NILWM - 47

Yeseo’s hands fumbled awkwardly over his firm chest. The heat of his solid muscles on her palms felt so good. Her hands stroked the fine muscles, then moved to his erect nipples and areola.

Suddenly, she became curious. If she teased him here, would he feel the same way she did? Could she understand how he felt if she did what he had just done to her—kneading, biting, sucking, and licking her breasts?

Yeseo’s hands moved on their own, as if controlled by her thoughts. She gently stroked one of Juhyeok’s nipples with the inside of her thumb and then softly pressed it with the tip of her nail. The reaction was instantaneous.

“Hnnng.”

He bit his lips, as if chewing them. But a moan he couldn’t swallow escaped with his short breaths.

“You... Hah.”

What would it taste like if I sucked on this? Does everyone’s nipple taste sweet? Is that why Sunbae sucks on mine like that...?

Yeseo puckered her lips, put his dark red nipple in her mouth, and moved her tongue. It didn’t taste sweet. But it had Han Juhyeok’s unique, piquant scent. The moment she put force on her tongue and sucked, just as he had done to her, her shoulders were roughly grabbed.

His eyes were bloodshot, and his lips were twisted. He looked angry, but she instinctively knew he wasn’t. She just felt an extreme level of excitement.

“Do you feel good, too, Sunbae?”

Just like I did. Her hands, which had been on his rock-solid chest, moved down to his stomach, and then further down, stopping at his iliac crest. She stroked the protruding bone and slightly pulled her hips back, revealing the glans that had been buried in her inner walls.

Where did she get the courage to do that? Her two hands unknowingly went down below his member and touched his testicles. She was curious about how that would feel, too. Her palms moved upward, and before she knew it, both of her hands were supporting the middle of his erect cock.

It was hot and soft. The velvet-like skin, heated and firm, was still standing straight, its tip tilted to one side.

Yeseo looked up at him, his breath coming in a frightful gasp. Han Juhyeok was glaring at her silently, his chest heaving. Even though his eyes seemed to want to swallow her whole, there was no hatred or malice in them. Instead, they were filled with a desperate, feverish desire and another emotion that seemed to overflow.

What should she call that fervent and intense emotion? Mania, possessiveness, lust—whatever it was, he wasn’t in his right mind. Han Juhyeok wasn’t normal right now. And neither was she.

“Ugh...!”

Yeseo gave her hands a squeeze in her nervousness, and a groan escaped his throat. Han Juhyeok narrowed his brows and covered her hands with his own. Then, without much effort, he removed her hands from his shaft. It wasn’t rough, but it wasn’t gentle, either, as if he was handling something that might break.

Haa. With a hot breath that felt like saliva was about to drip, Yeseo looked up at him with frightened eyes. A jolt ran down her spine from their intertwined gazes. Just making eye contact was enough to make the area between her legs feel hot and flushed.

In the next moment, her vision went dark as his lips swallowed hers again. Han Juhyeok held her so tight she felt like she would break and began to kiss her fiercely.

After their upper bodies were pressed together, his member entered between her legs again, and their lower bodies fit perfectly together, resuming their movements. A loud, lustful scream burst from her lips in the brief moment their mouths separated.

“Ah, hng! Aaah...”

His member slammed all the way in at once, completely filling her inner walls. He pushed his hips upward and didn’t pull back. Even though he had penetrated to the very end, to the point where there was no more room, he was still pushing the head up to the front of her cervix, as if there was still more room.

“Ah, Sun, Sunbae! It hurts, it hurts...!”

As Yeseo burst into tears, it seemed to snap him back to his senses, and he pulled his hips back. Then he cupped her cheeks with both hands and kissed her softly.

“I’m sorry. I got too excited.”

He soothed her for a while before slowly thrusting his hips. The movements as he pounded into her got faster and more intense. But he didn’t press all the way in with the force of trying to penetrate to her lower abdomen like before. With each slapping impact and rhythm, her pleasure gradually intensified.

Fuck. It’s so tight.

She didn’t even hate the vulgar words he was muttering, which were unlike his usual self. Rather, they created a seductive vibration that further stimulated her pleasure, and she felt like she was losing her mind.

Yeseo held his neck tightly, sobbing and hiccuping, and repeated her shrill cries. She could only catch her breath when he stopped moving for a moment to fondle and play with her breasts.

But that was only for a moment; as her gasps subsided and her tearful cries became a faint hum, he would inevitably put force back into his hips and pound and thrust. With each thrust, the speed at which her fluids leaked out and soaked her insides also increased.

Hah, hah. The sound of their gasps and the slapping of flesh filled the room. At some point, her pelvis lifted, and her legs went over his shoulders, bringing the tightly fitted junction into her blurry vision. As if they had been one body from the start, his fully inserted cock was completely buried inside her and wasn’t visible.

As he lifted his hips, which had been bent over, and moved a little faster, she could finally see the flesh going in and out of her opening. The veiny shaft was a deeper scarlet color than it had been before insertion.

Every time his cock thrust into her inner walls and then retreated, her inner flesh would cling to the shaft and get pulled out. Her inner flesh was so much softer than his that it was easy to distinguish with a single glance. At the sight, which was indescribably obscene, Yeseo squeezed her eyes shut.

In her life, this was the first time she had seen such a messy and lewd scene yet wished for it not to stop. She felt crazy for thinking that way.

The motion of her hips moving against his, the cries that boiled up from the depths of her throat like a sigh, her two hands that were holding his neck tightly and wouldn’t let go—everything felt as if she wasn’t in her right mind.

He, who had been thrusting his hips and burying his member in her mindlessly, eventually stopped moving. Hah. A short sigh was followed by a gentle touch as his hand affectionately brushed her disheveled hair away.

“...Are you okay?”

He asked even though he knew she couldn’t be okay.

“Are you tired?”

Yes. Yeseo sobbed. Even though he had stopped moving, she was short of breath from the pressure of him being fully inside her.

“I’m tired. But it doesn’t hurt as much as the first time, so...”

She pursed her lips and eventually blurted it out.

“Let’s do it. All the way.”

He let out a sigh as if it were constricting his throat. A bead of sweat dripped again from his slightly furrowed brow.

“You’re really...”

His two hands cupped her cheeks and kissed her again. Yeseo made a silent groan, her tongue being held by his. As he leaned his body over, his member pressed against the concave spot in front of her cervix.

“Where did you come from? If you weren’t here...”

How boring and shitty would my life have been? At the barely audible whisper, Yeseo put force into her hands that were on his shoulders. But there was no time to reply.

After the subsequent slapping and intense rhythm, they both reached their climax together. Even after a long climax, he didn’t let go of her and held her tightly in his arms. It felt as if they were the only two people left in the world.

Yeseo fell asleep in a state of complete joy and fulfillment.

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They reached their climax two more times upstairs after that. However, the afterglow of their perfect second time together was replaced with shock and confusion a few hours later.

“What did you say?”

Yeseo, wearing his shirt, which was as big as a sack, let her wet hair hang down and opened her eyes wide. She couldn’t believe what she had just heard.

The two of them were sitting across from each other at the upstairs table past midnight, sipping the cinnamon apple tea he had made. Everything had been perfect until Han Juhyeok opened his mouth, saying he had something to tell her.

The perfume and bracelet he had given her as a New Year’s gift, following his Christmas gift, were also wonderful. The bracelet, in particular, seemed quite expensive, although she couldn’t see the price tag because he had removed it.

“I’m going to the military. Next Monday.”

His voice was so calm. It was as if he was nonchalantly telling her what the weather would be like today.

“Sunbae, what did you just...”

“That’s what happened. I’m sorry. I should have told you sooner.”

Yeseo blinked blankly. Her mug shook, and she almost spilled her tea. She couldn’t believe it.

It had been exactly one month since they had started dating seriously. Only one month had passed since December 10th of last year, the day he confessed and they had their first kiss. They had their first sexual encounter by chance a while ago, and they had just had their second one only a few hours ago.

“You’re going to the military? And a week from now?”

Her mind suddenly started racing. She wasn’t an expert, but she knew that it took at least a few months from applying to getting a final confirmation. There was no way a conscription could be decided so suddenly, especially when there wasn’t a war.

“When did you apply, no... When was it confirmed?”

“I applied in September and was accepted in November.”

He paused for a moment and then continued.

“That was before things happened between you and me. To be honest, I did it half in a fit of rage. To stop seeing you, to take a leave of absence and go to the military.”

It was too hard seeing you at school.

Yeseo was speechless at his addition. The thought that he had tried so hard to deny his feelings and avoid her was startling. He had seemed so nonchalant on the outside, but she was now in awe.

“Then you should have told me when we met in early December.”

Even so, the shock of being blindsided hadn’t subsided. If he had already completed the preparations in November... Then was the reason he had urgently finished the security project at the beginning of the year because of the military?

Tears suddenly welled up. Okay. Whether I knew then or know now, him going to the military won’t change. So I have to accept it rationally, she thought to herself, but her emotions couldn’t.

“How can you just... inform me unilaterally like this? We’ve only just started dating.”

Yeseo rubbed her teary eyes with the back of her hand and stood up abruptly. She was furious. It was outrageous that they had only just started their difficult relationship and now had to be apart for a full year and a half. And to tell her only a few days before he had to report, without giving her any time to mentally prepare.

“Yeseo, wait a minute.”

He approached her as if flustered. Yeseo harshly pushed his hand away. Tears welled up in her eyes again, and her emotions overwhelmed her.

“That day, when you asked me to be your girlfriend, you should have told me beforehand. Why on earth didn’t you say anything until the end? Was it because you were afraid I’d reject you...?”

That couldn’t be it. She would have been sad and disappointed, but she wouldn’t have said no just because of something that had already been decided before they even started dating. He was the first person she had ever loved, and she had been pining for him for a full year.