May'N - If you really wished for it
English Interpretations by Mumu Alpaka (14 May 2020)
Seeing you rest all alone under a tree of life, feeling all tired and sleepy
beautifully and silently while being witness by the background of shooting stars
I was wondering if you ever meet a nice dream
and what only awaits you when you awaken in the morning is only the empty blue skies
Our fate now depends desperately on a pendulum
while its constantly in a swinging motion ... But I'm sure ...
If you really wished for it ...
for brighter tomorrow ...
So many many times
That we went looking out for it
Even throughout the nights until everything starts to disappear within the darkness and deep within sadness of the heart, and not even stopping there just because of that one single light that doesn't want neglects to disappear
Which is just for you (for me) to show you of this 'Beautiful world'
The moment I lost something that I once believed in
Walked without any aim on the next mornings
Blindly chasing the lights that comes from the moon (at nights)
While fully knowing that it could not never be touched
Dear fate, what are you trying to tell to me?
Just with my overbearing voice and someday able to change the "now" ...
If you really wished for it ...
for a future filled with kindness ...
Even when it is nowhere near (yet so far)
Keep on chasing it
Even into the deep oceans where one can not even breathe
Until the Sky becomes empty and wide
just because of that one single light that you really want to protect
Which is just for you - for me to take you to this 'Beautiful world'
Leaping through the overlapping and accumulated clouds above the rainwater that was extremely cold but even that wouldn't stop your journey, eventually...
As long as there was a strong will, a new path will emerge by itself *1
Towards a brighter new morning
Because everything is sparkling by your smile ~
If you really wished for it ...
For a much-much Brighter Tomorrow ...
Over and over we have searched
Keep on finding
Even throughout the nights until everything starts to disappear within the darkness
and deep within sadness of the heart, and not even stopping there
Just because of that one single light that you are not willing to lose
Which is why I wanted you - to show to me of this 'Beautiful world'
I want to be safety protect that one and only light ...
to a place where one does not need to cry or even hurt one another
to a place where no one else can ever reach
Take me into your special - 'Beautiful world'
*1 When your mind is opened (the anxiety disperse) and the thick fog will disperse, then it will open a path for you.