after your gold rush
red candlelight
midnight Indian moon
black onyx hair streaming,
dancer somberly hovers
illusive,
forlorn,
vulnerable…
eyes dodging her ancestral heart
fighting back history’s oppressive tears,
years serving
without being served,
endless dedicated hours
nighttimes teeming overwhelmed solitude
now cloudless dawn
half open window
pristine doves coo
chill air softens the hush of breeze
nearby, a poet abounding with words
struggles on,
inside breath swells his body:
“…I have seen my love…”
inside, that singular morning light
magnifies her dance
supreme,
infinite,
lucid,
effortlessly sincere,
alluring…
“…I have tasted my love…”
as if a lost dream realized
emerald sari drapes across her poised shoulders
veiled hair now wild
casting a wended road
beckoning her lover to her heart…
“and she moved to me
drapes of green gold silk lowered,
then discarded,
as my impatient marrow
drank deeply from my lover’s rite”
yes, her spirit disclosed clarity
dark eyes powerful, vibrant,
music pulsating throughout her body,
hips drawing strings from her spirit
her poet speaking plainly,
directly,
Scribes and Goddesses witnessing:
“perhaps once through our intoxication
you appeared,
flamenco dancer,
dazzling black Andalusian gown
firm at the waist,
ornate magenta lace shawl
waving,
multicolored bracelets tinkling,
astonishing,
sheltering more of your hidden charms…
candlelight lady,
I have tasted your torment
visited your dreams
explored your heart
and drank from all of you,
gratefully,
but I have no words
to offer
to break those chains…
from where they came
so must they leave”
then the first light dawned
erasing all spoken visions of each other,
as that space between had waned
once more,
shrinking jasmine and primrose
thirsting for another time,
once more,
struggling to endure,
aspiring to survive
and dance nocturnal
as lovers must-
as lovers must dream-
as we lovers must!
July, 2016