17th October 1982

Post date: 16-Nov-2015 19:43:21

Sunday. I went to church for the first time in years - apart from the funeral that is. I don't know why. I suppose I was trying to get back to the happy time before Mum left. Of course it was all different now, but it still reminded me of the two of us sitting fearfully in the pew, with Grandma Paige looking daggers at us both every time I fidgeted. I must have been a great trial to Mum, because Grandma Paige always seemed to hold her responsible when I did wrong.