjung home before his feelings changed.

“Let’s see each other at home tomorrow.”

Danjung’s pride was hurt by Minhyuk’s firm tone and actions.

She had taken off her clothes for him, overcoming her shame, but she also resented him for not understanding her feelings.

“Earlier, it was just because it was my first time that I was scared. I’m not leaving like this!”

Danjung pleaded with Minhyuk, stubbornly refusing.

But Minhyuk pretended not to hear and began to put her bra and t-shirt back on her.

“Sniff sniff.”

Danjung, whose pride was thoroughly wounded by his autocratic behavior, burst into tears of shame and embarrassment.

Then, Minhyuk, surprised by Danjung’s tears, hesitated in confusion.

“......Why are you crying?”

“Because my pride is hurt!”

Danjung snapped angrily at Minhyuk’s subdued, confused voice.

When a woman takes the courage to approach, you should just accept it! Telling me to go back after even putting my clothes on!

Danjung was so angry at the self-centered Minhyuk that she couldn’t stand it.

“Mr. Minhyuk, why are you so selfish! Come here, go there, it’s all up to you. Do you think I’m the kind of person who comes and goes whenever you tell me to? I don’t like it. I’m not going!”

Danjung huffed and took off the pants Minhyuk had put on her again, then climbed onto the bed, made herself comfortable, and lay down.

Then, she covered herself with the blanket and turned her back to avoid Minhyuk’s gaze.

“Hoo... Didn’t I tell you! I might hurt Danjung-ssi again.”

Minhyuk let out a long sigh and looked at Danjung’s back.

“I told you too. It’s okay!”

Danjung jumped up, turned around again, and glared at Minhyuk.

It meant, just try telling me to leave again!

“......”

Minhyuk stared intently at Danjung for a long time with a troubled expression.

Of course, he didn’t want to send Danjung away either.

He just wanted to possess her, possess her, and possess her all night long.

He was barely holding back and trying to send her away, so why was she being so stubborn...? Minhyuk couldn’t understand at all.

“......”

Danjung swallowed her dry saliva and slowly began to realize her state under Minhyuk’s piercing gaze.

When she was angry, she hadn’t noticed her embarrassment, but now that she had calmed down, her chest was exposed.

As Danjung slowly pulled up the blanket to cover her naked body, Minhyuk strode towards her.

“I won’t send you away even if you cry anymore.”

It was a kind of warning. If she wanted to run away, she should do it now.