tantric circle
extremes again these days
those nibbling polarities that can only
manifest themselves
zealously,
yet profoundly,
inside emotions,
pleasurable,
sincere
for her I am becoming so close-
a tantric circle,
one,
yielding purely
surrender,
closer to another heart as I have ever been
still further in distance,
millions of miles away
two trains speeding by in opposite directions,
passengers jumping off
telegrams written in different languages-
she the stranger
me, the corpse
now any mediocrity has disappeared,
gone is the constant monotonous tone of normality,
having tasted that bitter fruit
not wishing to grow old yet
as we are fated to grow only younger
Bisbee,
1980