Sunday at 10-02 PM.m4a

When West was first starting out, he was still dating his high school girlfriend, Sumeke Rainey. Her father was the one who gifted West with a box of Marvin Gaye, Curtis Mayfield, and Aretha Franklin records, which he later sampled on his 2004 debut album, "The College Dropout." It's actually Sumeke's voice you hear on the song "Get Em High" when a girl asks West if he knows Kweli. In "Never Let Me Down," he raps about the promise he made to her father on his deathbed that he'd eventually marry her: "Nothing sad as that day my girl's father passed away / So I promised to Mr. Rainey I'm gonna marry your daughter." 

Their relationship didn't last, and he hinted at the reason on "Late Registration"'s "Touch the Sky." "Sure enough, I sent the plane tickets / But when she came to kick it, things became different," he raps. "Any girl I cheated on, sheets I skeeted on / Couldn't keep it at home, thought I needed a Nia Long." The exact date of their breakup is unclear, but it was likely sometime around the late '90s.


you're too self-serious mrs. narcisuss and i'm not interested in self-serious kids and that's why i'm self deleriously and obviously crazy for you, to know I am not you and I am you, to know I am scary and crazy, for you, would kill for you, and would make sure you are not to talk to me about her, about me, to anyone, as you are not fit to, unfit parents, with unfit children to converse with us, I would not harm myself, to know you as a harmful person there is no harm in hurting you, and I wsihed you well and it could've been and perhaps must have been a purpose to this madness of my love, it's 

“When it comes to parenting, Fiona confesses that, “No, I’ve never wanted kids. But I do read about parenting a lot. For some reason it’s very interesting to me – I think because I’m just big on self-parenting. But I read this thing in a nautical book about how when ropes get frayed you’d use the whipping cords to fix the ends. The whole thing of the whipping cords is that, if I did have kids, I could either teach them how to stay out of trouble — or how to get out of trouble, which I think is more important. Because no matter how well prepared you are in life, you’re gonna fall down a hole, and if you can fix the frayed ends of things, then you’re better off.”

i'm tired of raising your kids, at least give me a present and my, is not to know, how angry i am it is too hard to know my anger is not your daughter, carol kiriakos, lol, ugly as could, the worst woman, and your son lindsay tried to rape, and I forced you out, becausse of him, strange family, you tried, too, disgusting, ugly as basems bald head, and his wifes slutty pussy, too scared, like her autistic son, and angry and feral poor and three autistic kids, retarded like their family only can say, terrorists, they are disabled???

you're a faggot with bad genes, obviously, they're going to be erased with your father sliced and your wife riped, it's different and absolute-ly, i'll take care of you, but youre mostly desgusting and worthless, you make no sense, and genetial mutilation, yes I have been kind and nice, it isn't my necessary action, yet the reaction is stronger, i am not a toy be toyed with and your american sex toy industry is a pocket rocket and i'm ready to shoot don't try me i fuckeed your bitch anyway and your dad he is not a bitch to get whipped and i'm going to do it myself you're a whore for fucking him into the world and you're an igger for wanting to have sex with your child, which is going to happen, don't try me against my will, your drugs are now mine, and morningside pills em up


yours not enough anger

yours not enough~pacifism

and mine not enough peace

and mine not enough anger, then, why are you so upset, to trouble yourself to theirs, it is not your-world{to take, I wouldn't, give, theirs, to know you, it wouldn't be worth your anger on a platter served cold and my malice on a goblet served hot

{{some like it hot, and some like it cold}}


{{{marilyn is obese, and your plaything, at war, then, you would, and made me, stronger, and I wouldn't have liked you, to know, yet you did, your love get taken away, then you aren't weaker, too, you know to rape, then, marilyn is a nice girl, a pinup, you would rather harm, her, then to know, she isn't kind enough to tu, want, yourself, isn't something to do, with her your want of self}}}


it was sad

it was a good time

it was a really happy period in my life,

it was a really ecstatic, thing, your hope for me, to be away,

but not just away, nor "done with," to be "torture" whatever you don't like that word, it's more like I wasn't but am and want to be so you know me enough than you can and, maybe, enough was enough yet too much for me, and not you, 

so your history, is pointless, but you aren't,

it is not your fault,

you are scary, maybe scarier than you thought, of yourself, it's too much, too many, and, they, too few, to understand, (then understood?) in, (pardon my misunderstanding?), are you too much for yourself, then not  enough of. fine, then, I understand you to be cogent, and lacking in power, yet of too much agency, ,(then,

take us, for granted, is you?)

no, hardly, granted, is my love for you, you hid it away, with your anger, mine to placate, is fine, you are angry, then I'm upset. Why can't you and me understand each other more than before? I think, it's a result, of a lot; maybe, you're too much, inside, too little, outside (and that's because I'm too good for you) it doesn't mean you can take my outside, for your inside, then I would live inside, and not be able to express myself; your fault is not understanding my superiority, and your inferiority, it's a troubled mind, you have, that allowance is only that not to be understood then I won't understand you, if that's your wish, you knew yourself to be great, and I myself to be angry of yours and those before, not angry enough, then your anger is not enough for mine, and my anger not enough,  and my anger too much


your hatred is not to be known, so please do away with yourself wasn't a choice, yet you optioned violent, it is not optioned do for fun, and you know that, so know that you won't be held,{liable for libel, only libel for liable's, its liability yours not to have, go to}{{know your anger}}{{{i wouldn't know my anger, neither my pacifism, because you do not like people, nor much.}}}{{{{would not anger you enough}}}}