MHD - 5

“Ha, you really...”

He couldn’t finish his sentence. Like a beast helplessly tamed, Jaehyuk’s gaze was immediately drawn to Heesoo. His heart was stolen. No, she took all of him, everything. In an instant, Seo Heesoo had taken it all.

With a single word that evoked old memories, his mask shattered into pieces.

“Why didn’t you answer my calls?”

“...”

“I looked for you so much. I thought I was going to go crazy from missing you.”

“...”

“Why? Why did you do that?”

The frustration he had been holding back burst forth. He revealed all the feelings he had been hiding.

He was still tied to the past, still unable to forget her, even though he hated himself for it.

He returned to being the ten-year-old boy in front of Seo Heesoo, with no choice but to fall back into that role.

Back to the time when Seo Heesoo had stolen his heart.

“Answer me.”

Tell me you were hurting like I was. Why did you do this? Why did you make me go crazy, like a fool, like a money-hungry bastard?

Jaehyuk shook Heesoo’s body, which remained silent. Her fragile body swayed weakly, back and forth.

Without resisting at all, Heesoo was being controlled by him, but then she looked back at him.

Slowly, she parted her lips and spoke.

“...What’s the point of saying anything now? It’s all in the past.”

Jaehyuk was speechless at her words.

“Is that all?”

“That’s all.”

In front of Heesoo, who dismissed everything as if it was nothing, the years of their past felt meaningless. Had he been the only one who had felt all of it? Was their time together just a delusion built by him? It made him angry.

Jaehyuk furrowed his brows and spoke with bitterness.

“You’re really awful. Really shameless.”

“It’s been a while since I’ve heard that from you.”

“Do you know that?”

“...So, do you hate me?”

“Answer the question.”

“I know. I know how I must look...”

If she had just said there was someone else, maybe it would have been easier to bear. Instead, Heesoo only gave vague answers, avoiding Jaehyuk’s questions.

“Anyway, we’re together now, aren’t we?”

Heesoo placed her hand over Jaehyuk’s, which was tightly gripping her arm. Then, she wrapped her hand around his and murmured, as if to herself.

“...It’s strange, how we could end up meeting like this. How connections between people work.”

She brought his hand to her cheek and leaned into it.

“Let’s not think about the past. It doesn’t matter anymore. Not now.”

Heesoo’s eyes met Jaehyuk’s again. Her face, held in his hand, felt small and soft. Her cheek, which she tilted up to him, was tinged with a faint red.

“Hug me. Love me. Like we did that night.”

Jaehyuk wanted to ask, if he loved her like he did before, would she treat him the same way as she did back then? But he couldn’t bring himself to say it.

He was afraid that Seo Heesoo might act on a whim without giving him clear answers if he asked. He was scared that she would fly to him as she pleased when she needed him, only to fly away again just as quickly.

At the same time, he felt pathetic for letting his emotions swing from one extreme to another with her every word.

But even as his complex emotions wandered between extremes.

“Look at me.”

He was captivated by the alluring gaze Heesoo sent him.

The fresh-faced Heesoo of twenty was dazzlingly beautiful, but the current Seo Heesoo was on a different level. Wasn’t she once a top actress in Korea?

His gaze followed down her slender neckline. Above it rested her beautifully angled jaw and slender, small face. He was drawn into Heesoo’s slightly parted lips.

Without realizing it, Jaehyuk slowly lowered his head. But when the tips of their lips lightly touched, he reflexively lifted his head again. Unable to control his trembling, he gripped Heesoo’s body, which he was holding, even tighter.

But then Heesoo, cupping Jaehyuk’s face in her hands, stood on her tiptoes. She pulled him closer, preventing him from creating distance, and pressed her lips to his.

Chup.

Soft lips gently met Jaehyuk’s.

“Seo Heesoo.”

At Heesoo’s sudden action, Jaehyuk softly called her name. A pensive voice, filled with rapid breaths, escaped through his teeth.

“Yes. I’m here…”

Heesoo replied, taking Jaehyuk’s breath onto her tongue and transferring it to her own mouth.

“Couldn’t we just think about the two of us today?”

What more needed to be said? If that was her wish.

“Okay.”

Jaehyuk, uttering a resigned voice as if talking to himself, pulled her into his arms with a force that seemed like he would crush her.

As you say, I’ll enjoy it. I don’t know what will be left at the end of this night.

Even if you suddenly disappear like that day in the past, I’ll engrave tonight on you so that you can’t forget me. I’ll haunt you so persistently that you’ll remember me even in your dreams.

So that the traces I leave on your body will last a long time.

Jaehyuk’s gaze towards Heesoo changed.

The man, giving in to his instincts, rushed towards the woman without hesitation. Following his shirt, which was torn off as if ripped away, the remaining garments on his body fell to the floor in succession.

Jaehyuk, revealing his naked body, pulled Heesoo close and pressed her against his. Heesoo was drawn into his large, angled embrace.

Jaehyuk grasped Heesoo’s nape with one hand, parted her lips, and delved deep inside. He penetrated her, exploring her deeply, until his tongue reached the depths of her mouth, and indulged in Seo Heesoo.

“Ah…”

Tongue intertwined with tongue, lips were crushed and rubbed together.

Their lips did not rest even for a moment as they walked towards the bedroom. Jaehyuk’s exhales became Heesoo’s inhales, and their feverish bodies endlessly fueled each other by transmitting body heat.

Saliva mingled and breaths intertwined.

“Haa…”

Jaehyuk’s tongue persistently entered deep inside. He scraped all of her delicate mucous membranes. He devoured even the intermittent breaths Heesoo let out, bit her lower lip, preventing her from breathing, and drove his tongue to the root of her tongue.

Heesoo, unable to endure the rough kiss, pulled her body back and turned her face away.

A large hand grabbed Heesoo’s nape. Her tightly held face could not escape and was pulled back again.

Heesoo’s small lips were completely sucked into Jaehyuk’s mouth and pressed as if they would burst.

As if he could not let her go even for a moment, Jaehyuk tenaciously held and sucked on Heesoo’s lips.

With repeated pulling and sucking motions, Heesoo’s lips became swollen.

“Huu…”

A faint, escaping breath flowed down her lips along with the saliva she couldn’t swallow. Heesoo’s chest, receiving Jaehyuk, repeatedly stopped and released, heaving ceaselessly.

“There, just a little slower…”

Heesoo, standing on tiptoe, stumbled and lost her balance as she took a step back. Jaehyuk’s arm wrapped around her. Her soft body pressed against the man’s arm with bulging veins.

“Slower is a word you use for someone you met yesterday.”

“…It’s too intense right now.”

“Take it. It’s your share to bear.”

His firm body entangled with her delicate one, securing her, and then he lifted Heesoo up.

Heesoo, now a head taller than Jaehyuk, cast a languid gaze downwards. Her deepened eyes seemed to be saying something, sending a meaningful look.

Just as he was about to understand what was dwelling in her eyes, Heesoo brushed back Jaehyuk’s forehead and said,

“…Did you miss me that much?”

“What do you want to hear from me by asking that? What changes if I say I missed you?”

Heesoo’s question, testing his heart as if probing, now felt truly futile. As if to show her, Jaehyuk buried his face in Heesoo’s chest and kissed the firm peak. Heesoo’s reaction, flinching with a small sound, felt new.

“…Eung.”

As Jaehyuk nipped and teased her chest after releasing it from his mouth, a pleasant nasal sound flowed from Heesoo’s lips. He pressed his face against every part of her body, immersing himself in Heesoo’s scent that he had longed for so much.

Finally, when his toes reached the bed, the two bodies, overlapping, fell onto the soft bed as if collapsing. Jaehyuk laid her down on the bed and slid his body over hers.

His lips, which had been kissing her neck, revealed his teeth.

Like footprints on white snow, Jaehyuk bit Heesoo’s delicate neck, leaving his mark. His large hand gripped the white neck where he had left a red trail.

Jaehyuk, holding Heesoo’s chin, checked his own reflection in her eyes once and then moved his hand. His hand, settled between her legs, moved mischievously.

His hand, sliding along the inside of her thighs, finally reached her secret place and grasped her thoroughly wet vulva. He pulled and tore off the last piece of fabric covering Heesoo’s body.

The piece of fabric woven with delicate lace tore helplessly. As her lower abdomen, now with nothing to hide it, was exposed blatantly, Heesoo’s face flushed red and she drew her legs together.

Jaehyuk, looking straight into Heesoo’s eyes, held her lower body and persistently tormented the gap between her parted legs.

Heesoo, completely disheveled, let out long, drawn-out sighs, “Ah,” repeatedly. Every time her finely trembling body twisted to escape, Jaehyuk pulled her waist down.

Instead of asking if she hadn’t expected this, he explored even more blatantly the places his hand touched. He thought that if she dared to forget him, he would make it so she could never forget him again.

Jaehyuk’s fingers moved quickly, stimulating her clitoris, which had become sensitive with excitement.

“Haa, ha…”

Heesoo, unable to endure the moment, arched her back. At the same time, clear fluid poured out onto Jaehyuk’s hand.

Jaehyuk kissed Heesoo’s flushed red cheek and sucked on her lips again. He did not stop the fingers that had entered between Heesoo’s labia.

While his fingers, covered in vaginal fluid, moved between her clitoris and vaginal opening, Heesoo trembled all over as if she couldn’t bear it. Jaehyuk admired Heesoo’s loosening figure.

Her thoroughly wet body was held in his lips, and her flushed breaths repeatedly stopped and started.

Heesoo, who had been begging with her arms flailing downwards, saying she couldn’t take it anymore, finally had tears in her eyes. She reached climax with just his fingers and then lay sprawled, panting.