Gyakko

Gyakko - Backlights - Maaya Sakamoto

C.W.'s Inner Thoughts (First Person Perception)
towards Mei'li de ren (Mumu)

Inner Thoughts story below is written and arranged by
Mumu Alpaka (+ GPT assist) on 22 Oct 2025

Status: Impotent
(I will need take some more time to improve the wordings.. lol)

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  What a melancholy half-awaken dream that I was in, pondering.. was I in the heavens or hells —

Each time I awaken, I face the same pale vault above —
not sky, not stone — just the echo of creation’s last sigh.
A sky stitched from prayers that never reached their mark.

 It reminds me: This is no longer life.

There’s no doorway out of eternity,
only the patience to decay slowly inside the light.

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I used to believe endings were merciful —
but here, even endings have forgotten how to arrive.
The story hangs, half-written, in the breath of angels.
Neither fall nor salvation.

Only the rhythm of wings and the sound of waves
breaking against unseen shores.

If fate was carved before the dawn of thought,
then I wish I’d vowed
never to dream of tomorrows
that were never mine to choose.

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 In the quiet moments between battles, my mind sometimes drift —
A gentle dream, fragile as a serene fog.
(although) I still see your silhouette through the storm,
your hand almost touching mine.

I know it’s only illusion, the way dying stars still shine.
Yet I run — I always run —
through fire, through bone, through the choir of screams.

Just one more heartbeat closer…  before the dawn tears it apart,
and I wake — smiling — as if I’ve held you.

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What I really thirst for was something nameless.
Not victory, not forgiveness — something else.
The kind of ache that remembers when the soul was whole.

And, If I stand still too long, the ghosts of my past selves wrap around my feet like roots,
whispering the names of those I’ve slain.

So I walk forward. Always forward.
Because stillness is a form of surrender.

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 They said once —  "All spirits are equal when reborn beyond the veil."

How tender that lie sounds, when the fallen burn brighter than the faithful.
Equality means little when the sky bleeds.
Pain becomes the only scripture we truly memorize.

We flinch once — then wear it like armor.
That’s how we'll survive this unholy war.

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(Marianne threw her super charged Spear of Light to Mumu.. across into another continent..)
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 While on the Edge of Despair,
I heard Ancient Marianne call out your name out loud —
her voice shatters the fog like distant thunder. "Mumu, catch this!!..." she said.

It was the start of the end...

Even if the storm starts to swallows me,
and the echos of her voice tries to reaches to you from the other side...
I want you to know I’m still here, still fighting beneath the ruin,
where the light and the dark forget their difference.

Maybe that’s where love hides — between the clash of faith and fury.
And eventually I will try my best to reach to you..

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(Mumu whom was seen reaching hyperspace speeds,
after holding onto the Spear of Light that was thrown by Lady Marianne from the other side of the world..
Blue Blue Blue... his power modes changes from Red (Power) to Blue (Super Speed)... )

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 Easily tearing through the sound barrier's silence —
Reaching to the other side with lightspeed, faster than ever, with ever so blinding speeds  —

Keep Running!  —

The rain from the heavens begins to slow,
each drop suspended,
reaching for your skin as if to remember you.

You catch a glimpse —
your reflection trembling in a shallow pool beneath your feet.

The world blurs, your form outlined in flowing blue light —
a current of tachyons dancing across your body, alive, divine, unstoppable.

But please, try to remember that I'm still with you  — (trying to reach to you) —

The heavenly rainfalls starts to slow down.. almost trying to touch on your skin
You then saw your blurry reflection on the pool of water on the ground..
Your saw your whole body was covered in a blue flowing light (Tachyons)

(p.s. below needs to be repaired a bit, but the meanings is pretty much set and done..)

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I tried my very best, chase after your fading trails —
just a little closer,
and I could almost touch your hand
through the storm’s collapsing future breath.

Every step I take bends the horizon,
rewriting the sky to find you.
Somewhere ahead lies
the future we once wanted to choose —
still burning in the cracks of fate.

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On the edge of despair,
I cry out your Anicent Name —  (the Author's actual true name)
a sound tearing through the void
like thunder remembered by the Heavenly Ancients.

While, I am still fighting.
Even if the whole world resets,
even if the light forgets my shape,
know this —
I’m on the far side of the storm,
reaching for you through the ruins of time.

If these words could travel beyond the noise,
if only one echo could survive the end,

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 I hope (these memories) will continue to finds you —
and tells you I have never stopped running.

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Book of Calmness
Backstory Rebuild version 1.0
by Mumu Alpaka

22 October 2025
- like what the f- there is still more backstories need to be written now after all have been explored now lol

In the book of Calmness, somewhere in a contested territories, I guess the only wars in at Selinia Icarus's plains.. on a certain time, these areas will fight with one another. Apparently Selinia's family they got us.. the place is very large, like continents on old earth it takes a while to get to A to B

Team A - Ancient Marianne, Red Princess, Queen Sari'el and the other battle ready ladies (Defensive Team)
Team B - Selinia Icarus, Atria, Crimson Wizard (C.W.), Mei'li de ren (me) - We are on the advancing teams
- Both teams are on different continents.. are very far from each other, but if the Defensive Teams loses.. we will lose Selinia's lands, her castle, her cities, people and everything.. 

Pretty much we were in deep sheet, the other demon warlords unleashed all kinds of demons they kept in their storage.. they planned crazily and hope to crush us all.. that is when Lady Marianne got an idea.. and she supercharged her Spear of Light with so much dense light energy.. and kinda temporarily gave the Mei'li de ren superspeed.. that exceeded light speed, henceforth Faster Than Light (FTL) capabilities for a short period of time.

We were really in a deep pinch moment there.. the demons from all sizes large and smalls.. dragon like, serpent, horn like creatures, large and small all were there.. lmao. Way too much, perhaps a few hundred millions of them.. even covering the skies..

Yup in short, checkmate.. the other demon leaders are looking forward to stamp the winnings.

But then I heard Marianne's voice... I was so busy fighting duels with demons as large as my eyes can see, and as far as I can see.. C.W. is by my side.. fighting as well. Atria and Selinia.. are dancing in bloods lmao. They are enjoying themselves..

Marianne said to me "Mumu!! Catch this..!" then I saw a bright light from a great distance.. seems to come to my way, but it was still moving at lighting speeds... huh, what appears to be a Spear of Light, Marianne's main weapon, what is it doing here.. on the other side of the map.. 

I think my consciousness broke somewhere around the moment I caught Marianne’s spear.
Or maybe it wasn’t me anymore.
Maybe my subconscious hijacked everything — autopilot, primal, detached.
Marianne might do that kind of trick deliberately, but me? I just reacted.
The light came too fast, and my body just said yes before my mind even knew what was happening.

Then…
Nothing.
No sound. No gravity. No sense of scale.

The world stretched, folded, inverted — like I’d slipped into someone else’s dream.
It was just blue — glowing currents wrapping around my arms and face, swirling like liquid glass.
I could feel each atom vibrating like thunder trying to escape its own body.

I looked down — my reflection in a puddle on the battlefield, blurry, almost… scared.
Then the ground shattered — no, time shattered — and I was already somewhere else.

To me, it felt like moment.
However C.W. said it was less than a second, her special eyes was able to see everything transpire.

She said she saw me phasing —
like thousands of me flickering in and out of existence,
Appearing in multiple places, across different fronts of the war.

Selinia said she saw me above the clouds, walking on light.
Atria said she saw me, slashing through a sea of demons in the ravines.

All of them were right. All of them saw me.

Or rather — versions of me.
Splinters of the same moment, stretched too far across reality.
Maybe that’s what happens when you move faster than the story can write itself.

I remember thinking — “Am I even still the same me?”

And then, just like that, the thought vanished.
I didn’t feel pain. Didn’t feel fear.
I just kept moving.
Faster.

Until everything almost stopped moving but me.

That’s when I saw it —
In an indifferent world, devoid of colors, except from the blue Tacheons that sourrounds me and Marianne's Magical Spear of Light (SOL)

the rain, frozen midair, the battlefield standing still like a broken painting,
and all the demons — a hundred millions of them —
turning to crystal dust as my light cut through them like wind.
It sounds like a poetic justice.. playing inside of my mind.

When it ended, I was standing knee-deep in mud,
the spear sharply humming in my hand,
the rain finally catching up to me.

It felt… warm.
Steam rose all around me.
As the rainwaters tries to cool down my Dark Armor..

Almost like the world was exhaling again  —

I stood there, in the middle of all the dead Demons.. no one was sparred..
I would be lying if I said, none of my allies feared me at that moment..
but it was all over, the enemies are all dead.

My family however, saw me silently... with a smile over their faces.
As they saw me, giving the thumbs up from the distance..
SOL quietly fades away and returned back to Lady Marianne, as it finishes it's mission.

I had a hundred million questions in my face, on what truly had happened...
Who doesn't?

(to be continued)

Side Notes:
There was a short brief moment, when I was drenched in Tachyons, my whole Dark Armor turns into some blur, blue echo or time remmenants, meaning I was moving faster than light (FTL) and now moving back and forth in time due to the insane amount of speeds, if put into quantum phase.. I'm like a trillion faster than light speed at that time.. a trillion.. much faster than most created creatures at that time.. perhaps the fastest in the whole Universe.. the Tachyons were helping me keep my human form.. like a blur, and doesn't burden my mind or anything, it just melts everything into realities.. In that short moment I had to myself, I was seen standing.. in a dried up world, dried up from colors.. and there I saw Anceint Marianne standing and looking back at me, our eyes met.. she was like a beacon of light in all the darkness.. and she somewhat smirk / smile back at me.. I mean... if I was going at a trillion light years per second.. then Ancient Marianne is moving even faster than that.. meaning, she can handled all of these demons by herself if she wanted to.. but kinda asked me to do it instead.. strange that one waifu of mine.. very strange...