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"In order to continue on living, I will have to be reborn. "
"In order to continue on living, I will have to be reborn. "
SIDE B - Gyakko Single (2018)
[ Blank ] by Maaya SakamotoInterpretation / Translation: Mumu Alpaka
Version 2.21b edited on 11th October 2020
When I turned around and I could not see you anymore. (you simply disappeared)Up until the very end, leaving me without saying a single thing..While keeping everything all locked within inside of your heart. (as you kept everything to yourself)
The blank inside of me can not be buried by anything.I still believe that there is definitely light that which is to be seen ahead.
I was born to live.There are no other certain reasons.I do not need a mission or even any meaning to my life.Those memories that you profoundly and continue going to live with.I just don't want it to end with sorrow.I will definitely change the ending. (with all my might)
The end of something is often confused, when something new is about to start.The flowers that seems to be blooming on the other side, can possibly also be yet another reflected mirage. (a false hope)
Your role is merely a small part of a much bigger play.Its not something that you should even hesitate of losing.Unless, if you do not mind. (completely giving it all up)
I only wanted to continue living with the given time left to me.Not to continue fighting for something, just to end up suffering even more.As you said..Please drop me a sign, give us all a sign, even a little rain that is kind enough to alter this selfish decision of mine.As I only wanted for you to quietly see me off at that crucial, and final hour.
That moment in all that darkness, I was all in tears, and I can not hear your voice anymore. (saying it in a very disappointed tone)
At that time I have finally realized, that all the paths to go back to whom I was, have already disappeared. (impossible to return back to where we once were before)
I was born to live.I do not need any other certain reason.I do not need a mission or meaning.
I will continue to live, and also to prove to you, along with the memories that I once had with you.I do not want them to all end with sorrow.Because its exactly as you have said it.That the final ending can always be repainted anytime!
Interperter's notes: Most probably the best song, that Maaya neechan ever has made.. nothing she does in the near future could ever beat this song composition, lyrical and feels of this song.
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Version 1
When I turned around and I could not see your appearance anymoreI will not tell you anything, not until the very end, while touching into its deepest core topics
The blank inside of me can not be buried by anythingThere is definitely the light that is to be seen ahead
I was born to liveThere are no other certain reasonsI do not need a mission or even any meaning to lifeThe memory that you were going to live withI do not want to end with sorrowI will change the ending
The end of something is when something is about to startA flower that looks on the other side might have been a mirage
Your destiny is merely a small gear part of a much bigger systemIts not something that you should even hesitate of losingUnless, if you do not mind (giving up on it)
I want to continue living with the given time leftNot to fight on something just to end up to suffer even moreAs you saidPlease drop me a sign, give us all a sign, even a little rain that is kind enough to alter this selfish decision of mineI only want you to see me off quietly at that final hour
That moment, I was in tears, I can not hear your voice anymore (in disappointed tone)In doing so, don't you ever dare come running back to me (because there is no more roads leading here to me)
I was born to liveI do not need any other certain reasonI do not need a mission or meaning
I can continue to live with the memories that I had with youI do not want to end with sorrowExactly as you saidThe final ending can always be repainted anytime!
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Dedicated towards the Crimson Wizard.
Kuuhaku is made up of the words "white" and "sky". "Sky" and "empty" is a wordplay in japanese, as noted by Shiro. Shiro to Sora: "You really are empty". - AsuQun