Geometric beings and multiple carrier waves.

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01-May-2019

We started with a very small dose, which I have also never done. We vaped 25mg between the 2 of us and enjoyed the buzz and glow. I could hear a faint carrier wave but not enough for transportation. Mild, if any visualizations. It was a wonderful preparation.

about an hour later, we were ready for a full launch. I prepared 75 mg with a bit less than a half gram of Blue lotus.

For some reason, there was an issue with the vape. The smoke was not as thick as usual. We hit the bag anyways and my friend began to enter, but I did not. I quickly revaped the same bowl, and this time, the bag filled with the familiar creamy white smoke. I hit it twice more, my friend once more. Instantly, it began to permeate my being. I could hear 3 distinct carrier waves. Each of a slightly different pitch. There were some fractal designs for only a second, and then I was in a spectacular room with walls covered in rectangles and triangles of blue and yellow. The room was absolutely filled with entities. It seemed to be a hallway or conduit that led them to various places. I felt very strongly that these entities were going to places in hyperspace where other travellers were, in order to help or heal them in some way. All these beings were very positive and had wonderful intentions. I could sense them clearly as they passed by me. The most interesting thing about this room was the light. There were shadows coming off the various entities, but there was no particular point of origin for the light. It was everywhere, but had direction.

Some of these entities looked like half man, half antelope. Others had crazy hair and small thick horns growing like a crown on their head. Others were just made of shapes and consisted of one solid colour. They tucked into crevices and doors in quite a hurry. At this point I was nothing but a floating perspective. I had no control over where I was going or what I was faced with. At times, I would be viewing these entities from half way behind a wall or counter. I attempted to gain control over my movements but could not. I gave in and let it take me. Upon submission, I realized that the 3 carrier waves had different locations. very distinct locations. They ran from behind to the front of me. The first was at waist level, the second at chest level, and the third, just above my head and slightly more to the centre. The other 2 were very distinctly to the left of me. I realized that when I first entered, I had been focusing mostly on the lowest of the waves.

I liked this room I was in, but the entities were not acknowledging me at all, so I tried to focus on the second carrier wave. It transported me to a location that was outdoors. I was outside (but not on earth) beside a gigantic dome. I feel like this dome was the same as a dome I've actually been in on a previous trip. In front of me was a geometric being, balancing itself on a log. To better describe this entity, it was all black (but not dark at all) and seemed to be made of elementary geometric shapes. It's face was a perfect circle. It's eyes were half circles facing downwards. It's body, a rectangle. Even though it appeared to be made of such simple shapes, there was so much detail to it, or possibly rather, personality.

It did incredible gymnastic feats for me and would sometimes split itself in half and another, smaller version of itself would pop out.. This would sometimes happen several times, exposing many versions of itself, each with a happy look or vibe. It made me laugh in my head and also physically giggle. I wondered the significance of what I was seeing, and instantly the being stopped messing around. It approached me and began to stick it's arm into my shoulder and back, which I have injured many times. It filled my body with a substance that I can only describe as liquid light. So very warm. It had a look on it's face of compassion and deep concentration. I told it I didn't know what It was doing to me but I thanked it anyway, as I knew it was something good. Maybe a healing session! -

(In retrospect, It absolutely was.)

All of a sudden The carrier waves became louder and pushed themselves to the forefront of my attention. (they were with me the whole time, but when I was focused, they seemed distant and like a whisper. This time I took the highest one. I felt like it was harder to follow, but it took me to an incredibly beautiful place full of perfect right angles with black and red designs, a bluish hue in the air. I noticed one specific corner which had red dots in it. From within the lines of the right angle in the corner, another entity emerged. This one was also made of geometric shapes but was royal blue, and had very large crescent shaped ears. He looked like he had wild dreadlocks and was wearing a suit of triangles that twitched and flipped around. He began to say a mantra to me in an alien language that I couldn't even comprehend. I was about to say it out loud when I noticed that the syllables were a fractal in and of themselves. I could hear something that sounded like a certain sound, try to repeat it and then realize that the single syllable was made of other, infinitely unfolding syllables. unrepeatable!! I was blown away that this entity could even speak it. I tried once more to say a syllable or part of the mantra, but then quickly realized that I might trip my friend out and distract him from whatever he was going through, so I had better not. My mind wandered for a moment about my friend, and I was instantly scolded by the entity for not paying attention.. The whole trip began to fade very quickly..

With all my might I screamed out with my inner voice to the entity to come back, that I was sorry and he could have my full attention. The scene began to reappear. The entity was directly in front of me. He cocked his head to the side like a dog hearing a whistle and it filled me with ecstatic excitement and happiness. He made other gestures that filled me with a wide range of feelings. Suddenly I noticed that his head movements were somehow adjusting my mood and emotional state. I felt so happy and light. Burdens upon burdens had been lifted from me. He was then joined by the other entities I had come across on this particular adventure. They all lined up, and the scene changed again to the outdoors. The second carrier wave became loud again and the other 2 faded to nothing.. Slowly the scene lost it's multi dimensional characteristics. The wave got louder. The scene went from 3d to 2d, and the wave got louder still.. The colours faded and with them, the carrier wave tucked itself back, neatly into some corner of myself.

As I opened my eyes and began to move around again, I noticed that my muscles were in a complete state of relaxation. I could feel a slight buzz in a few areas where the entities had been working. This trip was very much for the purpose of healing and uniting some physical knots.

I wonder if these knots came out so easily because of some serious mental knots I've unraveled lately. Or maybe the entities were just that good!!

There were some incredibly clear messages and lessons too, but this experience was more physically beneficial to me than anything else, as it stands.. I am still in the afterglow though, so we'll see how I feel after some meditation and deep thought.