DFR - 7

With the start of the semester, Cha-eon, in her final year, was busy.

A week had passed since Si-baek’s visit. He had told her to call if she needed anything, but she didn’t need anything. There was no reason to call.

Her daily life was too busy to be concerned about a single phone call. He was probably busy too, which was why he hadn’t called. She quickly accepted that.

Like her, graduating students, busy preparing for employment, were buried in libraries, preparing for job applications to desired companies or national exams, with no time to breathe. Vacations or leaves of absence were meaningless.

In any case, she had to take the remaining exams and manage her grades to graduate. Although she had looked at books occasionally while working part-time during her leave, she wasn’t as motivated as she had been a year ago.

Going to her apartment would mean eating convenience store lunches and studying, so she decided to stay in the library and study for the TOEIC.

As the outside darkened, Cha-eon, who had been buried in her books, took out the cell phone she had brought in her bag, just in case.

She had received it, but she didn’t know if she should contact him. She didn’t want to bother him with a call when he was busy. They weren’t the type to exchange friendly calls.

Then, what kind of relationship did she have with him?

While she was looking at her phone, she felt a tap on her shoulder and looked up. It was her friend Hyo-jeong.

“Let’s go.”

The only places to eat at school were the cafeteria or the on-campus pasta place. There were other restaurants, but she hadn’t used them much in her nearly four years.

Thinking about it, she went to the lecture hall every day, then crawled back to her apartment, or went to the library. She had lived a very dull life. Still, she didn’t want to go back to that shabby neighborhood, so she stayed on campus, but didn’t visit Su-ji.

They had promised each other that they would endure a little hardship until she graduated and got a job, so that she could go to college and get a degree, and that they would move to a better house.

It was a promise they had made before they even wore school uniforms, to live a decent life despite starting from the bottom. That meant they had been struggling since then. Or since birth.

There was no point in complaining about her fate now. Nothing would change. Su-ji was gone, but she still had to live diligently as they had promised, and do her best in what she could do now.

She couldn’t give up, even if she was tired and exhausted. Since she was born with less than others, she had to work harder to live like them.

Just because she had expensive designer bags and clothes, she couldn’t slack off. They weren’t from her own wallet, and life was unpredictable. If she relied only on what he gave her, she would collapse again when he left. Since nothing was certain, she always had to be prepared.

That was what Su-ji always said.

“......”

I really am like an old person. Cha Kwon-seok’s words came to mind.

“But you.”

“Yes?”

“Why don’t you have the charm of a kid? Is hardship your hobby? What’s the point of struggling when you’ll be miserable tomorrow and the day after?”

That was what he had said, flicking his lighter leisurely, then lifting her cheap skirt dismissively, as if she was pathetic. She knew his words about her dreams being unrealistic were true. A reality she didn’t want to admit.

In fact, she just didn’t want to realize that it was like hitting a rock with an egg, no matter how hard she tried.

“Wow. It’s been so long since I’ve had school food.”

Hyo-jeong was excited about eating at the school cafeteria for the first time in a while. She didn’t dislike the school cafeteria either. She picked up her usual pork cutlet and udon set and found a seat.

Even though it wasn’t anything special, it was more satisfying than the soybean paste stew she ordered from the hair salon every day. Pork cutlet was a dish she liked and often ate with Ae-ran. It was also a dish Su-ji bought for her whenever she had money.

She was about to take a bite of the sliced pork cutlet dipped in sauce when her phone rang. She rummaged through her pocket, wondering if it was Kwon-seok. It was her own phone, not the one Kwon-seok had given her.

“Who is it? Senior Do-won? Tell him to come too. He kept asking where you were.”

“......”

“He was really worried about you after you two broke up. He even asked for your address a few times. By the way, did you leave your parents’ house?”

“Yeah.”

For friends who didn’t know her family situation, that might be the right answer. Anyway, she hadn’t completely disposed of the house, and she had left it.

“Honestly, Do-won is pretty good, isn’t he? You might not know, but a lot of girls liked him. What was it? Marines? Oh, he was in the Marines. Was he 180cm tall?”

He had been in the Marines, and his grandfather, father, and uncles were all career soldiers. Perhaps that’s why he was so polite, and sometimes a bit frustrating, but that was also part of his charm.

She first met Do-won in the spring when he returned to school after his military service. He sat next to her wearing a cap pulled low, as if to hide his short hair, and they ended up in the same group for a group project.

That was when he started to show interest in her. But strangely, she didn’t feel burdened, and he never did anything uncomfortable.

He had contacted her for nearly a year, and after she accepted his feelings, she took a leave of absence just over a month later. They had naturally broken up.

She had given him a chance because his non-burdensome kindness wasn’t bad. But it didn’t last long.

In any case, she needed to clarify her current situation with him.

She still felt guilty towards him.

“Well, it doesn’t matter if he was in the Marines or the Air Force if your heart isn’t in it. Senior Do-won is really unlucky.”

Hyo-jeong put a piece of cut pork cutlet in her mouth and glared at her. Cha-eon brought the heavily held phone to her ear. Hyo-jeong didn’t know, but she was also reluctant to see Do-won because she felt sorry for him.

“Yes, senior. No. I came to eat at the cafeteria. Near the central library, yes. No, I’ll go.”

Cha-eon couldn’t eat the sliced pork cutlet and only drank water. In fact, she was also taken aback by the current situation, and she felt overwhelmed trying to explain her feelings to Do-won.

Even though they were only a brief couple, she had been rude to him when they broke up. She had mentioned her sister’s death but ended their relationship while taking a leave of absence and left him as if cutting off contact.

Do-won wanted to be by her side, but she had never shared her shabby reality with anyone, making it a difficult decision for her. Showing weakness to someone could potentially risk her whole life.

The world’s harsh gaze was never on her side. It wasn’t a matter of trusting him or not, but a problem with her own heart. That’s why she felt even more sorry for Do-won.

“I’ll go first. Finish eating.”

In the end, she couldn’t even touch the pork cutlet and udon set she had bought and got up.

The wind, which had cooled down, brushed her neck. The sky, almost completely dark, was filled with dark clouds, as if it was going to rain.

Do-won, holding two cups of coffee, came out of the library and walked towards her.

“Senior.”

Do-won, who handed her an Americano as soon as he arrived, seemed genuinely happy to see her. Cha-eon couldn’t bring herself to talk about another man to her former lover and just held the coffee for a long time. It had been a year since she had disappeared from him, and a lot had happened to her.

The darkened campus was quiet, with only a few students passing by on their way to the library. It was the silence she had missed.

The man, who was excitedly laughing as he asked her trivial questions like whether she was doing better and whether she had found a one-room apartment, spoke to her.

Why did everyone who was with her always end up getting hurt?

“You said you ate, right? Then later we...”

“Senior.”

“Huh?”

She didn’t want to hurt him, she didn’t intend to hurt him, but everyone who got involved with her ended up getting hurt. She thought it was better to tell him her situation and distance herself from him before he got hurt again.

If he was going to get hurt either way, it was better to end it before it got deeper.

“I can’t go back to how I was before.”

“Cha-eon.”

“I’m sorry, senior.”

“I’m still just a senior to you, aren’t I?”

He smiled bitterly and dropped his head. Was Cha Kwon-seok, the man who couldn’t be scratched no matter how hard she tried, the only person who was unharmed by her? She felt a pang of guilt as she drew a cold line to Do-won, who had always been warm.

“I’m sorry.”

“Why are you apologizing when we’ve broken up?”

“I was the one who unilaterally broke up with you...”

“I was the one who unilaterally begged you to date me.”

“......”

“I wonder what it would be like now if we had really run away then. I think about it every day.”

It was what she had said to Do-won, who was waiting for her as she returned from late-night part-time work in the winter of her third year. It was a winter when she hadn’t accepted Do-won’s feelings. It wasn’t so much a word he liked, but a childish wish to just rest.

“Can you run away with me?”

“What’s wrong?”

“Can you throw everything away and run away with me? To a place where no one is there and no one knows me.”

“Let’s run away. Where do you want to go?”

“I’m serious. I want to run away. Just anywhere...”

“I’m serious too. I want to go with you.”

He just smiled, whether it was a joke or serious. She did too. Half of it was a genuine desire to run away anywhere, and half of it was a joke she threw as a complaint, knowing too well that it was impossible.

“I’ll be here, and I’ll go whenever you want.”

“...Senior, I.”

“Why aren’t you drinking your coffee? Should I have bought something cold?”

She was always unilaterally taken care of. That’s why he was comfortable yet uncomfortable. Do-won didn’t ask why. Maybe he had a rough idea that her family situation wasn’t very good. The more he did, the more she felt like a criminal.

He wasn’t a trash can for her emotions, but he kept telling her to tell him everything. That it was okay.

Despite his consideration, she couldn’t do it. She knew that pouring out her heart would tire the other person and make them leave. Everything is good at first. But humans get tired.

“Don’t feel guilty. To be honest, I was the only one who liked you. You just accepted me because you appreciated my sincerity.”

“No, senior. That’s not...”

She hurriedly opened her mouth to say something as Do-won continued to speak as if nothing had happened, but the phone she was holding started ringing. It was a call that rang after a week. It was that man. Cha Kwon-seok.

Cha-eon, looking down at her phone with a slightly embarrassed look, unconsciously turned the bright screen towards herself.

She was conscious of Do-won’s gaze, who was staring at her.

As she just stared at the phone without answering, Do-won put down his coffee with a puzzled look. The phone number, which appeared without any name, made Do-won wonder, but Cha-eon couldn’t do anything and just held the phone tightly.

Thinking of calling back later, she switched the phone to silent and turned it upside down, but Do-won was still looking at her.

“Who is it?”

“...Just someone I know.”

“Is that so?”

Do-won smiled bitterly, as if he knew she wouldn’t tell him.

Perhaps he was tired of her obsession with not wanting to cause harm.

“Just someone I know... I guess I’m just someone you know too.”

“Senior.”

“I waited for you a lot for a year. Much more than you think.”

“...I, senior, I don’t have time to think about you...”

Unconsciously, she turned her head, and a familiar car was seen in front of the library.

Even though there were many black sedans, she instinctively sensed it was his car. Her heart pounded.

“Senior, I have to go soon...”

“Huh?”

“No, I think I need to leave. Aren’t you busy, senior?”

“Oh, okay. You should go.”

“Then, go, senior.”

“...Looks like an urgent call, huh. Okay.”

If she didn’t send Do-won away, he was a man who might do something to Do-won. No, he was someone who definitely would.

Cha-eon left the untouched, cold coffee and stood up. Then, she slowly walked towards the car. Then she glanced back. As if he had sensed something strange, Do-won, who had been looking at her for a moment, began to walk away. Only after Do-won was completely gone did Cha-eon continue walking towards the car.

Inside the open car window, Kwon-seok was sitting with his legs crossed.

“Playing around behind my back, huh?”

He gestured towards the phone Cha-eon was holding.

“Not answering the phone?”

The phone had been vibrating again for some time.

“Are you so distracted by that bastard that this little thing doesn’t matter anymore?”

He lightly reached his hand out the window. An unlit cigarette was between his fingers. When she held out the phone to him, thinking he wanted it, he coldly pushed it away. His voice was calm as usual, but it felt different.

She couldn’t understand what he was saying, but she understood that he wanted her to come closer. When she did, he groped her waist. Before she could be surprised, she realized his hand was towards her stomach. And before she could pull away, he took his hand off. She was uneasy because she couldn’t understand his intention.

“Why don’t you answer?”

“Director, well, it’s just...”

“Should I hear it from that bastard directly?”

“It’s nothing. Just... really nothing.”

“Do you think it’ll end with just one answer if I bring Lee Do-won or Kim Do-won here myself, Cha-eon?”

He asked quietly. The slightly raised corners of his eyes were visible. Everything was slow like a scene, but it was definitely an angry smile. He took out a lighter with his right hand as if to light a cigarette and flicked it on. But he didn’t light it, and closed it again. Even the clicking sound felt like terror.

The image of Do-won being dragged by his subordinates, his hair pulled, flashed through her mind. He was a man she already felt so much guilt towards, and she couldn’t let him be in trouble again because of her. Cha-eon’s face turned pale, and her hands trembled.

“But you.”

“Yes?”

“Do your fingers break if you eat a meal?”

“Ah... I didn’t have an appetite. I ate breakfast at home.”

He sighed. She sighed too after speaking. It was evening, after the sun had set. It was dinnertime. Was he checking her stomach to see if she had eaten?

“Si-baek, bring that bastard over here. I have something to say to him. Bring him here nicely.”

“Ah! No! I’ll tell you everything! I really didn’t say anything! Senior is just...!”

He pretended to block one ear with his hand and frowned.

“Aren’t those your friends over there? Won’t everyone know you were caught trying to suck Lee Do-won’s dick?”

He gestured with his chin, pointing to the people walking towards the library. Cha-eon quickly hid in his shadow, which he offered.

When she opened the back door and got in, Si-baek got out of the car as if he had been waiting.

Cha-eon grabbed his erect cock and tightened her throat around the glans that entered her mouth. The overwhelming sensation in her mouth brought tears to her eyes. When she raised her head, she could see the library through the car window.

What was even more difficult was the sight of Si-baek’s back, standing guard by the car. As she sucked his cock, which was dripping pre-cum, Cha-eon glanced up. When she kept glancing at Si-baek, Kwon-seok clicked his tongue.

“You’re looking at another guy while sucking my dick?”

“Uhh, that’s not, huuh, no...”

“Okay, okay. Calm down.”

His hand stroked her head, which was focused on sucking his cock. It was a touch that combined petting and threat. She knew he wouldn’t move until he came.

“You’re not studying, and you’re already flirting with another guy?”

“Uhh, mph.”

“Looking at how much you chase after men, what will you become when you grow up? Do you like any man with a dick? Does your pussy just itch to death?”

She tried to protest, lifting her head halfway, but he pressed her head down, telling her to just do what she was doing. Cha-eon pressed her tongue against the bumpy, bloodshot veins and licked the mushroom-shaped glans.

“I’m gone for a few days, and you’re already with another guy.”

She didn’t know if he had investigated Do-won, but he knew about their relationship. His reaction when she mentioned Do-won before showed that. Besides, he was so meticulous that he knew everything about her, so there was no way he wouldn’t know about Do-won.

Cha-eon licked the rim of the erect glans in a circle, curled her lips, and lowered her head again. Her trembling eyelids closed slightly on their own. Her will to suck the shaft deep was quickly broken by the force of the grotesque flesh that thrust into her.

Forced to accept it, she could only take half in her mouth and suck. Wondering if she was doing it correctly, she pulled the cock, wet with her saliva, out of her mouth. Even with just half of it in her mouth, she had to tilt her head back quite a bit. Nothing was easy.

Saliva glistened between the thick rim of the glans, which looked like it was wearing a crown. Turning the dark red, gleaming cock this way and that, trying to gauge where to suck, Cha-eon, unable to find an answer, had to take the ejected flesh back into her mouth.

From when he had pulled his cock out of his drawers, it had been erect and threatening.

Smack, squelch. Had she ever heard the sound of her own saliva so explicitly? The sound of her bare cock, unsheathed by any underwear, being coated in saliva and sucked was so lewd, even she felt her ears burn.

The hole of the glans, with its recessed groove, slurped the seminal fluid it exuded like a straw.

After licking and nibbling at the surrounding area for a while, she put it back into her throat, feeling his gaze on her. Glancing up, her eyes met his.

The man, with a strange expression, took out a cigarette, then flicked her forehead.

“Uhh, mm. Hnn.”

She let out a slight whine of protest, and he chuckled. Though his eyes were still uneasy, he seemed inclined to forgive her, perhaps because she was a mess of tears and saliva from her clumsy throat stimulation.

Of course, it was just her guess. He was an unpredictable man, so complacency was dangerous.

“Is it so hard to stay still?”

“Hnn, uh, woo, mm.”

“What are you saying? If you suck like that, you won’t go home today.”

She was trying to suck diligently, but she had never done this before, so she couldn’t be proficient. He clicked his tongue, criticizing her lackluster tongue work.

“Fine. If we stay up all night, you’ll be the one who’s screwed, not me.”

Threatened by his words that she would be here all night, Cha-eon hastened her head movements.

Slurp, slurp, smack, grind. The sounds of wet grinding were loud.

Using her palate and tongue, she gently sucked the protruding glans and swallowed the bitter semen that flowed down, moving her tongue instinctively. She ran her tongue down the shaft, which twitched, and even that made her jaw ache.

Even though her movements were awkward and irregular, like a toddler drawing a picture, the volume filling her mouth seemed to expand further, as if something had aroused him.

She wondered if this man’s cock had any limits. Just when she thought it couldn’t possibly get any bigger, it would swell, and just when she thought it was finally over, it would proudly inflate.

Holding the base of his cock, Cha-eon moved her head from side to side, tasting it. She didn’t know which areas were sensitive, so she touched every part with her tongue, feeling his lower abdomen tense each time. His entire cock throbbed like a wild animal in heat.

“Hoo... you devour my dick so deliciously.”

“Uhh, uh, mph. Bast...”

“Why aren’t you eating, Cha-eon? You’re breaking this bastard’s heart. Are you trying to starve to death?”

“Ahhh...”

“You really don’t listen, do you?”

The cock, ruthlessly piercing her mucous membrane, became so slick with her saliva that even his dark pubic hair was soaked. She shook her head, groaning, indicating she couldn’t take any more.

He grabbed her tied-up hair, pressed down on her head, and let out a soft sigh, then rolled down the window. It was definitely the sound of a window going down. Surely not, she thought.

“Si-baek.”

“Yes, sir.”

Si-baek’s voice was closer. Si-baek, who had been facing away from the car, turned towards him.

Cha-eon couldn’t spit it out, couldn’t move, and had to bob her head with his cock in her mouth. Slurp, slurp. The sound of saliva dripped as Kwon-seok shook the hand that held her head.

He was a man who could be even more cruel if he wanted to, and that fact was painfully clear. Shame and fear enveloped her like skin. But he wasn’t someone who would be lenient, regardless of her circumstances. He pressed down on her stiff head, forcing her to bob even deeper.

She avoided eye contact with Si-baek, focusing only on Kwon-seok’s crotch. She had to show Si-baek the entire process of licking and sucking the cock, with its veins tangled together.

“Uhh, hn.”

Cha-eon, who had been sucking on the glans as if she were trying to swallow it, had to lift her head suddenly as he yanked her hair up.

With only the glans bulging in her mouth, she was forced to make eye contact with Si-baek. Her mouth, smeared with semen and saliva, was filthy. Saliva dripped down her chin in full view. Every time she tried to swallow her saliva, the red-hot glans was sucked.

As she lowered her eyes with flushed cheeks, he grabbed her hair tightly, telling her to look up. Cha-eon had no choice but to lick the glans and meet Si-baek’s gaze. Unlike her, who was trembling with tears, Si-baek looked at Cha-eon with a calm expression. She felt a burning shame. Si-baek was watching her, who was struggling to even hold the glans in her mouth and was just dripping saliva.

Every time she involuntarily stuck out her tongue, unable to control it as it wandered in her mouth, it would blatantly lick the round crown of the glans. It was, in fact, an even more obscene way to suck a dick.

She was terrified just imagining what Si-baek thought of her disgrace. But as if to say she didn’t have the luxury to think such things, he pressed her head down again. Tears welled up as the glans pierced her throat.

“Give this to Geon-ju. Tell him to deliver it to the eldest brother tomorrow. I’ll be late.”

As if knowing her desire to hide in a hole, Kwon-seok spoke in a calm voice. His even tone was so composed that it made her spine tingle.

Then, he moved one hand and handed over a document envelope. His other hand was still gripping her head.

“Yes, sir.”

Forced by his demanding touch, Cha-eon had to suck his cock in a vulgar manner in front of Si-baek.

Chwip, chup. She tried to stifle the lewd sounds by pursing her lips, but the saliva only pooled, intensifying the friction. Every time she rebelliously pushed the glans away with her tongue, the heavy shaft would slap against her tongue and lips. His touch grew stronger, and the cock, pressing against her tender mucous membrane, crushed her palate.

“Uhh, hn...”

It felt more obscene and chaotic than any sex she’d ever had. Was it the third person watching, or this man who was inflicting unbearable humiliation on her, making it feel like a twisted act of sex?

The cock lodged in her mouth felt like it was piercing her brain. Her head was buzzing.

“Hold it properly with your hand. You’re not sucking it deliciously.”

“Uhh, ah, hn.”

The warning was concise and firm.

Cha-eon opened her mouth again, swallowing the clinging glans with her tongue, and gripped the base of his cock with her hand. Si-baek was watching her grasp his cock and suck it lewdly. Woop, chup, jjoop. If only these filthy sounds would stop, but everything was beyond her control.

“Si-baek, keep a close eye on her. She’ll cause trouble again if we’re not careful.”

“Yes, sir.”

“Have the boys bring what I bought.”

“Yes.”

Si-baek’s voice faded as he took what Kwon-seok handed him. He had slightly raised the window. Why stop halfway? The outside was still clearly visible. Her heart raced, and her eyes kept darting towards the window.

He began to move his hand more gently than before. Even then, Cha-eon was bothered by the partially open window.

“Relax your tongue, and just do what you did with that bastard, just like you did. Who’s asking you to do anything more?”

Fear of what he might do next overwhelmed her. Tsk, he clicked his tongue.

She wanted to say that she had never done anything like this with Do-won, but she couldn’t speak with her mouth full. The truth didn’t matter anyway. The problem was that Do-won was a thorn in his side. So, there was no need for excuses.

As she relaxed her lips as he instructed, his cock began to thrust in and out quickly, along with the pressure of his hand on her head.

As the speed increased, she scratched his arm and thigh wildly. Involuntarily, her tongue tightened, and she ended up sucking the cock that was moving in and out diligently.

She could clearly feel the cock, which was moving rapidly across her tongue, becoming even more erect. The taut cock, swollen as if it would burst any moment, crushed and pierced every corner of the mucous membrane in her mouth.

Eventually, she had to accept the cock that was churning her mouth, drooling saliva like water.

Whether her unintentional actions had hastened his climax, the swollen cock thickly released the semen it held. She had to swallow the gushing fluid, trying to manage the dripping saliva, in a disgusting manner.

Cha-eon glared at him with sharp eyes.

“What, what are you doing... Director...!”

“I told you, Cha-eon. I won’t tolerate any other bastard touching a woman I’ve had.”

“But how could you...”

“Keep your lower holes in check. This is the only time I’ll let it slide. Hm?”

There was no room for compromise. There were no excuses that would work on him. No matter what she said, it wouldn’t matter.

She could sense that he was angry and was restraining himself as much as possible. His excessively calm eyes told her so.

“That...”

“Why, are you confused because you have two holes? You have two holes, so there’s always a place for a dick. Keep them both closed.”

Weak protests appealing to his sympathy, like, “But how could you, even if...” wouldn’t work on him.

He was unusually terrifying when angry.

He wouldn’t show any leniency just because she was someone he knew, someone he cared about.

He wasn’t the kind of person to show mercy based on foolish emotions.

He was someone who wouldn’t be scratched no matter how hard she tried. So, her fists clenched, wondering if she should just act recklessly. But he was too scary. He knew that, and he chuckled softly.

“But with other people watching... just you... just you...”

Cha-eon tried to act nonchalant, but her nose tingled with sorrow. She knew. She should have expected worse when she chose him. Since she had chosen the poisoned chalice, the poison was her share.

As he said, she knew she was screwed the moment she took his hand, but as always, there was no other path in her life. It was always a dead end. The only difference was that she had taken his hand herself this time.

There was no guarantee that things would have been better if she had rejected his hand. Her life had always been like this.

But was choosing him also a wrong choice?

The thought of saying she would quit everything flashed through her mind.

As if to say he had no intention of letting her go now, no matter how much she cried, his hand moved towards her saliva-filled mouth.

“Stop crying. I’m tired of comforting you.”

While saying that, his hand wiped the saliva from her mouth, and his eyes said he would break her ankles if she tried to run away.

He was someone who would easily take the heads of men who threatened to cut their wrists. He was keeping her alive purely out of his own will.

There was no need to go that far. He was someone who could find out that she hadn’t eaten all day by sending people to investigate. If he hadn’t sent people, there was no way he would have known that she hadn’t eaten since she left home.

Then he probably knew that she hadn’t done anything with Do-won. She couldn’t understand why he was acting like this. If she cried more, he might pat her back. Or if she said she couldn’t breathe and hit her chest, he might hug her. Or, with his mood soured, he might push her further off the cliff.

Bad bastard. Don’t fall for it anymore. She had been deceived. Of course, he had never pretended to be a good person, but Cha-eon felt like she had been deceived.

“I should have quit then. I’m going to ruin my life because I slept with this bastard once, right?”

“......”

“Why don’t you answer?”

“...I’m thinking about it.”

“You little...”

“I want to go home.”

“I’m going home too.”

If she hit him, would he burn her with his cigarette?

“What are you looking at?”

I’m looking at you, why? Cha-eon gritted her teeth, swallowing the words she wanted to say.

“Your eyes are getting intense again.”

Cha-eon tightly closed her mouth and avoided his gaze. Even when she expressed her anger, he didn’t try to soothe her. Cha-eon pulled her skirt down and straightened it, then lifted her head.

Their eyes met. It was the skirt he had bought for her. She looked away, awkwardly touching her shoulder, when his hands slid under her armpits. Before she could react, her body was lifted.

“Ah...!”

Cha-eon, straddling his still-erect cock, grabbed Kwon-seok’s shoulders with a look of panic.

He casually pushed aside her panties, wet from sucking his cock, fondled her moist vulva, and then pressed his glans against it. The feeling of her wet entrance being forced open was dizzying.

Cha-eon quickly looked out the car window. Si-baek was still standing guard with his back turned. Jong-seop and his men were visible not far away. Her fear wasn’t so much about passersby seeing them, but about him calling Si-baek again.

“Wait, wait, not here...!”

“Why didn’t you answer my calls?”

“My, calls?”

“Didn’t you get what Si-baek gave you?”

“Ah, the phone. Yes, I did.”

“But?”

“He told me to call if I needed anything... I didn’t need anything.”

“What?”

He laughed, as if dumbfounded. His eyes showed disbelief.

“You and that, what’s his name, Do-won? Lee... something, damn it, I don’t even know his name. You were dating him, right?”

“Pardon?”

“How much do I have to spoon-feed you? Lift your skirt.”

“No...!”

Cha-eon tried to push him away as he forced his way into her tight, wet entrance with a squelching sound, but she couldn’t stop him. The narrow passage tightly intertwined, and the pressure, as if pushing her insides up, made her whimper. It was dangerous here, with men outside. She shook her head, but he wouldn’t listen.

“Uhh, ah. Too deep... please, at least the window...”

“Want to be dragged outside? What did I tell you to do when I’m fucking you? Do I have to say it twice?”

His hand, firmly supporting her swaying waist, moved behind her back and unhooked her bra.

Cha-eon understood his meaning and kissed him. Their tongues intertwined, saliva mixed, and his cock thrust into her hole. His cock, which she had been sucking, now wet with her saliva, was digging into her moist insides, scratching her ruthlessly.

Her breasts, exposed from her bra, swayed painfully. She, who had spent four years quietly working part-time and studying, never imagined she would be doing this in school.

“Ah! Ah-hutt! Ang!”

“My men are all hard now. Are you going to take responsibility?”

To stifle her moans, she pressed her mouth against his neck. She had to rely on Kwon-seok for support. He was her only support.

Then and now, when she first met him.

She tried to persuade him to go somewhere else, but he wouldn’t listen. There was only one conclusion: she had to climax here.

“Hnn, uhh. Hn! Ahh!”

“Move your hips properly. More, more.”

Cha-eon twisted her hips lewdly, tightening her muscles around the thrusting flesh and gnawing on his cock with her vagina. It was a clear display of her eagerness to take his cock.

She didn’t know how to suck a cock well or how to please him. She just moved her hips wantonly, focusing on positions that felt good to her. He might not be satisfied, but her mind was too chaotic to think about such things.

Her mind melted, her body loosened, and her reason told her it wasn’t right, but her body went wild. It was as if she was carrying a body that she couldn’t control.

“Are your hands bored? Want to shake Jong-seop’s dick while you’re at it?”

He told her to hug him tightly, so she trembled. She was terrified that he would actually make Jong-seop sit next to her and make her shake his cock. Knowing that he was capable of anything, she shuddered.

Cha-eon hugged his neck tightly and moved her hips wildly. His cock, thrusting endlessly into her depths, continued to intimidate and threaten her. Her will to escape had long been broken, and now he seemed intent on obliterating even the last bit of resolve she had.

Every time she lowered her hips, the glans, like a fist, pounded her cervix and thrust deeper. The feeling of the deep spot being touched was vivid.

The brutal cock, ruthlessly pounding her vaginal walls, showed no mercy.

“Aah! Ah!”

She screamed, then held her breath.

“You take it so well, stop complaining.”

Tsk, he clicked his tongue. His criticism stung. Her chest ached, her heart bruised and swollen.

Her throat ached from holding back her screams. When she struggled, his hand immediately moved to her back.

“Stop it.”

He patted and soothed her like a child, stroking her back. When she shed tears because she couldn’t let out a sound, he reached for the door. Surely, he wasn’t going to drag her out. She grabbed his hand, pleading to do better.

“Ah-heuh...”

“You’re far from being forgiven. Stop exaggerating.”

“Umm... hnn. Ah.”

“Cha-eon, do you think I’m just watching you?”

“What, what do you mean?”

“Do you know why people have two eyes? It’s useful when you don’t want to kill them, but it’s too much trouble. You just poke one out and let them go. Then they usually lie flat on their face without wasting any more energy. Like this.”

He said, placing his hand on the back of her head and pressing her down onto his shoulder.

“They beg like dogs, pissing themselves. Fun, isn’t it?”

Cha-eon trembled, gripping his shoulders tightly. It was a threat to Do-won, but also a warning to her.

“Heuh... uhh. Ah...”

“You’re so fickle, aren’t you? You look for loyalty and love when you need them.”

His hand slowly caressed her waist. She sweated, fearing he would break her waist. Involuntarily, she tightened her muscles around his cock. Her anus clenched shut.

“You always forget that bullshit when you’re in a hurry.”

Suppressing the tears that welled up, she rubbed her eyes with the back of her hand.

It was a command to do as she was told. The man was accustomed to giving orders and instructions, and in his world, where everything was hierarchical, one couldn’t survive without being quick and perceptive.

If she didn’t move as he instructed, his hand would inevitably strike her buttocks, chastising her slowness.

Cha-eon trembled, her frozen buttocks quivering, and pressed herself against him. She couldn’t bring herself to look at him, her gaze constantly falling.

Lowering her head, she saw the conjoined point. Chigeok, jjeok. With each thrust, their pubic hair, matted with saliva-like fluids, rubbed and brushed against each other. The surrounding flesh of her vagina, spread wide to accommodate his cock, had its sparse hairs so crushed that their shape was unrecognizable.

“Ang, ah! Ah-eung, ah!”

Her mind blank, Cha-eon couldn’t stop lowering her hips, even as she watched his cock being endlessly sucked into her hole.

The dark reddish cock opened her damp, dark brown labia and thrust inside. Then, it emerged from her hole, dripping and glistening, after being soaked in fluids.

She moved her hips to accommodate that grotesque shaft, re-entering his cock into her empty vagina. The pressure, brutally spreading her vaginal walls left and right, forced out involuntary, seductive moans, even as she tried to keep her mouth shut.

Staring at the point of contact for a long time, he tore her small panties, which were already pushed aside. Jjieok. Even as she watched the tattered panties, she had to cling to him. Her hands trembled.

His large hands, capable of snapping her waist in a single grip, pulled her hips, caressed her waist, and then squeezed one of her overflowing breasts. She involuntarily peed a little. Fear visibly wet his cock.

“You’re making me feel sorry when you’re so scared.”

The man whispered languidly in a tone that showed no remorse. Still, she couldn’t let go of him.

There was only one option.

He changed his position, leaning against the car door, having been leaning leisurely against the seat. With the change in angle, she naturally rested her hands on his abs. Her skirt, which had been pulled up, caught on her waist, forcing her to move her hips with her buttocks exposed to the car window.

Due to the changed position, if anyone looked towards the window, they would see her hole directly, taking his cock.

“Si-baek.”

“Hutt, ung! No, don’t!”

At his call, the man by the door turned and lowered his head. For them, it was an order to be obeyed, nothing unusual. The window was almost halfway down. She could only hope that not everything was visible in his line of sight. She could only tear at his clothes.

“You should be grateful it’s Choi Si-baek and not Lee Do-won, Cha-eon.”

“I’ll never, never see him again, never, heuk, eung, again.”

Finally, she gave him the answer he wanted. Yet, he still seemed uneasy, as if something was twisted inside him.

“That’s a given.”

“Ah-heuk, Director.”

She clung to his chest, trying to act spoiled, pleading. Please. To turn his heart, she licked his lips and pushed her tongue into his mouth, attempting a clumsy kiss. He didn’t respond easily, and the kiss was so messy that she pulled away, drooling, out of breath.

“I told you to keep an eye on her, but both of you are too lenient with her, huh? Even Si-baek is unusually soft on you.”

“I, I told him to run away with me, but he, he couldn’t, heuh, he didn’t. That’s what I was talking about. He thought about it every day, he said, heuk, heuh. He.”

Cha-eon finally begged.

“He said he thought about me a lot, for a year... but I... I said no, ah-hutt.”

The man, who finally heard what he wanted, frowned deeply, clearly displeased.

“Go run away. I won’t stop you.”

“...Heuh, eut. Heuk.”

“Don’t think I’m anything special to you. Love, dating, fuck, neither of us does that anyway.”

I’m not in a position to be leisurely dating you and having fun, he muttered. His voice was very low and chillingly cold.

She couldn’t tell if it was mockery or sincerity. But why? It hurt a little to hear him say that.

A relationship that was neither love nor dating, yet they claimed ownership of each other and needed each other—an absurd relationship.

It felt like he had heard her say he was “just someone I know,” which was not pleasant. Although she had said it, if she were to define their relationship, she wouldn’t sleep with “just someone I know.”

She should have just been honest then. Said he was the man she was seeing these days. Honestly.

But she felt too sorry for Do-won to add to his pain. Even though it wasn’t intentional, she had caused all that pain, and selfishly, she couldn’t bear to add more.

“But Cha-eon, if you run away, do you think those idiots outside the door, who couldn’t keep an eye on you, will be safe? Will you be safe?”

The man, treating her like a child even at a time like this, stroked her hair as if to grab it.

She sniffled, her face smeared with tears. Her hole, stretched to its limit to accommodate his cock, throbbed.

“You have to take responsibility for your actions. You’re old enough.”

He slapped her buttocks again, urging her to move faster. Cha-eon had to move her vulva wantonly, almost lying on his chest. She moved the cock in her hole up and down, shook it wildly, and ate and regurgitated it deeply, making slurping sounds.

She imagined she looked like that, contrary to her feelings. Just like she had seen with her own eyes earlier. Chigeok, chigeok. The vulgar friction made her close her eyes. Her chest tightened with the urge to cover her ears.

“Try to annoy me again, and I’ll make you spread that precious hole of yours in front of Lee Do-won all night.”

When her movements were sluggish, he began to thrust his hips, pushing his cock up.

“Ang! Ahh! No, ah!”

The cock, moving in and out quickly, was so hot that it gushed out fluids like water, and her whole body trembled as if in a seizure.

It was as if he was showing off. This woman was his, and no one else could covet her or dare to even think of it.

His men surrounded the shaking car, and Si-baek might be watching everything from outside the door. No, with the window down and him standing so close, it would be strange if he couldn’t see. Unless his eyes had been gouged out.

“I shouldn’t keep being lenient, but I keep falling for this one, damn it.”

He clicked his tongue, muttering curses leisurely.

Cha-eon had to tear at his chest, her hole wide open, forced to take his semen. Semen leaked out of her hole messily every time he thrust his cock.

“What punishment should we give our Chief Choi for failing to keep you in check, Cha-eon?”

He taunted lightly. His lightly tossed words flew heavily and crashed into her chest.

“Si-baek, why don’t you tell us?”

She could almost feel Si-baek’s breath, as if he were looking directly at her. She just felt that way. Her body was so sensitive that Cha-eon shuddered.

“Someone has to take responsibility for not keeping an eye on the kid, right?”

He moved his hand slowly, as if he were about to pull out a knife. He reached for her disheveled hair, which was now soaked in cold sweat, and smoothed it. But it seemed he might grab her tied-up hair and yank it out any moment.

“You? Or you?”

His eyes shifted between Cha-eon and Si-baek. The feeling of a knife’s edge pressed against her throat was so terrifying that she couldn’t dare to reply, freezing in place. It seemed he intended to hold his subordinate responsible for failing to stop her reckless behavior.

“Heuh, ung. Heuh...”

He abruptly pulled his cock out, even as he was thrusting deeply.

She felt the lukewarm semen of the man running down her thighs from her gaping vagina. The thought of Si-baek witnessing this scene through the car window made her nauseous. From her hole, filled with whitish semen, to the grotesque cock that had sprayed it.

“Cha-eon, I don’t think I taught you to behave like this.”

As she thrashed about, Kwon-seok inserted his cock back into her gaping hole, filling the empty space. Now, her body understood his intention, tightly enveloping his ejaculating cock around the remaining semen and moving up and down. It was more like writhing than thrusting.

His own warning, demonstrated in person, was a million times more frightening than any threat from anyone else.

Even as Cha-eon voluntarily opened her hole, pushing his cock in and sucking it, she wanted to lose consciousness. But the more she tried, the clearer everything became. She closed her eyes, but she could still feel his cock churning violently inside her. Then, trembling as if in a seizure, Cha-eon finally collapsed. All her remaining strength was gone.

“I can’t even cut anything off, and I can’t even hit you.”

Her whole body limp, her legs spread wide, she panted, while Kwon-seok rudely muttered, pushing her hair back in annoyance.

He could have let it slide once, but he continued to torment her, refusing to pull her back from the edge of the cliff.

“Choi Si-baek, leave it.”

Si-baek, who had been standing and watching her, bent down, left something, and walked away.

All sounds felt like a dream.