NILWM - 42

She felt like she was going crazy. Her two slender legs wrapped around his back, at the same time squeezing the cock that was buried deep inside her. The sensation of her inner walls clinging on with all their might, as if sucking him in whole, was maddeningly good. She felt like she could die like this.

Shit.

His head was numb with a fervent possessiveness. Even though he already had her, he wanted more. He wanted to fill her from head to toe with his scent and his fluids, to completely corrupt Min Yeseo, to devour her whole. Even though she was already as defenseless as she could be, it still wasn’t enough.

He lifted his gaze, wet with sweat, to look at Yeseo panting beneath him, taking her in with his eyes. She was so perfect it was unbelievable. Her glossy, apricot-colored face, her collarbones below her neck, her breasts flushed red from his touch, the sensuous line of her waist and pelvis—she was beautiful without a single flaw.

He put his hands behind her pelvis, gripped her buttocks tightly, and thrust his hips even harder. Their pubic bones pressed together, and now all that was visible at their point of connection was their intertwined pubic hair.

Thump, thump. The bed shook as if it would collapse, mixing with Yeseo’s sobs and his own dog-like panting, making his ears ring. He thought it would be fine if he went deaf.

He let out a hollow laugh of regret. Why had he held back for so long? If he had known the inside of Min Yeseo would be so exhilarating. If he had known that fucking together would be so maddeningly good, he would have done it on the first day he had the urge. He would have found a way to persuade her and brought her to a hotel to hold her all night long.

What a fool. He had lost all self-control like this...

Juhyeok leaned his upper body forward and embraced Yeseo. He thrust his hips even deeper in that position, and Yeseo dug in her nails. The stinging pain of her nails digging into his back was exhilarating. Her moans, which grew slightly louder with each thrust, clung to his ears like honey.

• “Sunbae. What should I do...? I’m so upset... and it’s so hard...”

The moment he heard that voice message, he completely lost his reason. Even if they started dating, he had intended to keep a certain distance and not get swept away by his emotions. But his resolution was for naught; whenever he saw her, his heart would quickly soften.

So he planned to prioritize work first, then work, and only allot a third or fourth-place priority and a small amount of time to Min Yeseo. He wanted to continue their relationship only as long as he had the upper hand and could control himself.

His feelings for Min Yeseo were genuine. But what was more important than that was the self-control to maintain a careful balance so that the line between reason and emotion wouldn’t be blurred.

Just for today. Only until today.

His hips surged again, and the headboard slammed against the wall. For now, he wanted to put aside all his resolutions and focus only on the present reality. To be exact, he wanted to focus only on the desire to completely devour Min Yeseo, inside and out, by soaking her in his scent and his fluids.

“Ah, Su- Sunbae... Hng! Uh!”

Yeseo was now moving her hips in rhythm with his thrusts. Her beautiful, perky breasts jiggled wildly, and her pelvis danced up and down. He felt like he would go blind from their perfect combination. The fine hairs on his entire body stood on end, and his muscles throbbed with spasms.

Juhyeok lifted Yeseo’s pelvis, placed her legs over his shoulders, and thrust again. The sensation of his blunt glans filling up to the cervix made Yeseo’s eyes widen.

“Ah, Sunbae, it’s too deep, hah, too deep-”

“I’ll go slow...”

His member thrust in at a nearly vertical angle. But he gritted his teeth and slowed down his pace so the impact wasn’t too great.

He didn’t want Yeseo to feel pain. If he had pushed her to his satisfaction from the beginning, she might have broken. He was afraid that the initial shock would be so great that she would say she never wanted to do it again.

“Yeseo...”

“Yeseo, Yeseo.” He slowly thrust his hips, whispering her name over and over again. Like a broken record, he kept calling out only her name, as if he couldn’t remember anything else.

During the last few powerful thrusts, the veins on his forehead and the back of his neck stood out distinctly. Between the regret of not wanting to finish and the urge to let go all at once, he ultimately chose the latter.

“Aah- Ah, hnnng-”

In the climax, his beast-like growls were buried by Yeseo’s sharp cries. Right before he ejaculated, he pulled his hot, swollen cock out and placed it on Yeseo’s abdomen. As he sprayed his semen, milky splatters began to splash all over her smooth, ivory-colored belly and chest.

Yeseo was defenseless, her limbs spread wide, gasping for breath. Her face and entire body were so flushed that the pale, milky fluids scattered all over her looked like a pattern.

Juhyeok collapsed next to her, closing his eyes for a moment. His teeth involuntarily ground together from a pleasure he had never tasted in his life. He felt profoundly satisfied, yet a sense of unease was also starting to rise. Without realizing it, he pulled Yeseo close and held her.

Half-dazed, Yeseo peacefully nestled into his arms, but she didn’t open her eyes. After a while, her ragged breathing evened out into soft, regular breaths. She had fallen deeply asleep in his embrace.

His heart ached with a profound feeling. Juhyeok brushed the loose hair from her forehead and kissed her face all over. She was unbearably lovely. He was happy, feeling like she was finally his. At the same time, he was anxious.

He held her tightly like a baby bird for a moment before gently moving her away from his body and heading to the bathroom. He didn’t forget to close the door so no sound would leak out while he opened the hot water tap to fill the tub.

Juhyeok returned to Yeseo only after the tub was full and gently lifted her into his arms. Even as he lowered her naked body into the moderately warm bath and washed her overused muscles and inner parts, Yeseo didn’t wake up once. It seemed she had been completely exhausted.

A faint smile appeared on his face in the mirror. The smile slowly faded. But his hands, which were carefully washing her as if she might break, remained gentle.

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The person who woke Yeseo from her deep sleep was the hotel’s morning call—or rather, it should have been called an afternoon call.

• “We are calling to prepare and bring up your pre-booked room service lunch. Is now a good time? Or would you prefer a different time?”

“What? Oh... Yes, y-you can send it now. Thank you.”

She answered absentmindedly, put down the phone, and looked up at the wall clock. It was just past noon.

“Oh my. How many hours did I sleep? Until this late in the day...”

But when she thought about it, she hadn’t even slept for five hours. Through a small gap in the curtains, she could see the hazy winter sky and the tops of skyscrapers. On the spot where he had been lying, there was a memo, a shopping bag, and a box.

[Yeseo. I don’t know when you’ll wake up, but I’ve ordered room service for noon so you can eat and sleep more. I’ve also checked you in for another night, so you can rest for another day. Call me when you wake up.]

Next to it were a fatigue supplement and a cardboard box containing new underwear. How did he even get underwear? Yeseo’s face flushed red again from his thoughtfulness and the embarrassment of it all.

Looking again, it wasn’t just underwear. The shopper bag next to it contained a winter coat and a cashmere dress. They were brand new and had the logos of quite expensive brands. Yeseo was surprised and grabbed her phone again.

[Sunbae. I just woke up. But what are the coat and clothes for? Aren’t they really expensive?]

A reply came back shortly.

[Just wear them. You didn’t even get to properly pack your clothes yesterday. I was thinking about your Christmas present anyway, so I just picked them out.]

[What? But I didn’t prepare anything...]

Actually, she had been thinking of getting a tumbler. Despite some financial constraints, she had gotten a good tutoring job because of him and had planned to buy the most expensive items from a popular coffee franchise to give him before they met on the 25th at the latest.

[You already gave me one. A very big one.]

There seemed to be a playful tone in the text.

[Are you okay? I’m a bit busy right now, I’ll call you in 10 minutes.]

The message ended there. Yeseo touched the pinkish dress and the camel-colored coat alternately, and without realizing it, her face grew hot. The events of the previous night came back to her, and her cheeks burned. She must have exhausted all her energy and passed out in the bathtub during another round of lovemaking after she had woken up.

Now that she thought about it, the area between her legs was also tingling. Yeseo lifted the sheet and examined her smooth, dry naked body. Her lower belly was red and bumpy, and the skin around her vulva was noticeably swollen.

At the time, she thought she was fine, with only a slight ache in her waist. But the moment she put her feet down on the carpet below the bed, she realized she was not okay at all.

“Ah!”

Her entire legs, from her thighs to her ankles, were stiff as stone. It was hard even to walk to the bathroom. She didn’t have the strength to stand under the shower, so she filled the tub and slowly washed herself. Just as she was finishing, room service arrived, and she rushed to get dressed in a robe to bring the food inside.

In the midst of all this, she remembered she had to call her mother. She picked up her phone and sank onto the sofa. She had one missed call from her mother earlier in the morning.

• “Where are you? Are you home? Did you go to Chaerin’s place last night?”

“Oh, not yet. I’m still at another friend’s house... Actually, I’m not feeling well, so I’m going to leave a little later.”

Guilt pricked her heart. She remembered a few times when her friends would sleep over with their boyfriends and ask her to lie for them, saying they had stayed up with her all night. She had never dreamed that would be her one day.

• “What’s wrong? Are you having a reaction to the birth control pills you’ve been taking for your irregular periods?”

“No, it’s not that. I just have some body aches. I’ll be home before dinner.”

• “Alright, I understand.”

Through the phone, she could hear Jo Soomin’s voice greeting a customer. As soon as she finished the call with her mother, Han Juhyeok called. It seemed he had handled the immediate crisis.

Her heart thumped as she pressed the call button. The thought that this would be their first conversation when they were both fully conscious after their first time together made her so nervous. It was a different kind of trembling than the one she had felt from his text messages just moments ago.