2020 - FESTIVAL SOCIAL TUDANZAS - VOLUNTARIADO DE GRUPO
Inicio: 9/11/2020
Final: 29/11/2020
Inicio: 9/11/2020
Final: 29/11/2020
9-15 Noviembre
In the first week we had to adapt to our group dynamics and activities in a Pandemic proof way! We had to get use to do meetings and activities Online.
Doing what you usually do in reality online can be challenging but also a great opportunity to learn how to do things in a new way, making the most of the technology at our disposal.
We had to re-think outside of the box how to make "Mercado de Arte Comunitario" and to implement the Festival in a new way.
It took us a few days to organize ourselves accordingly to the situation and start focusing on the work; eventually we set the fundaments of the rest of the project and start building its structure!
15 - 22 Noviembre
It's time to keet it up and make the festival happen.
We are all focused, organized in groups, towards reaching our goal!
Re-thinking the Mercado de "Art Social y Comunitario" concept, updating our webpage, reaching out to more art collectives, making interviews with the artists partecipating in the festival, preparing the material and software for streaming the Festival, do technical tests to the live sessions venues, promoting the program, making a coral dance video, improving our team-working dynamics, receiving cultural and permaculture formation.
The Festival arrived and we Rocked it! We made an online streaming festival with live music and dance performances, dance workshops, unique artistic projects coming from various countries, artists interviews and promoting the activities of TUDANZAS! We embraced the challanges of the pandemic and make happen something that seemed unlikely to...
After an intense week of activities we went for an adventure to Mont Serrat and enjoyed nature.
We are all processing what we have learned.
Everybody learned something new...
23 - 28 Noviembre
The Festival is passed so we evaluated the outcome in order to understand where we have done good and where we can improve!
We are dedicating more time in cultural formation and very interesting taller with the goal of raising awareness and give empowerment tools of organizing.
We learned and applied the Dragon Dreaming methodology into the Mercado de "Art Social y Comunitario" with a very interesting digital approach using Google Jam Board and Meet simultaneously!
It is the feminist week so we had specific activities aimed to understand the context of feminism, the fundation and its historical development; this allowed everyone to tune with the contemporary situation and to clearify its opinion about it. You should check out the menstruation's taller to gather an insite of how different and peculiar is the theme to different people!
Great connections have been established and certainly personal commitment and contribute to the project will happen!
God bless Tudanzas!
9-15 Noviembre
Until the moment I took the flight to Barcelona, I cannot imagine or realise that I was coming here, so the arrival was so exciting. I had no expectations and the city made me feel better just when I arrived. The first day I met two very nice girls who talked to me about Tudanzas association and the social and cultural context that surrounds it.
The atmosphere in Barcelona is quite peaceful, the days are sunny and the people I’ve worked with are friendly and funny. Many of them are italian, but that doesn’t matter: we are a cohesive team and I love working all together. The first two days were pretty confusing because we have to schedule all the tasks and to create some workgroups, and do it online is not so easy.
We have worked all the time with our laptop, and I am not so familiar with computer so this is a perfect opportunity for me to become more comfortable with digital stuff.
I’m really enjoying this experience because it’s a great way to challenge myself and step outside my comfort zone.
16-22 Noviembre
The second week could be summed up with four words: stress leads to satisfaction.
My principal task was to make interviews with some artists of the Festival, and get to know them and their artistical projects were exciting. I am a volunteer speaker for a local radio station in Bologna so I'm used to knowing people through interviews, even if online calls made me feel quite distant from the artists. My partner in this task is a nice guy and it was a pleasure to work with him. He's portuguese so we speak english. I really need to improve my english so it'a a big satisfaction realize that I'm improving it. During the interviews we tried to speak Spanish and it was weird but funny.
Moreover, I've learned how to use some softwares to edit audio and videos and it was a personal satisfaction. We have worked so many hours per day but working in groups it's enjoyable. I'm quite tired in recent days but the last two weeks passed very quickly and I don't want to think that this experience is ending.
During the weekend there was the Festival, we worked a lot and it was very exhausting, but it was very interesting and exciting. Sunday night all of us were satisfied and it was beautiful to share the good vibes all together.
23-28 Noviembre
The third and last week started with a day-off, a break after the weekend full immersion on the work for the Festival. We went to Montserrat, a mountain not so far from the city. We had a beautiful trekking all together, I really liked it. I love walking surrounded by nature, listening to the silence of the mountains, admiring the wonderful landscape. This makes me feel very small as an individual in comparison with the immensity and vastness that nature is. At the top of the mountain there is a very nice and antique monastery.
This week was more soft and relaxing because we only worked in the morning. Daniel and I did the last interviews, we are now almost “expert” in doing this kind of interviews so it was easier and I felt more comfortable. Then we editied them in MP3 audio and uploaded the podcasts on the website: the work is finished! Well done!!
Today (friday) is the last working day and it represents the end of this working project, but not the end of this experience. Firstly, because I’m going to stay in Barcelona 10 days more before coming to Italy (that means coming back to my routine, my university, my home and my comfort zone). Secondly, because I think I’ll take this experience with me forever, it has marked my way, and in my heart and my mind there will always be a place for it. Memories never die. I take this opportunity to say thanks a lot to the whole team of volunteers and to the Association Tudanzas.
The morning has ended with a formation meeting about gender-based violence: sharing opinions, thoughts and reflections was a very interesting and stimulating discussion.
Finally, I feel that this experience has formed me in a personal and professional way. I’ve been practising languages (I love spanish), meeting people from very different contexts and backgrounds, learning new skills, having a daily exchange with others, and last but not least, sharing beautiful moments of social interaction.
Dia 9-15 Noviembre
Hemos llegado a Tdz en Lunes, 9 de Noviembre. El primero impacto con Barcelona fue un poco extraño desde el risco con el virus en los trasportes como tambien de como cambiar del aeropuerto hasta el centro de la ciudad. Toda una situación nueva pero que tener colegas para partilhar esa experiencia fue una de las ayudas mas preciosas. Si puedo enumerar las mejores cosas en la semana fue sin dudas las personas que hay conocido. Personas tan diferentes, de países variados, con ideas y proyectos distantes de los que tenia pero que ahora estamos acordados en crear algo juntos. De empezar el trabajo en ideas comunes, de nos desafiar al limite pero con la consciencia que no estamos solos. Que somos parte de algo major, donde podemos confiar, donde podemos ser algo mas. E TDZ es un espacio muy creativo hasta ahora y poder trabajar en cosas como el danza contemporanea, intentar en compreender mi cuerpo como mensaje para una question mayor, con la historia de Barcelona y LGBTI+ aquí, también la idea de pensar la cultura y actividades artísticas fueran lo que mas me hay gustado en esos días. Por fin, conocer la ciudad después de conocer mas de mi persona, conocer Cataluña y todos los espacios mágicos que hay aí, fue miraculoso.
Dia 20 Noviembre
Ayer, viernes 20, fue el primer día del festival. Un día increíble para todo. Por la experiencia de ver y vivir el festival. Desde el contacto con los artistas, desde el ver su arte, la forma en que se expresan y creen en las personas. Vivir las calles, los barrios, la gente de Barcelona, San Perre, el Convento Sant Agusti, la vida que nos rodea. Trabajar con un equipo lleno de talento, creatividad, ganas de hacer de este evento algo más grande, algo que eternice y se repita en la historia. Una experiencia que nos llevaremos en la vida. Una palabra para describir este día ... diria, desafiante. El desafío de llegar a las personas, de cumplir todas las tareas, de superar las expectativas, de ir más allá. El reto de superarnos a nosotros mismos en este viaje que ha sido estas dos semanas, de bailar con el tiempo, de bailar con Tudanzas. La energía que nos rodea, que nos unió fue sin duda lo mejor de este desafío.
26 Noviembre
Escribo ahora desde Viseu, Portugal. En este día después de regresar a casa, de dejar Euipo Tudanzas, la ciudade de Barcelona. En ese día pasaron en la memoria los más bellos y difíciles momentos en trabajo con el equipo Tudanzas. 17 días intensos. Llenos de trabajo, de desafíos, de conquistas, de alegría y de alguna nostalgia. Entre el reto de trabajar en línea, de crear juntos un momento común de y para la sociedad catalana, de gestionar tiempos, intereses y diferencias estos días han sido sin duda únicos y memorables. Con la oportunidad de trabajar con un equipo joven, de diferentes culturas, backgrounds, con energías y estímulos diferentes, de aquí llevo un conjunto de experiencias para la vida. De amigos, de personas brillantes, de momentos de compartir que nos construyen como seres. Entre el Tudanzas, organización, voluntarios y artistas, el Hostel que me he quedado Barcelonahostel y sus inquilinos, la ciudad, de ellos traigo conmigo lo mejor de estos días. Con la voluntad de regresar, de mirar Barcelona como un espacio en el que dejo parte de mí, en el que construimos una casa común para siempre volver a vivir. Os saludo con un gran agradecimiento y con la certeza de que esta experiencia os dejará nostalgia. Que os deseo lo mejor para el futuro queridos amigos Tudanzas!
Un abrazo de Portugal equipo TDZ!
Dia 9 - 15 de Noviembro
My arrival to Barcelona was on this Tuesday, 11th November.
The night was just starting when Isabel - the Italian volunteer - welcome me at the Hostel.
Everything was new: too much information to take in, too many new things to discovery.
For me this week actually started on Tuesday, since it was the first day of the volunteering programme.
The week was a mix of feelings. Challenging, stressful, peaceful and joyful.
An opportunity to embrace new things and new people. An invitation to go deeper into ourselves.
Dia 16 - 20 de noviembre
This week was a big wave, a storm. Full of everything. Full of work, anxiety and joy. All at the same time.
The festival is happening on this weekend and everything has to be ready to make it works!
This year, because of Corona Virus everything is changed. We have to think different, how to make the festival happen, how to reach people, how it will be possible. We had to think together, work hard together, make it possible together. Everyone gave everything deliberately. Sometimes forgetting to eat well, to sleep well, cause the only thought was one: to make it happen. Under so much pressure, we embraced this mission. I felt immersed in so many tasks to do. I felt full to help the others in everything I could.
After all we made it and it was perfect!
Tomorrow Night project
Between so many things to do and to learn and so less time, I cannot mention the video project for Alejandro Espinosa with Nicola. We had in our hands such a big responsibility and we accepted the challenge with everything we had to make it real. We work so well together and surrounded by so much stress and difficulties we always found a time to laugh together.
Minutes from going to live while exporting the video. The eminent possibility that we will not succeed. The fear of not being able. The feeling of never giving up until the last second.
We saw the final version of the video together and live. Hoping anytime it could stop, go wrong. And when this was over and we saw that everything has worked out, we hugged each other strongly. We felt in each other the proud of such a great and wonderful effort by two people who 1 week before did not know each other and managed to do something so special together. It was not for the result, but by the path.
Thank Nicola for this moment of such pure and rare friendship that we shared, I will never forget.
Dia 21 - 27 de noviembre
After a week of storm, peace came. This week had another vibe. With time and space for other feelings.
Time to slow down, to reflect and to absorb everything.
It was a week of celebration at the same time as to say goodbye.
Thank you all volunteers for what you gave me. What I learned with you all.
To Margherita for her caring, to Daniel for his transparency, to Cristina for her effort, to Valério for his energy, to Elena for her peace, to Ada for her joy, to Geovanni for his calmness, to Isabel for her conscience, to Muriel for her genuineness, to Nico for his purity, to Sara for her tenderness, to Milica for her perseverance, to Andreia for her friendship, to Catarina for her vision.
Thanks to Ana...and Marina, Alice and Bruna for making Tudanzas.
Thank you for the opportunity to have been here, in this place and at this time.
I will take all of this with me, which is so much.
Dia 10 - 15 de noviembre
I'm writing this while I'm travelling to Barcelona, one week too late. These first days were tough. I was far from the group, simultaneously working and participating in everything I could with Tudanzas. The distance made communication and information transmission very challenging. It was hard to follow the progress of the group. I was not able to give the project the energy and time I wanted during this week, and I felt frustrated. But this gave me the motivation for the week to come.
Dia 16 - 20 de noviembre
Despite the long journey, I arrived full of energy. I embraced the atmosphere of Barcelona, all the people, the lights, the joy of it.
I love the team, and being close to everyone made a big difference.
My routine changed drastically, we were all putting every effort to make the festival happen, and that united us. Everything was a challenge because I was doing it for the first time, but I needed this push, needed to go out of my comfort zone and be challenged to grow.
And from one day to the other, the festival was at our doors.
Dia 21 - 27 de noviembre
Every night we would sigh, say how tired and happy we were. The days of the festival ran by too fast, and seeing everyone working so hard, I felt I could have done more. I was told my only job was to kill some virus, using hand sanitizer and disinfectant, and opening windows. That was all. Quite disappointing, don't you think?
I did find some extra work to put my hands into, which put me in an excellent mood. People tend to get suspicious when I say I want to work more, but it's the purest of the truths. I like the feeling of it, I like thinking and doing.
Well, sooner or later, the festival did end, followed by the most tiring free day I've ever had, climbing Monserrat, and some more work.
These were long and good days. In the morning we had formacións and a lot of work to finish, but after lunch we had time. We got to visit the city and spend time with the group, enjoying our last days together. Then I blinked, and I found myself alone again in the cold, grey city of Amsterdam.
But I was different, I had become a pirate.
10 - 16 de noviembre
durante esta semana estaba siguiendo el proyecto online y aun no lo tenía como única prioridad en mi vida, así que no conseguia dedicarme y conectarme como deseaba lo que fue un poco frustrante. sin embargo estaba ya en contacto con la magía del proyecto y podía ya sentir lo lindo que se estaba creando ✨ sentí también que algunos detalles esenciales no estaban presentes así que he refletido sobre el porqué y cómo abrazar toda la comunidad 🙏
17 - 24 de noviembre
llego a barcelona el 16, finalmente me junto con el grupo! esta es la semana más intensa de mi vida🙏 los apredizajes fueron divinos, el crescimiento fue constante y los días del festival muy emotivos y intensos.
No sabré poner todo lo lindo que he experienciado en palabras así que agradezco a Ana, Bruna, Valerio, Joana, Daniel, Marina, Alice, Nico, Ada, Cristina, Margherita, Andrea, Elena, Muriel, Giovani, Sara, Edgar, Angelo, Miguel y Milica por compartirmos nuestra energía creadora y sanadora. 💕🌱 os quiero infinitamente 🙏
Semana 2
Semana 1
Dear Friends,
I arrived in Barcelona all confused and amazed at the same time. This experience wasn't quite planned, it happened all of a sudden, and I decided to jump on this train on a super short notice, in a swil of craziness. Being this a difficult time to travel, I was quite nervous about something going wrong, so when I finally arrived in Barcelona, I was incredibly relieved. In Tudanzas I have met incredible people. Young, motivated, creative, full of joy and energy, the atmosphere I found here when I arrived was fantastic and the team clicked immediately. This week a new group of volunteers, including me, has arrived, therefore there was a lot of work not only to do, but to organize as well. For this reason the first days have been quite intense, being there a lot of new faces, new names, new places and habits, new things to do that still needed to be learned first. The time to stop a second and pause to realize that in less than a week so many things have changed in a way that 10 days ago I couldn't even have dreamed of, this time was very little, but the feelilng I have is somehow like leaving a surreal dream-like experience, mostly because of how the virus modified and shaped our reality. I think overall our work has been great and I believe we will do an amazing job this upcoming week.
I'll kep you posted!
Semana 2
hey there! this week has been intense. But we survived it and actually managed soooooooo much. I am proud of all of us, really. The first days of the week were insanely stressful, but afterwards we managed to keep focused and all went better, in fact we created so much that it is very hard to believe. This experience, even though very brief, is teaching me a lot, and I am grateful to be living it. I am starting to see things differently and to find meanings that normally I wasn't able toacknowledge. The festival was a success and it was beautiful to see how our job developed to become something real and stunning. The group is getting along very well and the confusing reality of the first days is coming together piece by piece, everything is starting to make sense. I love the people I have met here and I feel like I have so much more to learn from each and everyone of them. My journey is halfway complete, but it will never be over, as it will always be a part of me. Stay tuned!
Semana 3
Hola amigos, it is sad to write this now because this experience is coming to an end and the feeling of conclusion is very present and real in the atmosphere. The first people have gone already, today it's the last day of my contract, tomorrow we have to leave the hostel and nothing will be the same anymore. I have the feeling this experience was too short, even though it was incredibly intense and formative/educational. But maybe it's exactly for this reason that I feel I would love to stay longer, as to grow more and develop further, as much as I can. Together we discussed topics that are normally considered as taboos, and we developed a deeper knowledge, helped by the perspective of people with different experiences, backgrounds and opinions. I think this gave us the opportunity to know the world better and to see that the world doesn't end at the sides of the "box" in which we find ourselves, often called comfort zone. Speaking of work, this week was way "easier", more relaxed than the last 2, and this also allowed us to have more time for ourselves and the others, to start really knowing each other and explore new realities. I think this experience was an amazing opportunity and I would do it allover again a thousand times.
This is my last time writing the blog, so this is not a goodbye, but rather a farewell. Entonces adios amigos, no hay una otra vez pero you will siempre be en mi corazon.
10-13 November
My experience is a little bit different because I wasn't able to travel to Spain due to current situation with COVID.
Week started, and i was excited to meet new people. When i saw how many of us were in the video call i got little nervous (in a positive way). After few meetings that day we had the opportunity to introduce ourselves and I was pleasantly surprised when I realized how different we are and where we're from. Also i got scared that they would forget about me since i wasn't with them, but the next they they did the opposite. They made a plan to meet at the park and talk about the project, so obviously i was sad because i won't be able to participate, but when it was time for a meeting i got a call on Whatsapp from unknown number, i said hi and then i heard "Hi Milica, it's Marghe! We wanted to call you so you could be with us and listen to the plan we are making". I was so happy because i felt like a part of the team (in the picture you could see Marghe holding the phone in the park)!
On the other hand, it was difficult to comunicate sometimes when they all start talking on Spanish, because then i felt left out. Even tho i asked a few times to talk on English, they do it but after some time they switch to Spanish again. :(
During first week we all needed to adopt to something new. New way of working (online), new way of communicating, and most importantly- new way of presenting Mercado.
16-20 November
If i could describe this week in one word it would be- work. The festival was getting closer, and each of us had their own task to finish. There were meetings all day, texting, working, making something new for the project. It was exhausting but on the other hand i liked it.
Also, we were filming ourselfs for the Alejandro's project which was super fun. During video calls he always tried to describe to us the best way he can, he always appriciated our opinion, and in general he was very kind, warm and sweet with us, he has that positivity that he easily spread on me (and everyone). :)
Festival was at the end of the week, everyone was focused on their tasks, and everything worked out fine! I enjoyed the show, i haven't realised how many artist were participating until i watched the show. At the end, i was really proud of my team and everything that we have done together!
23-28 November
Week started with free day so we could rest after a successful festival!
We used the rest of the time in this week to learn more end develop for further projects. Ana gave us tasks, which were confusing at the start because we didn't know the point of them. We had to do it without talking to each other, at some points Ana told us to forget some steps and do something new which got us even more confused but at the end it all made sense. it felt good to see what we (as people with different thinking ) created together. At the end we had mini dance party which was fun!
Also i would like to add that i loved the song that Ana played for us at the end of yoga classes! :)
At the end of the week i had a video call with the rest of the volunteers, we took some pictures together, and talked. I appreciate the time they set aside for me that evening, i had a good time!
I would like to thank you all for a great experience (I'm sure it would be even better if i was able to come). Thank you for everything you taught me and for being such a great team! Te veo el próximo año! :)
11 - 15
Intensity, connection, chaos, creativity. These are some words that could describe my first week in TUDANZAS Festival as a volunteer. I was living mellow days in Barcelona before they contacted me on Tuesday afternoon from TDZ to join them the very next day. After this, my days have been increadibly fun, having the opprortunity to explore and expand my creativity and best of all sharing it with a group of wonderful people that are making of this experience one worth having.
Something that has surprised me has been the way of working. I had never done everything online and I was under the impression that we were going to be doing more physical workshops, so this has been something "negative" of the experience. The feeling of chaos and desorganization that exists in the group has been challenging to handle. I can see everyone is trying their best to adapt in this place and this also brings a sense of community.
Other than this I have been really enjoying to share with interesting, simpathetic and diverse individuals. I already feel very confortable with the group and also when im one on one. It's amazing how many similarities we share, like the passion for linguisitcs, art and debate.
I am very happy to see that my creativity actually has space here, and I can do what I love which is to generate ideas and them bring them to life in graphic and audiovisual communication :)
16- 22
Friendship, confidence, communitary creation. The words that most represent my second week in this crazy and wonderful experience. I defenitely feel that we where able to overcome as a group the general chaos and transition to group synchronicity.
This week I was given the tasks to create and organize the advertising for the streaming festival and it has been amazing. I t was a lot of work but I can say that it had been a couple of months since I was able to do this which is one of my passions, so I am very grateful for the experience. I also feel gratitude towards my teamates, so eager to cooperate and joyfully go along with my ideas :) I have been feeling like a leader and it brings me great joy to see that the process and the result was so postive. I also feel honoured to have been given the responsibilty of handling the festival's communications .
Also I have been getting to know the people more and I really think we are great together. Working together, preparing meals, going to Barceloneta to celebrate in the afternoons...
23- 27
Defenitely the moment of "Celebration" from the Dragon Dreaming methodology.
This week has been much more tranquil, with time to finish the pending work, relax, have social gatherings and of course, reflect about the past days.
I feel very grateful for this project. It has given me more confidence on my skills as a professional, of creating ideas, communicating them and then making them happen. Also on a personal level, feeling more confident especially when it comes to accepting myself and my feelings. I also feel increadibly grateful for all of the wonderful people I've met...I know for certain that I will miss them a lot when they go back home :(
10 noviembre- 15 noviembre
I was already in Barcelona and living in my own flat. on the night of 9 november, the day before the start of the volunteering project, I went to sleep and I could not imagine what would be the next day.
new people from abroad, a little shy and timorous, yoga in the morning, calls on meet seeing people from the monitor, hours at the computer, a big work to do, a lot of try to understand how to do it, how to manage with the energies and the feeling of the group. The first week has been like this, to adapt to a new condition, to connect with others trying to understand my role in the group, to be more confident with a new organization, new places,new tools, new conditions. like this but much more. yes, because the shame passes really fast when you start to speak, to know and to work with the others. It's really strange how we make friends from foreigners. the less you think the easier it is, and even if you think it's not happening, it happens. a lot of times we think about what the others think about us and we try to be as we imagine they would like us to be. The truth is that people don't think about you as someone that has to be in some way, but they just want to know you easely, with your difficulties, your strangeness, your contradictions. with the element of new that you can bring in their life and they in yours. And things don't have to be always super funny or enthusiastic because also sharing the normal moments, the boring ones, the sad or nostalgic or disappointed ones, is knowing each other. Is friendship.
16 noviembre- 22 noviembre
The second week has been the week of the festival. On the weekend we had to put into practice what we were doing. all has been super fast and there was no time to think a lot about what to do. just doing, just find an inspiration and follow it, ride it until it stops. it has been amazing! the sensation of creating something beautiful, necessary, emotionating. work side by side to my new friends and share the rush, the effort. that's what makes a team. Even if what we were doing was big and difficult, I never had the sensation that it was too much, that we were going to fail. I always felt that we were strong enough to do everything, powerful enough to make something grate. It is show time. I love it. and of course it has been like this also thanks to the organization of the associacion Tudanzas. they gave us a lot of tasks but also a lot of trust and help. allways avaliable and stimolating in do our best.
The best moment for me was Sunday when me and Joana finished the video we were editing for the festival. a dance project with all the Tudanzas volunteers and directed by Alejandro Espinosa, a wonderful choreographer from mexico.
At the end, because of communication problems, me and Joana we found ourselves without a guide, waiting for directions that were not coming. we started to think in a different way, not to be directed but to be the directors, making choices, feeling that that project was ours and it was needing our interpretation, our creativity. In one afternoon we edited all the video, passing through difficulties and some technological problems, fighting against time. It has been a wonderful adventure. wonderful for real. so much emotions, so much trust one in the other. at the end we made it. The video was ready just a couple of minutes before the live streaming and it was a masterpiece for me. I was so proud of us. I really felt so much energy watching for the first time the entire video while it was going on live streaming, that i could not stop moving and say to joanna "it's perfect, it's perfect. you are a genius!". twenty minutes later I felt my entire energy being consumed in a while. so big had been the effort, so much the emotions. At the end of all I'm really thankful to have lived this challenge, to have worked with jonna and to have asked myself to not stop. it has been amazing. Thank you!!
23 noviembre- 28 noviembre
It's the last week. the moment to rest and listen to the sensations, the feelings, what has been and what will be.
I feel I've learnt so much, not just tools and skills, but an idea of freedom, an idea of belief. something that it's not exactly mine yet but i want it to be.
I feel I've learnt all these things not just from the work and from the associacion but also from my meets, from their lives and their way to be themselves, so obvious for them, so new, inspiring for me.
I feel I've got a lot of things to do now. a lot of things to think about. trying to assimilate in my life all the ideas, all the suggestions of change that i received in these weeks. i feel motivated but also a little scared. I'm scared to lose these feelings and their power, to not be able to change for real. i have to be brave and to keep with me all the good and all the bad. From Sunday I will be alone. But alone we are never and now i know a little bit more about how to make a dream reality.
This week we also had time to relax and celebrate as this occasion deserves. It was good and I, and I 'm sure the others too, felt that mixture of happiness and nostalgia, when you want to laugh but to cry at the same moment. These kinds of emotions, I think, are the meaning of life in themselves. Once again thank you all for everything. I'm diving into the world again, trying to keep the flow!