Bored
Bored
Lonely
ill
Still mental
Still
Why do I lose female friends
Like its the latest trend
Is it because
I go round the bend
Perhaps it would be easier if I were gay
Or stuck to only one at a time
I should say
Jealousy seems to get in the way
That and I cant get Skeltonics to pay
What good is it to cry and lament
When all my money is spent
Sex for me is strange alchemy
Its not as simple as sodomy
I can travel faster than light
Under laboratory conditions
I talk no shite
Perhaps I am blinded by my philogyny
Place too much faith in female hegemony
Perhaps women are just as selfish as men
And want me to themselves
Their own toy
In their own playpen
Women don't like sharing their toys
And they sure don't like sharing their boys
Is it so wrong to want to talk and drink tea
With a person with different genitals than me
And keep the conversation
95% sex free
What does it mean
If I say Vaseline
If the strap on
Is worn by a Queen
Do I mean he or her
ill give you time to confer
Most form relationships for vanity
I am just seeking a little dignity
I want to do right by my friends
And family
I've got a few notches on my belt
A few backsides I have felt
But honestly
What does it mean
..........
Just think about that
For a moment
Is it so wrong to seek atonement
Or any other 'spiritual' theme
Does that mean I play for the wrong team
Because I do not declare myself gay
And write what I want to say
About science and spiritualitay
Then people feel ok
To question to my face
Whether I might in fact
Be reactionaray
What would you say
If I said that today
I was going to stay home
And pray
Or chant
Or feel compassion for an ant
Or make myself pant
Putting my own hand in my own pant
Or read a little Kant
Or of my sanity take care
Or seek a peace that is rare
I don't want a free lunch
I just want to follow my hunch
That love is a simple energy
That true friends give
One and other
Simply and freely
Just because I lament
That sex often gets in the way
Doesn't make me bent
Doesn't make me gay
Doesn't make me reactionaray
Doesn't mean Im full of homophobic closet homosexualitay
I guess Im a bit pissed off today
I guess I feel life has dealt me a bum hand
Is all I have to say...
Povay 2013