“You're my enemy!”
a scream
followed by three
and then more.
“Help!” my child blasts. “You’re my enemy!”
I can’t catch my breath.
I’m starting to get a nosebleed.
Wow, my son’s “enemy”?
“What’s an enemy?”
“You know- I hate you!”
“But I bought you organic carrots”.
“I’m calling Mommy!”
“We just laughed doing your your homework together”.
This is too painful to be happening.
Such anger- rage: “help?!”
“Don’t you feel safe with your Daddy?”
No response.
I run to the kitchen.
What have I done to you, son?
Are we not God's sweet gifts to each other?
Partners in this long song?
I hurry back to his bedroom with a glass of water,
my little son lying there fast asleep.
11/12/03
11/12/03