Por fin, Soy parte de la ciurma TUDANZA!! I was so happy when they told me that I have the opportunity to volunteering 2 month in this project. I was already fell in love with the association before actually meet them, and after the first Google Metting I can only confirm that feeling! We have talked about the death, a crucial topic but still a tabù, and I have learnt the value and principles of Tudanzas.Moreover we did yoga practice,so I cant be happier than this. Today I got deeper in TUdanzas's taskes, such as send emails, check and fill up the folders of photos and I have started to fill the Analis of Actuation. I am so exited to be part of this team and to join them in Barcelona ;)

El magico dia es llegado!! Jueves 20 soy finalmente en Spagna,por la primera vez en Barcelona. I Have lot of emotions: curiosity, happiness,but moreover gratefulness. I m grateful of have being chosen and to have the opportunity to do such this full expierence, that I know its gonna change my life. I have already know some friends and the first night I was invited to Ana's appartment for my fist dinner out in Barcelona! I was so excited to met her and the other girls of Tudanzas and they all were so friendly with me <3. 

What a week guuys! Little by little I have realized where I am and I started to looking around the city by myself, enjoying the noises de las calles, the color of the sea,and park guell with my friends.  I visit the city alone, took picture and I real fell another kind of vibration here. Is seems that everything is possible and positive vibes. I watch the moon full in the sea  surrounded by other internation friends. i was the only italian, and it was aaamazing!! I loved so much the Laboratory I attended in Tudanzas. We have painted and create a masterpiece with just simple tools. I love the vibes here.

This week was so intenxive! I discovered the deep world of Excell document and I starting to understand a lit bit more of what I alway believed is a monster for me ahahha.The best part of the week has been this morning (4/06) because I attached the poster all along the city.. asking to the bar if they can hang on their door.. I really feel in my world when I do this tasks. So yes, the week has been a mix between confort zone and Really super outside confort zone. But I think its from this different kind of tasks that you are not used to that you learn the more.

Moreover my roomates from serbia has caame!! she is so cool, an Instragram lover eheh.

I am really grateful for my present and I wasnto so happy since a long time <3

Barcelona is not barcelona if your phone hasn't been stoleeeeen!! And so i can say that I live the fullest of barcelona because on Friday my phone was stolen. I really feel bad because I love to take pictures, and now i fell a little bit alone without the possibility to express my passion. BUUUUUt let see the bright side because i m in the group of VIDEO and Photo of the festival!!! So that means that  I have to stay outside, taking lot of picture of artist and volunteeer :) I'm really so so so so so so excited!! I also love the ROJO tabu sessions!! Its remind me when i did theatre lessons.. We talked about menstruation and women in society..

Moreover, This was my first week as team lider! I have to admit that i felt a little bit scary abut, because i m not used to give "order" or to be organized… But actually I think that  i m doing a good job.. I always listen people ideas, try to help them when they need any kind of advice and I feel that im more organized thAN before. I even fill an excell alone and Finish it was soo satisfying!! I m learning such great and big stuff here in tudanzas and I m starting already to be sad thinking that I have to come back at Rome. But coming at Rome doesn means coming at home..Its is so strange that in 20 days this city has gave me such important and deep though... I m starting to think if moving to Gronigen for my master is really what I want... I m not sure anymore.. and this confusion make me a little bit stressed. I think i have to understnd better this feeling and give me more time to analysed them. But really, when i walked throught the city of barcelona, alone or with friends, I fell a special energy in my mind and body.. one that I have never felt before.. 

zan zaaaan zaaaaan THE FESTIVAL ESTA LISTOOOO!! Todo es ready for our festival! Fue una semana special con muchas cosas positivas pero tambien cosas mala. Pero empezamos con el bright sideee! He visto performance de artistas super super super bonitas, intensas, energicas . Fueron spetaculo meraviglioso que nunca habia ido la opportunidad de mirar algo asi en mi vida! He hecho fotos, entervistas a los artistas y video. fue muy special. Aun un poco stressante porque tenia un monton de cosa al que pensar y organizar. Tambien porque los ultimo dias del festival mi cabezza estuve piensando al problema del osteal que me ha puesto muy nerviosa. es ahora aun un problema porque no tengo la tranquilidad de haber hasta el 30 una cama, pero pasa nada. Barcelona es siempre mi barcelona.

Esta semana aun fue la con mas dias libre, quizas es la que me he gustado meno. Fue sicuramente muy guay la noche de san Juan pero no se, tener muy tiempo libre me pone un po aburida. Tambien fue la seman mas dura por la question del hostal.. y eso ha influido un monton sobre el mood de este dias. Sin embargo, la routa proposta da Edgar me he encatado mucho porque fue realmente un lugar que nunca hubiera ido la ocasion de veer, nada banale. De hecho, he sacado un monton de foto ahaha

No me lo puedo creer que todo esta experiencia esta por acabar. No puedo y no quiero. Cuando lleguè aqui nunca nunca nunca pensabo de volver a Roma ( da observar que la llamo roma y tampoco casaaa aun si vivo alli desde 10 ano) con tan cosas dentro: emociones, experiencias, vida, ideas. Me sento cambiada en positivo porque he aprendido mucho mas sobre mi mismo. He aprendido que tengo siempre ganas de aprender cosa nuevas, que no tengo que poner limite del tipo " mh no non lo se hacer" porque he entiendido que solo tengo que informare y con un po de pratica puedo hacer todo.  De hecho esta experience me ha insenado ad haber muchas mas confiancia en mi: me han lasciato mucha indipidencia porque ellos primeros confiavan en mi entonces este me stimula a creer en mi y en mis ideas. 

Tudanzas fue un centrifugato di emozioni, da un inizio in cui ero un po timida dove muovevo i miei primi passi in questa grande citta, ad una viaggio in cui giorno dopo giorno mi sentivo sempre piu a CASA e da cui ora ho dificoltà a pensarmi lontano da questa realtà. Il learning by doing è stato per me cio che avevo piu bisogno. Sono abituata a valutare ogni conseguuenza, essere sicura di tutto prima di agire o prendere una decisione.. qui invceve mi hanno insegnato a buttarmi, a sbagliare e che se sbagli.. NO pASA NADA!  ed è vero, dagli errori si impara servono solamente. Un esperienza davvero totalizzante, in cui ci sono stati degli alti, dei momenti di stress, dei momenti di sconforto, di rabia,  di gioia immensa, di pace.. Ho provato davvero di tutto.. mezzo che mi sono tambien inamorada ahahhah.. ( so bad francesca, nunca enamorarse en verano en BARCELONAAAA). SOno felice perche non ho rimpianti, ho vissuto tutto a pieno, compromettendome con los demas, dando tutta me stessa, mi energia, me allegria, y pero tambien my disconexion alguna vez.. fui mi misma porque me sentia libre de ser mi misma.. por lo tanto gracias TUDANZAS, gracia por aver creado esta realidad, esta comunidad, esto espacio donde lo que es mas importante es el sentido y la energia, el quierer poner la justa energia. Me ha encatado estar con vosotras y son realmente grada de haber sido una Pirata de TUdanzas.

SOy segura que nos veremos super HAsta Prontissimooooooo.

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