8. The Park

A stroll through the park

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So, as I inhale the vapor, it is, of course, starting to act very fast. By the second hit of it, something happened to me, like my mind was telling me: "No! You're not ready for full breakthrough! Stop this now". But then I felt and heard a female presence, which said in rather imperative tone: "What!? Really? You're going to quit now? Come on, don't be so miserable. Take the hit, you know you want to come, come on!"

And I did listen to it. Immediately, I picked up the Machine again, and took another one strong hit, which I don't even remember exhaling.


The Journey:


At once, I found myself in an open field, which looked like a huge steppe. I saw some animals which looked like wolves, maybe not wolves, but very canine in appearance. They were running wild, I think that I can describe that whole scene in one word: freedom. Infinite freedom, actually. It was so beautiful to see them, and I joined them. I was running with them too. Then I've came to realization that those are "her" wolves. I mean, those were wolves belonging to that female being which encouraged me to come in.

This scene has suddenly "changed". Now, I can't use words to describe how exactly, but I'll just instead say that scene kinda "melted" and started "morphing". This is the closest approximation I can make. After this scene finished, I found myself in an inhabited place which looked like a suburb of some city.

I was on a street, and I was looking at the scenery around me, that beautiful scenery. Everything seemed so sterile and clean, shiny and polished. There were trees around, at every 10 feet or more, but they didn't have leaves. In fact, their branches were naked, with only small things on them (those from which leaves later grow, sorry don't know the exact word). So I got it right away: it is early spring here! Sunny, warm, shiny. My goodness, it is beautiful! Flabbergasting!

Right across the street, there was what seemed like a park. In the park, there was no one, except a small girl, beside some object which I can't really describe. It is impossible because I just don't know what that was. But I proceeded to sit at it, I don't know if I was tired, or why.

Now, this is where words can't even touch this what I've experienced: that object on which I sat immediately turned to giant gingerbread man. He was smiling, I didn't feel him as a threat or enemy, but rather someone who has best wishes for me. It was all made clear to me, gingerbread is some kind of those girl's guardian. What gingerbread man did then, was lifting up his hand and index finger, and pointing at me, he then spun me, and shot a stream of some symbols which were impossible to decode to any our language. The stream was, well...hypnotizing, so soothing and calm. I wonder what is the meaning of that? Wait, it doesn't matter. I will never know in this state, while I'm in corporeality. Never mind.