Side Story 4

“Lord Qinglong... I’m so resentful. Why can I only live for three hundred years? I really like my Master, I just want to stay with him forever, why... why is it so difficult...”

He had already known about these feelings. But hearing her say it out loud, even though he felt unprecedentedly shaken. When he said goodbye to Luo Wei at the dock, he knew in his heart that their next meeting wouldn’t be too far apart, but seeing her desperately trying to hold back her tears, he still felt reluctant. So, he transformed into a green dragon and sent her back to Su Zhao. Hearing her sobbing sadly, even taking a deep breath couldn’t alleviate the dull pain in his heart.

“But I think it’s right for me to leave. I don’t deserve to stay by Master’s side anymore. My liking for him has become abnormal. I don’t like Qingwu Divine Maiden always following him, I just want to monopolize him, and once he doesn’t look at me, I get very angry. At night, whenever I think of him being with others, I can’t sleep, and my heart feels like it’s being cut by a knife. Now, even if he’s not by my side, my heart still hurts so much...”

Anyway, she didn’t know his identity, so testing her wouldn’t be a big deal, after all, there was still a way out. That’s what he originally thought. But he didn’t know that he was walking on the edge of a cliff, and with every step forward, he would automatically seal off the way back.

“All self-deception ended the moment I kissed her lips.

Yin Ze, you’re finished.”

A voice within me said so. It turned into a sharp blade, inch by inch cutting open the wound of tragedy.

There had been countless premonitions before. If I continued to indulge myself, although it would be difficult to recover, there should still be a glimmer of hope. But when I truly held her in my arms, truly tasted the sweetness of possessing her, I knew clearly that this was my end.