a sky above
(composed on the 7th day of my father's Shiva)
for once
a sky unfurls
above this dazed Eastland
of Holy worship and steel meat trains
a sky above
reflecting this Ocean of Winter of our world,
ashes smoked down past
forgotten moments arising
oozing bop rhythms improvised,
signaling another death below
the constant nocturne of horns
everyone intimately recognizes
while trying to swallow hard once again
this sky above
emanating trails of rebirth colors
that mix together so well,
that become another impressionist portrait of Oneness
fully viewed straight ahead,
moving past clockwise symphonies of
life and death once again integrating
in this my Sister’s house of mourning
we sit for seven days,
prophetically timed for loss,
mirrors covered,
hard wooden benches grounded,
now empty desperate hands washed clean,
all of the assembled
fearful of flight,
the constant pull of ashen-pot graves
now filled
and these trees standing tall,
sentinels lifting this sky above,
uplifting my lost spent–up passions
deserted to hitch-hiker hat wearing women,
trees still moist from distant flesh parades
now budding full of imperfect losses
so let us pray for those drawnbirds
somehow escaping wingless
from springtime ice valleys,
lost, startled, directionless,
nestless here in these artificial forests
below no sky above
and at sundown,
mournful bent heads
that cannot rest,
cannot be buried
deep into the mud of this season,
where no toxic rains might wash our hands
rinse clear our eyes
no sky above will endure,
till those before us
appear once more
to divulge themselves
revealing the expired's
next cycle of continuation
6/6/73
Elmwood Park, NJ