Gorrilla Fellini
Is it wrong of me
To crave the heteronormative
See for me
Such things are genuinely explorative
Is it odd
If I strive to get up
Tool up
Drop in
And get to work
Am I the assassin of rock n roll
If I choose a quiet life
With a little mock n stroll
What if I think
That the family isnt exactly
A bourgois institution
As such
Even though I dont exactly
Want the reality
Of a conventional marriage
Very much
Or simultaneously do
Even though with it
I couldnt go through
So Valentines Day
Is a bubble gum capitalist festival
For me it is an orgy of magical thinking
Like synchronistically
Meeting an American
Guitar shop owner called Val
Short for Valentine
From somewhere like Virgina
On Thursday 12th of February
A couple of days after renewing
A sacred vow of love
And waking up in the shower
Like Bobby Ewing
So what if my dream is a little American
That I strive to be more
'Conservative'
'Individualistic'
'Liberal'
'Reformist'
'Religious'
'Realist'
'Fantasist'
'Selfish'
'Self interested'
And yes yes yes
'Heteronormative'
.......
Im not entirely convinced I can spell it
Sure you are all moving left
That is the tide of history
But Zeus and Jung
Demand in the name of my individuation
That I move Right
As is my right
So please let me pass
And please please please
Dont invoke my social class
Or my fading rational credentials
Or my lost revolutionary potentials
Just be pleased that I didnt turn into
Mussolini
And let me get on with playing
The gorrilla Fellini
Povey 2015