Lucan
The Invisible Chains - in Persian زنجیرهای نامرئی
By John Kazerooni
There are wounds that injustice leaves upon a human being that no doctor can ever locate. They do not appear in X-rays, nor can they be measured by machines, yet they quietly live beneath the skin, flowing through memory like blood through veins. Lucan was born into such wounds.
He grew up in a low middle-class family in a struggling third-world country where uncertainty sat at the dinner table like an uninvited guest. In his childhood, survival itself often felt like labor. He watched his parents stretch dignity across hardship the way exhausted hands stretch a small blanket across too many children during a cold night. But poverty was not the deepest pain he witnessed. The deepest pain was injustice—fear of authority, fear of speaking, fear of being seen.
He still remembered the day the regime punished his father simply because he possessed a banned book. A book. Just paper and thought. Yet in places where power fears truth, even silence becomes suspicious. Lucan never forgot the expression in his father’s eyes. There is something tragic when a child realizes that reading some books itself can become dangerous. And perhaps that was the day Lucan quietly made a decision within himself: education would become his escape from humiliation. Not wealth. Not prestige. Not power. Freedom.
He studied relentlessly. While others slept, he carried his future like a man trying to outrun a storm. He earned his bachelor’s degree in his homeland, but deep inside he knew his journey could not end there. Then one day, against uncertainty, against fear, and even against the hesitation of his own family, he applied to universities in what he believed was the greatest land of freedom the world had ever known.
When the acceptance letter from one of the country’s most prestigious universities arrived, it felt almost unreal. For Lucan, it was not merely an academic acceptance. It felt like a door opening between two different worlds. Only after being accepted did he make the painful decision to leave his homeland behind. He moved across oceans carrying little more than hope, exhaustion, sacrifice, and invisible scars inherited from years of hardship.
Then something extraordinary happened. He earned his master’s degree and slowly began building a life in that new country. For a young man raised under oppression, the experience felt almost sacred. Freedom of speech. Freedom of thought. Freedom to question authority without trembling. To Lucan, freedom did not feel political; it felt deeply personal. It felt like oxygen.
He fell in love with the country not because it was perfect, but because it allowed imperfection to breathe openly. He chose to stay, became a citizen, worked hard, paid his dues, and eventually dedicated himself to serving the very nation he admired. After years of working in private industry, he accepted a position in one of the most powerful government organizations in the world. The salary was lower, but prestige and purpose outweighed money in his mind. He believed he was now contributing to something larger than himself.
During orientation, the organization repeatedly spoke of fairness, dignity, employee protection, harassment prevention, and ethical responsibility. Seminars filled with polished words. Policies framed beautifully on screens. Promises spoken with confidence. But human history has long taught us something painful: there is often a vast distance between what institutions preach and what they practice.
Still, Lucan ignored the small signs. He saw occasional unfairness, moments that disturbed him, but he convinced himself they were isolated stains in an otherwise clean stream. After all, he had escaped far worse things in life. Or so he believed.
Because Lucan carried the memory of hardship from childhood, he lived cautiously. He denied himself many pleasures so his children would never inherit the pain he once knew. Good schools. Stability. Security. Opportunity. He wanted to erase suffering from their future, even if he could never erase it from his own past.
Then one ordinary weekend changed everything.
While driving to the airport to pick up his son, Lucan received a call from his supervisor. A contractor had lost access to a database, and immediate recovery was needed. Lucan explained he was on the way to the airport but promised he would resolve the issue as soon as he returned home.
Hours later, when he got home, he logged into the system. What he discovered shocked him. The archive logs necessary for recovery of the database had already been deleted. He immediately contacted his boss, who admitted that, in an attempt to fix the issue quickly, he himself had accidentally deleted the critical files.
A mistake. Human error. Unfortunate, but understandable. Or at least that is what Lucan believed.
But a week later, he received a harsh formal letter from the boss of his boss accusing him of negligence. The letter claimed his actions caused the database loss and significant financial harm to the organization and contractor. It was forwarded to organizational leadership and disciplinary committees. And they demanded he sign it.
Sign the lie. Accept the blame. Carry the stain.
Lucan sat there staring at the document, and perhaps in that moment, something ancient inside him awakened. The frightened child who once watched power punish innocence had suddenly returned. Only now it wore a suit and tie.
Later, Lucan discovered that politics had quietly moved beneath the surface all along. The contractor had influence. Leadership needed justification for funding allocations and organizational decisions. A scapegoat was useful. Convenient. Disposable. And Lucan, despite years of loyalty and service, became part of a performance—a political theater.
The irony was unbearable. The same institution that lectured endlessly about abuse, ethics, and fairness had itself become the source of intimidation and false accusation.
But unlike his younger self, Lucan no longer remained silent. Childhood hardship had taught him something valuable: always prepare for storms, even when skies appear clear.
So he made a decision immediately. He resigned. He announced his retirement and walked away from the burden before the machinery of institutional power could fully close around him. Even though the organization later asked him to stay, something fragile had already broken.
Trust.
And once trust collapses inside the human heart, salaries, prestige, and titles become strangely meaningless.
Lucan often reflects upon how fortunate he was to free himself from those invisible chains. Yet so many terrifying questions still linger within him:
What if he had not been financially prepared to leave?
What if he had no savings, no options, no escape?
How many people remain trapped beneath false accusations simply because survival demands silence?
How many employees sign papers they know are untrue because mortgages must be paid and children must eat?
How many institutions speak beautifully about justice while quietly protecting hierarchy over truth?
And perhaps the most painful question of all: At what point does a system become so consumed with protecting itself that it forgets the human beings inside it?
History often teaches us to fear dictatorships, corrupt regimes, and obvious oppression. Yet sometimes injustice arrives dressed professionally, carrying policies, procedures, employee manuals, and carefully rehearsed language about ethics. Sometimes abuse smiles politely. Sometimes power hides behind procedure.
And sometimes democracy itself becomes so idealized in our imagination that we forget one uncomfortable reality: no system is immune to human weakness. Not governments. Not corporations. Not institutions. Not even organizations built upon promises of fairness.
Because justice is never guaranteed simply because it is written somewhere. Justice only survives when courage, accountability, and truth remain stronger than politics, fear, and convenience.
Lucan now understands something he never fully grasped as a young man dreaming of freedom: freedom is not merely the absence of chains. It is the presence of fairness. And without fairness, even the most beautiful systems can quietly become prisons for the human spirit.
Perhaps that is why the deepest wounds of workplace injustice are not financial. They are spiritual. They make people question their worth, their dignity, and their faith in humanity itself. And once a person begins losing faith in fairness, the world becomes a far colder place than poverty ever was.
So the questions remain, echoing far beyond Lucan’s story:
How many silent battles are hidden behind office doors?
How many careers are sacrificed to protect reputations above truth?
How many workers carry invisible humiliation home to their families each night?
How many children unknowingly inherit the anxiety their parents silently endure?
How many organizations speak of integrity while rewarding political survival?
And how many good people slowly lose pieces of themselves simply trying to survive systems that were supposed to protect them?
Perhaps the tragedy is not only that injustice exists. Perhaps the greater tragedy is how often human beings learn to normalize it.
And perhaps true civilization will not be measured by wealth, military strength, technology, or power—but by how safely an ordinary human being can stand before authority and still be treated with truth, dignity, and fairness.
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