The Natural
(Eulogy written for my Aunt Doris Julie Arbus)
they wanted to keep Alan’s death from you
but they must have forgotten
all the places your mind visited
in and out of consciousness
galloping along at warp speed
yes, they must have forgotten
but you never did
you knew all along
as you both winked secret jokes to each other
composed and celebrated songs together,
you knew all along
you always did
they wanted to relish
the modest artistry and charm of your plays
the profound perceptions of your words
your sharp tack awareness
all of the brilliant corners
where those chaplinesque inventions fermented
they wanted to emulate your recipe for joy
the treasures your heart encased
the kindness in your eyes
the vibrancy of your smile
your willingness and brevity to experience curiosity
your humor and acceptance of confusion and disappointment,
your inclusiveness,
they must have forgotten that your Grand Canyon heart accommodated anyone you met
your automatic charisma
beloved and savory as Jerry’s boardwalk ices
that endeared your family and friends
all without you breaking a sweat
and they wanted to take lessons from you
how to volley from the baseline
backhand
forehand
ripping line drive serves
bowling 200s
swimming endless laps
diving headfirst into Florida pools and Rockaway oceans
and they wanted to take lessons from you
how to play stick ball
ice skate at Rockefeller Center
ski down Spruce Peak Stowe, Vermont,
and bike through Julie Bakery streets
Bronx tenement sweltering summers
all without breaking a sweat
yes, you were a natural, Doris,
a 72-year role model for Sam
60 plus for Yankee, Doodle, and Dandy,
and for the rest of us
generations gone and here today,
you have been a natural
wife and mother, sister and sister-in-law,
aunt and niece, cousin and friend,
neighbor and child
so thank you for all the laughter,
for setting the table with the shiniest spoons and forks
for serving the tastiest cookies and leg of lamb
for picking the sweetest fruits
for welcoming everyone and all of us to your house
announced and unannounced
any time of day or night
all year long
all life long
thank you for touching us all!
July 26, 2015
Delray Beach, FL