9th October 1982

Post date: 07-Nov-2015 19:45:25

Next Sunday is Porter's wedding. I'm Best Man, so I have to go. Of course, I want to support him, but I can't help resenting it taking time that I could have used getting to know Mum again. I broached the subject with him and he's very kindly said that she'll be welcome to come too. Now I'll really have to work on my speech!

I hope she'll enjoy it. Women are supposed to enjoy weddings, aren't they? I wish I knew more about her and what sorts of things she'd likes us to do together. She's so reserved. It makes me wonder whether she's still angry with me about something.