FI - 14

“Haah.”

The sea visible through the window blurred, then went dark, then blurred again. The sun was setting, and the sky was a breathtaking mix of gray and purple. Sa-ya rubbed her forehead against the cold windowpane before tilting her head back. Her naked, white body was reflected in the glass. Behind her, Ki Shin-je, still fully clothed, was wrapped around her naked form, as if ensnaring her, and with one hand, he was kneading her vagina. Her vaginal fluid ran down her thighs. His hands were relentlessly defiling her smooth flesh. Sa-ya’s hot breath fogged up the window.

“Uh... I’m tired, ahhh,”

She wanted to collapse, but his firm arms kept her from falling. Tears welled up in the corners of Sa-ya’s eyes. They had only kissed, but why was she naked like this? Her mind was a complete mess because her body had been so thoroughly opened up. The man knew Sa-ya’s body better than she did.

“Look at the sea to your heart’s content. You like it, don’t you?”

Ki Shin-je murmured in a low voice, gnawing on Sa-ya’s shoulder. Sa-ya, who couldn’t see anything, let alone the sea, panted and grabbed the man’s arm. Several orgasms came one after another without stopping. Every time his fingers kneaded her flesh, it was like fireworks exploded in front of her eyes. Yet, he only touched her flesh and didn’t touch her hole. The hole twitched, wanting something. The dripping wetness below made her feel both ticklish and achingly stiff—an indescribable, strange sensation. Her body, which knew the pleasure his cock gave, was getting frantic. It longed for him to come in, tight enough to feel like she was being torn apart.

“Ugh! Not this! Please! Ahh!”

She didn’t even know what she was begging for, just following her instincts. She was so desperate it felt pitiful. Sa-ya rubbed her buttocks against his thick cock, which was pressed against her behind. A low chuckle sounded in her ear.

“Not this, what?”

Her shoulders were all marked by his biting. The nipples, which he had tormented before touching her vagina, were swollen and red, pointing upward. She had reached climax a couple of times just from him touching her nipples, and now the pleasure was becoming agony due to her desire for penetration. Sa-ya put force on his arm she was holding, pushing it down, and Ki Shin-je intentionally released his grip. Sa-ya moaned, guiding his hand to her wet hole.

“You want me to touch you here?”

“Ah, no, aah!”

“No? Then why have you leaked so much vaginal fluid?”

His finger toyed with the flowing fluid as he lingered around her hole. Sa-ya weakly lifted her hand and wiped her eyes with the back of it. She loved this man. She loved everything about him. But if someone asked her if she liked having sex with him, Sa-ya couldn’t answer right away. To simply say she liked sex with the man was to ignore the various emotions mixed in. It included the fear that she might die every time they had sex, and the agony that the end of pleasure was an orgasm that resembled pain. Of course, there was also the feeling of fulfillment from a deep connection with the person she loved. Being wholly his gave her a mental orgasm as much as a physical one. But when he was this persistent,

“Ugh! Why aren’t you going in! Ahh!”

She would just burst into pitiful tears that she couldn’t stop. And when she cried so pitifully, his expression would turn like a demon’s.

“Hah, you want me to put it in? Do you want my cock so badly?”

At her tearful question as to why he was tormenting her without putting it in, Ki Shin-je’s eyes lost their focus. Where did I pick up something like this, damn it.

Sa-ya, who was being tamed by him, perfectly fit his tastes, which he didn’t even know he had. She had to cry, she had to moan, she had to breathe—she was so busy with all of these things that he bit her earlobe hard.

“Ah! That hurts!”

“It hurts? Who are you talking to so casually?”

When she lost her mind during sex and spoke informally, even that was beautiful. When she whined, drawing out her words as if she couldn’t help it, he wanted to bite her everywhere and pound his cock into her hole until it was completely worn out.

“Hiccup, I’m sorry, but you, Director, keep...”

I’m going to go crazy. Ki Shin-je gritted his teeth and shoved three fingers directly into her hole. Sa-ya, surprised, flinched violently and rubbed her tilted head against his chest.

Her inner walls, hot and waiting for his cock to enter, gripped his fingers like crazy. Ki Shin-je unbuttoned his pants and pulled down the zipper, taking out only his cock. The dark red, erect cock sprang out, twitching. The swollen veins made the cock look like a weapon, so huge that Sa-ya was terrified every time she saw it.

He grabbed his column, rubbed it against Sa-ya’s buttocks, and roughly widened her hole with his fingers. The hole, which was tight even for three fingers, would gape excessively as if it would tear when it took in his cock.

“Aah, so I was being an asshole, teasing you by not putting it in, huh, Director?”

Sa-ya, not understanding what he meant, just nodded her head wildly. God, I can’t even kill her.

“Turn your head and open your mouth.”

She turned her head away from his chest and opened her lips, and his tongue immediately entered deeply as if to pierce her throat. And at the same time,

Thump!

His huge cock filled the spot where his fingers had just been, all at once. His deeply buried cock felt like it was going to burst through her lower abdomen, and Sa-ya cried, clutching her belly with her hands. Her weak legs were about to give way.

The violent tongue thrashing inside her mouth moved lewdly as if it were having penetrative sex, just like the cock buried below.

“Ugh, why? Do you want me to cut my cock off and keep it in your pussy forever?”

He pulled his lips away, and the saliva that had overflowed dripped down Sa-ya’s chin. Ki Shin-je stared at Sa-ya’s body reflected in the window, enjoying the fantastic feeling of her squeezing his cock. The inner walls gripped his cock so lewdly that he felt like he could cum without even moving.

“I’ll feed you to your heart’s content, whew, so relax.”

“Haa, ah, it’s so big, it’s going to tear, ugh...”

Sa-ya winced, her reddened eyes squeezed shut, saying his cock was so big it felt like she was going to tear. It was always like this the first time he penetrated her. She would have the horrifying feeling that she was being torn and bleeding.

“I really feel like tearing you apart and eating you.”

He kissed Sa-ya’s cheeks as he pulled his cock out to the end and then thrust it back in. He ground the head deep inside and thrust his hips violently. Sa-ya gasped as if she was about to stop breathing and tightened her hole.

“Ugh!”

It was strange. Even as his cock pounded in as if to tear her hole apart, she kept getting more frantic. Her inner walls squeezed his cock so tightly, as if they didn’t know whether to tell him to leave or come in. Every time his cock came out, the flesh of her hole felt like it was being pulled and turned inside out. He grabbed Sa-ya’s collapsing body and pushed her aggressively.

Profanity erupted and her vaginal fluid splashed from their joined lower bodies. Her entire body was on fire. Sa-ya cried and begged. Her pleas were both to do more and to stop.

“Ugh, huh, ah!”

“Shhh, it’s okay.”

As if he understood her heart, he licked her neck for a long time in a comforting way. His pubic hair rubbed against her buttocks, and a lot of her vaginal fluid spilled from her hole, falling to the floor like foam.

“It feels so crazy good that I don’t want to pull out, Sa-ya. How about you?”

His voice, soaked in pleasure, was lewd. Ki Shin-je lowered his hand and felt the hole that was gripping his cock. Sa-ya, who was shaking and leaning against his body, turned her head again.

“It’s good, it’s good, don’t pull out, ugh!”

How could he not go crazy with this? Ki Shin-je thrust his cock in again with a thump! His huge cock ground and crushed her inner walls. Her entire body was so sensitive and sharp that it received pleasure as pain, and pain as pleasure. Sa-ya twisted her body as if to struggle against the overwhelming orgasms that kept coming, but Ki Shin-je held on firmly. Her trembling body swayed precariously.

“...Ah! Director! Bathroom, hah.”

Sa-ya couldn’t come to her senses from the fierce penetration. Her cries were louder than her moans. She felt like she was going to pee, but even when she tried to put strength into her weak legs, no power came. It felt like the man’s cock was going to destroy her body. Ki Shin-je grabbed his cock and continued to hit the inner walls that were chewing on it.

“You can let go.”

Ki Shin-je was just as out of his mind, and words that sounded like a growl came out. Ignoring Sa-ya, who was convulsing and shaking her head, he also sped up his hip thrusts in order to cum.

Thump, thump, thump-thump!

As the feeling of cumming rushed in, Ki Shin-je gritted his teeth.

“Ah, ugh!”

Ki Shin-je began to cum inside Sa-ya’s body. Even as he was cumming, he didn’t stop thrusting his hips. And at the same time as his orgasm, a watery liquid poured out from Sa-ya’s bottom. It was less viscous than her vaginal fluid, clear and watery, and it pooled on the floor. Sa-ya struggled to lift her closed eyelids and wiped away her tears. The heat that had boiled up at the peak of her pleasure did not subside and still consumed her body.

“...What is this? What do I do...”

Sa-ya’s red face turned white, then red again, as she realized she had let something out. Ki Shin-je pulled his cock out of Sa-ya’s body. The cock, stained with a mix of cum and vaginal fluid, glistened and stuck to her lower abdomen. His cloudy cum dripped from her hole onto the liquid on the floor.

He picked Sa-ya up, laid her on the sofa, and his eyes scanned her naked body. Her face, swollen from crying, didn’t look pitiful but rather lewd. Ki Shin-je’s eyebrows subtly twisted.

He took off his pants and underwear at once and tore open his shirt buttons. His expensive watch was thrown carelessly on top of his clothes.

“If you’re tired, hit me.”

“...”

“Or bite me.”

“...Director? Ah!”

Ki Shin-je spread Sa-ya’s weak legs and slammed his cock into her hole, which was filled with his cum. Sa-ya’s body convulsed.

“Cum one more time.”

“Ugh! Ugh!”

He put one of her closing legs on his shoulder and thrust his hips at an angle. Sa-ya tried to pull her body away as if to escape.

“Spread your pussy and hug me.”

Even as she writhed, Sa-ya obediently raised her trembling arms and wrapped them around his neck. Ki Shin-je let out a low laugh, grabbing Sa-ya’s waist and lifting her hips higher. His cock pounded into her inner walls from above, as if he were hammering it in. Sa-ya’s delicate skin was turning red and chafed. The violent sounds echoed hotly in the room.

Her inner walls, thoroughly stirred and swollen, chewed on his cock without her will. Ki Shin-je sucked on Sa-ya’s lips.

Crunch, crunch, thump, thump!

Her hole was being lewdly defiled. Drip, drip. Every time he thrust his hips, the clear liquid flowed down her buttocks and dripped onto the sofa. Sa-ya simply melted away, as if her body had turned into a liquid.

Ki Shin-je growled like a beast, letting out a deep moan. Sa-ya closed her eyes against her blurry vision. She held Ki Shin-je’s neck as if she would die if she let go, and continued to pour out the liquid. Shame and everything else vanished into the darkness.

Madame Yoon opened the door and entered. Her eyes were as if she wanted to kill someone, and Sa-ya huddled her small body even more. She didn’t say anything to Sa-ya in particular. Since the words that came out of her mouth were all curses, Sa-ya preferred that Madame Yoon not open her mouth. She had never said the word “mom,” as it felt like a lie that the woman had given birth to her.

‘Who did you get that from? I’m a bitch for having you. I wish I hadn’t given birth to you, why am I still looking at this?’

It would have been better if I hadn’t been born. Sa-ya always thought. She couldn’t understand why she had come into this world.

‘If you say anything useless at school, I’ll kill you.’

Suppressing all her curiosity and questions, Sa-ya pushed away anything that came her way. She became completely alone and isolated. If a child tried to be her friend, Madame Yoon would unleash verbal and physical abuse. It was common for her to go without food for days. Why would she even send her to school? It felt better not to go outside at all. Sa-ya didn’t know. The person who had put Sa-ya on her family registry, a person she had intended to keep off the registry and pretend didn’t exist, was Madame Yoon’s younger sister, Sa-ya’s aunt.

Madame Yoon’s sister, who had wanted to raise Sa-ya, had persuaded her older sister again and again and barely managed to get Sa-ya on her own family registry, allowing her to receive an education up to middle school. Madame Yoon’s single sister retired from her teaching job due to cancer and died a lonely death, but Sa-ya had no knowledge of this either.

‘Don’t be a dirty slut, it lowers your value.’

Looking at Sa-ya as if she were a bug, Madame Yoon ground her teeth and threw her bag on top of Sa-ya’s body. Sa-ya wished she could just disappear into the ground. Sa-ya’s big eyes, which couldn’t even shed tears, turned red.

Hah!

Her eyes shot open. Her eyelids trembled, and she blinked rapidly. The nightmares she had from time to time never changed their repertoire. If it went on longer, the scene of her being physically abused would inevitably play out. Thank goodness. She woke up before that part today. Sa-ya let out a deep sigh. Thinking how lucky she was, she looked straight ahead and saw an unfamiliar ceiling. Sa-ya’s pupils widened slightly, and her eyes darted around chaotically as she tried to figure out where she was and why she was lying here.

Ah! Sa-ya recalled the sex they had before she lost consciousness. She had followed the man on his business trip to look at the sea, and then had been devoured in a relentless and violent sex session, a sex session that made her feel like her whole body was being peeled and eaten. But...

As if something had just occurred to her, Sa-ya quickly sat up.

“Huh!”

A sharp pain shot through her spine. She turned her head from side to side to survey her surroundings, but no one was there, and it was quiet. She didn’t know when she had been moved to the bed, but her clean body was properly covered with a fluffy blanket. Sa-ya fidgeted with the silk gown she was wearing.

I... I peed... She had peed herself... Even though no one was around, her face flushed red and felt hot.

“What do I do?”

The fact that her body was clean made the shame flood over her even more. The way the silk gown’s waist tie was tied so beautifully and meticulously, even in this situation, made the corners of her mouth turn up. After staying in bed for a long time, fidgeting, Sa-ya moved her trembling legs and left the bedroom.

Sa-ya stood by the living room window, nibbling on a small financier. The sea in the darkness was completely invisible, but she was captivated by the brilliant lights below. The man had prepared things before he left, and the glass table was full of various finger foods. The tremendous physical exertion must have made her hungry, as she felt a surge of hunger at the sight of the food.

“There are a lot of people.”

Even though it was past nine o’clock, there seemed to be many people down below. The sea must be very visible from there, she thought, and then Sa-ya stopped nibbling. Should I go out for a little while? It’s right there, so maybe I’ll just go out, look around, and come back in? Sa-ya’s eyes sparkled as much as the vibrant lights below.

The thought of being able to see the sea right in front of her made her impatient.

Because he had postponed his meeting to have sex with Sa-ya, it was getting late. Throughout the incredibly boring meeting, the pale face of Sa-ya he had washed floated in his mind. He had controlled his strength, but just thinking of her rosy cheeks made his mouth water.

“So what’s the plan?”

He was sick and tired of long-winded talk. Ki Shin-je’s long, slanted eyes looked like sharp blades. The sound of turning the meeting documents rustled in the silence.

“It seems we should prioritize safety, even if it means the construction period is a bit longer. We don’t think cost cutting is possible.”

Ki Shin-je rested his chin on his hand and tapped the desk with his finger.

“Safety is good, but...”

The conference room door opened, and Im Woo-jin entered. His expression was strange, so Ki Shin-je stopped what he was saying, and everyone in the conference room turned their attention to Im Woo-jin. Im Woo-jin stood beside Ki Shin-je with a look of distress. He had a gut feeling that it would be more beneficial to talk right now, even if it meant interrupting the meeting, rather than waiting until the end.

“What is it?”

At the low, flat question, Im Woo-jin flinched but didn’t show it and opened his mouth.

“Young lady Sa-ya is gone.”

“The meeting will be tomorrow.”

Ki Shin-je stood up quickly, leaving the shocked people behind. Tomorrow? Ki Shin-je’s Busan schedule was only for today. Im Woo-jin, who knew his schedule was packed to the minute, was surprised but thought it was the natural course of action and handed his phone to Ki Shin-je, who held out his hand.

“Be precise.”

“She was thought to be sleeping, and in the short time the guard was away, she disappeared. CCTV shows she went outside. It was thirty minutes ago.”

Im Woo-jin reported as he followed Ki Shin-je’s large strides.

“All of our men have been deployed.”

Im Woo-jin spoke quickly and pressed the elevator button. Ki Shin-je closed his eyes tightly as if to hold back something, then opened them again. He felt as if all the blood in his body had gone cold. There was no contact from her phone either. He had deliberately left her phone by her bed; if she wanted to go out, she would have texted him for permission.

“Find her, fast.”

His low voice sank into the darkness.

Sa-ya was sitting on a stand, watching the waves roll in and out endlessly. In the distance, she could see a boat with sparkling lights, and quite a few people were coming and going on the beach. She could watch it forever and not get bored.

This is the sea. This is what the sea smells like. Sa-ya felt her nose get a little stuffy for no reason. Not long ago, she couldn’t even dream of something like this and was locked in a small room, living like an animal. If that was hell, now was heaven. The spring breeze was gentle, cool, and felt good.

Sa-ya grabbed the collar of the man’s cardigan and buried her nose in it. His scent was very faint, so she took a deep breath. She didn’t know that an hour had passed since she had decided to sit for just a little while, and she didn’t move from her spot.

“Sa-ya.”

Amidst the noisy sounds, the man’s voice came through clearly. Sa-ya’s head whipped around, and there stood Ki Shin-je in a suit, a few steps away. People’s attention was drawn to the man.

“Oh, Director!”

Sa-ya smiled and stood up, then winced. Her body was already sore from their sex, and sitting on a hard surface in the same position for a long time made her hips and back ache.

Ki Shin-je stared blankly at Sa-ya, who was running towards him with a bright smile. The moment he heard she was gone, he felt all the blood drain from his body, but now his heart was beating calmly.

“Did your work finish early?”

Her innocent brown eyes were beautiful. The sight of Sa-ya burying her nose in his cardigan fueled his possessiveness.

“Isn’t that wave so pretty?”

Sa-ya turned her head and pointed at the beach with her hand. She must really like it. She’d been watching it for a full hour without moving.

“You’re prettier.”

At Ki Shin-je’s dry reply, Sa-ya pursed her lips and looked down. Ki Shin-je pulled Sa-ya in, embracing her as if to trap her.

‘I gave it to him to use as leverage, and he’s the one who’s seized it.’

Ki Shin-je’s lips twisted. Whether he held her as leverage or he was held, she had to belong to him. She had to be his and his alone. Without knowing that she had made him feel like his heart had dropped, Sa-ya smelled his scent in his embrace. The man’s arms, the safest place she could be, were so wonderful that Sa-ya’s heart swelled up like a cloud.