I have always wanted to create a piece that reflects my past. That fear of death kept me awake and fearful, questioning if there was any meaning in living now when all could be lost. It was a 12-year-old's journey of growth and struggle with depression. Throughout those years I have learned to appreciate the time we have, be grateful for the people by my side, make the most of my life, and my faith in God. Nothing is futile and I know that I tried my best. Looking back at the painting all I can say is thank you very much for asking many questions and not giving up, younger Kenny. Thank you for teaching and patience, Ms.Azura