FI - EPILOGUE

The sound of a pen scratching on paper filled the quiet study. Then the sound stopped, and a long sigh escaped.

“Hah, am I stupid?”

Saya flipped back and forth through the pages of her workbook, looking dejected. Her confidence was dropping with each difficult math problem.

“If you’re stupid, then everyone else must be dead.”

Saya’s head snapped around. Her dejected face brightened as if bathed in brilliant light.

“Director!”

They had seen each other that morning before he went to work, but she was still so glad to see him. Ki Shin-je took a big step toward Saya, who had her arms wide open. He had doted on her, saying she was beautiful, and she had grown more accustomed to his affection. He wanted her to experience all the things she couldn’t when she was younger, and he indulged her every whim.

“Math again?”

“Yes, math is just too hard.”

Saya, held in Ki Shin-je’s arms, was crestfallen. She chastised herself, but Saya was a bright girl. All her tutors praised her intelligence. They were amazed, saying she could aim for a SKY university with her upcoming college entrance exam. She had even easily passed her high school equivalency exam, and a thrilled Soeun had thrown her a party at Dodamun. The only guests were Soeun, Siyeong, Lim Woojin, Park Seokhyun, and Ki Shin-je, but Saya had a great time. Ki Shin-je was a little irritated, however, when Kwon Soeun urged Saya to go to university, telling her how fun campus life would be.

A few days later, Saya cautiously asked if she could go to university, and Ki Shin-je eventually agreed. He had already hired only female tutors because he didn’t want to send her to a cram school, and he still watched her on a tablet when he was away.

“This is very difficult. It’s an advanced course. What are you trying so hard for?”

He kissed her on the forehead, picked her up, and sat down in the single armchair by the window. Saya sat facing him on his lap, her legs straddling his, and looked up at him with sparkling eyes. She took his tie in both hands and started to loosen it, pouting slightly. It seemed he had an appointment that evening. When he had evening plans, he always stopped by the house to see Saya first before leaving.

“I heard you were really good at studying, Director.”

Did she know she was getting prettier and prettier? Ki Shin-je held Saya’s cheeks and kissed her pouting lips.

“It’s better for your mental health not to compare yourself to me.”

She deliberately sighed at his chuckling. She had prepared for the high school equivalency exam without much thought. Soeun had told her that most people graduate from high school. After passing, Saya’s world had expanded a little. She wanted to be a partner Ki Shin-je could be proud of.

“You’re a little mean, Director.”

She placed the loosened tie on the floor and unbuttoned his shirt one by one. She was just unbuttoning it so he could be comfortable, since he always changed clothes and went out when he came home, but Ki Shin-je’s eyes narrowed.

There she goes again, driving him crazy without even realizing it. He pulled her waist toward him, pressing their lower bodies tightly together.

“You’ve lost weight again. If you lose any more, I’ll make you quit studying or anything else.”

She was already a picky eater and didn’t eat much, but when she was focused on something, she wouldn’t eat unless someone reminded her. He clicked his tongue in disapproval, looking at her slender face.

“You won’t, though.”

Saya replied naively.

“Have I been too soft on you?”

“A little, haven’t you?”

Ki Shin-je bit her neck. A giggle-filled gasp escaped, and Saya gripped his shoulder tightly. Seeing the teeth marks on her fair skin, his sharp eyes gleamed with a sensual light.

Her chest tingled, and her insides grew so hot it felt like they were melting. Saya pulled Ki Shin-je closer and hugged him. Opening her small mouth, she began to suck and explore his tongue with a skill that was not clumsy but not quite expert either. The act of mingling tongues was as lewd and debauched as mingling bodies. Ki Shin-je chuckled softly at Saya’s kiss. He returned her kiss, sucking on the tongue of his young lover, who was growing up so beautifully. He ran his large hand down her small back, which he could cover with one hand, then moved to her breasts and squeezed them.

“Ugh!”

He found her nipples right through her clothes and scraped at them with his nails. Even though she experienced it every time, she couldn’t get used to it. Saya sucked on his tongue and wriggled her hips. Ki Shin-je pulled his lips away, quickly took off her T-shirt and bra, and threw them on the floor. Her erect nipples, flushed crimson, made his mouth water. He sucked on the adorable, flower-like nipples blooming on the white snow of her chest.

“Aah!”

Her nipple and areola were sucked completely into his mouth and vigorously licked. If it weren’t for his hand supporting her back, Saya would have fallen over. The tingling pleasure became a fuse that craved even greater ecstasy. The moisture that had been flowing from her vagina since their kiss had soaked her panties and pants. As her nipples were repeatedly sucked, bitten with his teeth, and licked with his tongue, Saya’s body trembled.

“You’re so lewd, getting off just from having your nipples sucked. Should I make you come just with your nipples?”

He continued to bite her nipples with his teeth. A sharp pain mixed with pleasure, making the hair on her arms stand up. The body he had tamed accepted pain as pleasure.

“Mmm, no, hah!”

Her wet, gushing underside felt ticklish. Her body was diligently responding. It was urging its owner to give it the pleasure that seemed unearthly, a pleasure as massive as a weapon. The agonizing thirst felt like it was eating away at her brain.

“Who the fuck taught you this?”

Saya rubbed her lower body against Ki Shin-je’s cock. The way she moved her hips was so vulgar that a vein throbbed on his temple. Saya, in a frenzy, pursued the pleasure, shaking her hips and saying,

“Aah, ...you did, Director, uh-huh!”

making Ki Shin-je go crazy. She was annoyed that their clothes were getting in the way and she couldn’t move freely. As if sensing her feelings, Ki Shin-je changed his position, sitting Saya on the sofa. He expertly took off her pants and panties, and propped her slender, beautiful legs on either side of the armrests. Her smooth, hairless vulva was spread open, exposed in a lewd manner. Ki Shin-je sat between her legs, holding her splayed thighs in both hands. The water-filled amber eyes of Saya were hazy with desire. Saya, knowing what he was about to do, began to squirm.

“No, no, Director! Don’t, aah!”

Having her vulva licked was the one thing Saya found most unbearable. Ki Shin-je had trained her in such a way that every time he licked her, she would pee, making her mortified.

“Your pussy is so pretty, why should I stop?”

His hot breath hit her, followed by his tongue licking her vulva. It was a pity Saya couldn’t feel the sensation of his tongue against her. He put a small piece of flesh in his mouth and sucked, then bit it with his teeth. The juices gushed from her hole. Even as Saya shrieked, Ki Shin-je didn’t flinch, meticulously licking her all the way to her anus. Her pink, wriggling anus was maddeningly beautiful. So Ki Shin-je sucked at it like a starved man.

“Heehee, there, there, eek!”

Saya bit the back of her hand and burst into tears. It was humiliating, but pleasure washed over her like waves. Knowing Ki Shin-je’s persistent nature, she felt despair, but her body didn’t feel the same, and it was driving her crazy.

“It’s not for putting things in, so why does it twitch? Why is this part so pretty?”

He licked her gaping anus, then moved down to her vaginal opening and thrust his tongue inside. She kept twitching her hips, so he gripped her thighs tightly, leaving red handprints. He licked her widely spread vulva to his heart’s content. Saya’s crying moans grew louder. He stood his tongue on end, thrust it into her opening, and scraped at the small piece of flesh with his teeth, and water gushed out. Even though it wasn’t pee, Saya was so humiliated by the fluid that she sobbed. Because she looked so beautiful every time she cried like a child when she came, he licked her vaginal mound until it left a mark.

“You come so well, why are you crying again?”

Saya was unable to speak, sobbing and unable to come down from her climax. She didn’t seem to realize how shameful it was to have her vulva spread open in front of a man’s eyes. Moreover, knowing that this was not the end but the beginning, the pleasure she had to feel more and more of was both good and terrifying.

“You, ugh, always, ugh, do this, ugh, ugh.”

A while ago, Saya had vaguely asked if they could just have sex by insertion, and that night, he had only done insertion sex until she fainted. She had come so much that she felt a bloating sensation in her lower abdomen. Ki Shin-je, who kept pushing his come back into her pussy and thrusting his cock in again, was like a madman.

“You prefer just being fucked? Should I do that for you?”

“Ugh! No!”

Her bottom wasn’t torn, but it was so swollen that she had to spend half a day in the bathroom trying to soothe it. Saya huffed and puffed, reaching out her arms toward him. Ki Shin-je smiled and hugged her. Her thin body was trembling faintly. She was stuck to him, breathing heavily, afraid of what he might do to her vulva next.

“Saya, I haven’t fucked you yet.”

At Ki Shin-je’s low voice, Saya shook her head frantically, pressing herself closer to him and burying her face in his neck. Ki Shin-je’s amused laughter echoed softly in the study.

****

Saya was ambitious about her studies, which she had started late. She wanted to do well and get into a good university. It was the first time she realized there were so many universities in Korea, and that they all had different rankings. She memorized English words while eating, and when she was with Ki Shin-je, she would ask him about her studies, only to be swept up by him.

“I’m a little late, oh, you really were here.”

Soeun sat in a cafe and laughed at Saya, who was memorizing English words. She rolled up her jacket and bag together, placed them carelessly next to her, and tilted her head to look at Saya’s face. She was secretly thrilled that Ki Shin-je was acting possessive over Saya’s studies, but Saya had definitely lost some weight. She should have some baby fat on her face at this age, but her already small face was on the verge of disappearing.

“Oh, unnie. I just got here too.”

Saya smiled, fiddling with her English vocabulary book. A year had passed since she first met Soeun, and it was spring again. This spring, Saya had voted for the first time. The man who became president in that election was her father, and Saya met him officially for the first time. Unlike Saya, who felt nothing, Choi Beom’s emotions seemed to well up, and he smiled with tears in his eyes. Although she had become the president’s daughter against her will, Saya’s exposure was minimized by Choi Beom and the Jeya Group.

“Ki Shin-je was bragging about how well you’re studying.”

Soeun held up a menu and ordered four brunch meals from the waiter. Saya’s eyes widened, and she tilted her head, wondering who else was coming, but Soeun just smiled brightly, saying she wouldn’t let her leave until she ate it all.

“I’m trying hard, but Director is just saying that.”

“Oh my, Ki Shin-je isn’t the type to say empty words.”

Saya smiled faintly and looked at the phone on the table. Even though she saw him in the evening after he left for work in the morning, she kept wanting to see him.

“It’s going to be something when our Saya goes to university. Hehehe.”

Soeun looked at Saya and raised her perfectly drawn eyebrows, looking amused.

“Is university that fun?”

To Saya, who asked so innocently, Soeun waved her hand.

“University isn’t fun. I mean something else will be fun.”

Saya looked at Soeun, who was speaking in a way she didn’t understand, when her phone rang. A big smile appeared on Saya’s face. There was no mistaking who it was.

“Yes, Director. Unnie is here.”

Before Soeun arrived, Saya had texted him that Soeun hadn’t arrived yet, and he had clicked his tongue, saying she shouldn’t be friends with someone who has no sense of time. Another time he said she shouldn’t be friends with her because she had a bad temper, and another time because she swore too much. In any case, the point was not to be friends, but he still allowed Saya to meet Soeun.

-You’re such a pushover, tsk. Making someone wait.

Saya covered her phone with both hands and looked at Soeun, afraid his voice would come out of the phone. Soeun seemed to understand, shrugging and crossing her arms.

“I’m just going to eat and then go back home.”

-Mmm, you’re going back home?

Saya’s eyes widened slightly at Ki Shin-je’s tone. Soeun stared intently at Saya’s amber eyes.

“Should I not go back home?”

He was probably trying to make time for her. Her heart was beating wildly and fast. She didn’t know why she still felt this way after all this time. A ticklish laugh was heard near her ear.

-Your voice sounds very hopeful.

“Yes, I’m hopeful.”

-What do you think I’m going to do?

Saya smiled brightly. The blue sky outside was dazzling. The spring that had come to her was so good it brought tears to her eyes.

“Anything, anything you want, Director, is okay.”

Ki Shin-je called her name. Saya answered her lifelong wish, hoping his voice calling her name wasn’t a dream. She wanted to see him.

[End]