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" But when the Holy Spirit comes upon you, you will be filled with power and you will be witnesses for me in Jerusalem, in all Judea and Samaria, and to the ends of the earth " - Acts 1:8
PRAYER INTENTION
Personal prayer intentions
I was scheduled for a program and the Lord told me what he will do at the prayer meeting- I came out and began to preach- just by preaching ooh- the Holy Spirit began to heal the sick, blind were seeing, people who couldn’t walk were walking, chains were being broken, all sort of miracles burst out, then I got excited and shared something that God discussed with me in the secret place that I was not yet given clearance to share. Instantly he left, he left ooh. If you are sensitive, you will know when he left. I knew I still had the anointing to bring more healing and deliverance to the people after he left because he didn’t leave with the anointing- I still had access to the anointing- so what I did was that I knelt down and began to cry- I stopped preaching - and the congregation thought I was high in spirit but I was asking for mercy, repenting -they said things like ooh what a humble preacher...
But I was looking for my supervising spirit, I had offended him- and I began to repent - I felt the departure of his presence like a gulf- in my heart. I began to repent- and plead with him, a time came I lay on the ground flat and the observers exclaimed oh, wow, this preacher is so filled with the spirit of God - but it had nothing to do with the congregation ooh I was just trying to get my supervising spirit to come back and then he returned and said its okay stand up. Similar thing happened at the beginning of last year- I began to sense the departure of my supervising Spirit, the Holy Spirit- I still had the anointing, but I was not going to continue without him, I dropped everything the preaching, the conferences, the rhythm of ministerial service and I run into the wilderness and I was determined not to return till I found him. Mind you, I still had the anointing ooh, I could go on, but I didn’t because I understand spiritual principles, people said all kind of things, ignorant people who knew nothing about spirituality and only cared about a denomination and the preservation of systems said all kind of things- as if I cared- I was determined to find my master, finding God was all that mattered to me.
See eerh, it is possible to go on with a program because you have an anointing, it is possible to still run a church because you have an anointing- but God is gone- he left long ago and that’s the story of most of you, your churches and your pastor, the anointing is still there, but God is not in it. May you not go on with something God has given you or made available to you while you have allowed God to leave you. Some of you God made available to you the gift of marriage and you allowed God to leave, God gave you a gift or blessing and you allowed him to go while you clinged on to the gift, letting go of the gift giver through whom the gift can operate well and make sense. Forgetting that only HE makes the gift and blessings meaningful and purposeful- may the Lord give you understanding.
Unfortunately, that’s the story of many churches and most people as you hear my voice, because the anointing is still at work, they think God is there- so after the program the guitarist came and asked me- why did you lie down like that- it was so touching- what encounter where you having- I replied, I offended God that is the reason why I knelt down and later laid down.
If you need a relationship with him, you must be robust in your life of repentance- herh- I ask for mercy like the way you breath in oxygen and God has taught me his ways- I know him experientially- just like your body has a language -like you know when you are hungry, sleepy or not feeling well, the same way your body educates you and you know what to do to get some relief- God will educate you experientially by expressing his pleasure or displeasure and you will know. You will them discover that God is not a man. Sometimes eerh at the height of preaching and ministering when everyone is hailing you, you will feel his displeasure. At a time when you think the church is well established when things are in place and people are hailing you- saying you are the man - most of those times you will see his displeasure. The crucial thing about repentance is that it proves that it is not the things he gave to you that you want but you want a relationship with him, a relationship with God- a relationship with the supervising spirit of your altar- that’s all you desire.
I know this in my own walk with God - that it can take just a little thing to make him walk away.
You must realise that the ways of men are not the ways of spirits. So If you know the things that are sensitive to God and what can make Him withdraw, and then you begin to avoid them, it means you are beginning to know God, and that’s when you walk with God begins. The only basis of knowing God is determined by your intimacy with him. And the mechanical process that keeps this experience going is the human attendant on the altar. If that altar loses that mechanical energy then you have shut down the entire system, so before you start this journey eerh tell yourself am not stopping- you need to make up your mind because it is something you will do intentionally – deliberately, consciously and you will do it willingly and not stop.
So, in the third phase you will begin to see how sensitive God is. And how that if human beings are going to walk with God we must be robust in our attitude of repentance and seeking for mercy every single day and minute.
Because of my life of repentance with God, I don’t only ask him mercy when I need it- or when there is an issue- one time I was driving from Ivory Coast to Ghana - and if you were with me after every 15 minutes you will hear me breath softly- Lord help me, lord have mercy on me, I am a foolish man, Lord help me- my mum use to do it a lot- I never understood till I caught the revelation later in life. She can be there- then all of a sudden, she will stretch and say Lord have mercy, she would have said it a couple of times before the day ended and as a child I always wondered why, but I picked it up subconsciously and also started until I understood the implications. When I hear you pray such prayers I know that you have started your journey into God. But when I hear you say some other things then I know you are still in yourself. You dont have an ALTAR, nor a supervising spirit.
Don’t get me wrong, we are men of faith-but in relating with God, the more you know God the more the capacity of your faith increases and the more you hide under his Mercy, and when you see people who are unable to exercise faith it is a proof of the fact that they have no relationship with God. Hear me when I tell you that your knowledge of God will make faith natural like the way breathing comes natural- faith won't look like a risk, if you still see faith as a risk – Oga/ Madam I put it to you- you have no altar, you are not investing consistently to provide the needed mechanical energy that will drive you intimacy with God.
I know you don’t like my talk but let it be on record that I showed you the way. And it will be your own choice to determine if you want to walk with God or not.
For some of us it was clear from birth that the only way we could make a headway was to know God and be intimate with him. Not to do religion or religious activity ooh, to know God- some of us that’s all we seek ooh, that’s why we are the way we are- you must know God so that you have the capacity to believe him- so for some of us the way out of the woods is that we did not have any other alternatives, we knew that it is by God or nothing and it is part of the reason you are like that- but most of you- because you have people to help you that's why you are the way you are- we did not ooh-we did not- in fact the people who were supposed to help us were looking for our death- So it now reduced our options and we knew that the only possibility of ever surviving and thriving was God.
And when the supervising spirit comes he will restrain you- a time will come the emphasis of the supervising spirit will be how you treat people, let’s say your wife that you are not handling well, for 4 years the Holy Spirit won’t mind you- then one day he will come and say let’s deal with this matter. Mmm Oga so you can make a phone call to all those people but you cannot say hello to your wife in the morning and say goodnight at night. He will leave- then you will say sorry. You wife will see change and think you have increased in love, she doesn’t know you had an encounter. And you will do it mechanically until the love comes back and when your love for her comes back, the Holy Spirit will now tell you that you were under a spell that was meant to break up your marriage.
Should I tell you something some, most husbands are under spells ooh. Herh do you know the charms this modern day ladies walk around with- your husband could just look at someone’s face, and just a smile from the lady- you have lost him lah- I know what I am talking about. Sometimes when you see your husband doing things out of sync, behaving in ways that is unlike him- don’t fight him-, go into prayer- if he was already like that you went ahead with the marriage then Madam that one nah your choice ooh- but if he wasn't like that.... and you are sure you yourself are behaving well at home- then....
TO BE CONTINUED...
Shalom and God bless you
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