a bus runs through bisbee (for Pam)
my mind sits backporch ensconced in its paper sill
my mind sits backporch ensconced in its paper sill
takin in the thousand-holed ocean,
takin in the thousand-holed ocean,
colossal weight of it
colossal weight of it
overflowin
overflowin
satisfied journey brought you here
satisfied journey brought you here
never thought possible,
never thought possible,
as i resolved to go it alone
as i resolved to go it alone
my preferred way,
my preferred way,
the befittin place
the befittin place
so who are you to rescue me?
so who are you to rescue me?
some midnight Dale Evans ridin into town,
some midnight Dale Evans ridin into town,
bringin that wet Texas wind to shoot right through me?
bringin that wet Texas wind to shoot right through me?
back in that Mississippi River city you were so obvious,
back in that Mississippi River city you were so obvious,
impossible to separate me from your other growers-
impossible to separate me from your other growers-
confusing-
confusing-
distant-
distant-
insulated-
insulated-
yet tightly, firmly peering at me
yet tightly, firmly peering at me
through my cracked windshield
through my cracked windshield
so you created the two of us
so you created the two of us
way too cryptically,
way too cryptically,
too portending ,
too portending ,
you sucking perseverance from my alleged mystical self-image
you sucking perseverance from my alleged mystical self-image
now here tonight
now here tonight
your ghost way down the road,
your ghost way down the road,
Bisbee shines like a newborn
Bisbee shines like a newborn
as the Sonoran desert moon crawls up these sleepy Mule Mountains
as the Sonoran desert moon crawls up these sleepy Mule Mountains
seems you figured out that one way train ride,
seems you figured out that one way train ride,
and now we are shielded,
and now we are shielded,
buffered within our own separate stations-
buffered within our own separate stations-
elusive?
elusive?
impatient?
impatient?
dreading devouring each other standing still?
dreading devouring each other standing still?
my mind sits backporch ensconced in its paper sill
my mind sits backporch ensconced in its paper sill
not caring for regret.
not caring for regret.
you have survived well by hibernation,
you have survived well by hibernation,
but out here, see,
but out here, see,
I have no one to bury these boots
I have no one to bury these boots
smack me upside full of stars
smack me upside full of stars
and then teach me how to recoup this sky
and then teach me how to recoup this sky
once you came to my lonely corner no surrender,
once you came to my lonely corner no surrender,
but this time instead
but this time instead
you grabbed that fat chance,
you grabbed that fat chance,
punched your ticket back home,
punched your ticket back home,
redemption now way too distant
redemption now way too distant
so today from my porch
so today from my porch
I watch another morning bus run through Bisbee,
I watch another morning bus run through Bisbee,
minus the cowgirls,
minus the cowgirls,
certainly minus this driver
certainly minus this driver
Bisbee
Bisbee
1974
1974