2020.01.20

January 20, 2020

I Was Right!!

Ha!

So Lord Oberon was concerned about the slaves and Janus was working for him!!

I wonder what other things I've gotten right.

I must say that this has been another interesting week. If anything my life is not boring. You know up until this morning I was feeling like crap. But you know what Jericho was right. One must persevere no matter what the odds. If I am to die, I want it to be in the service of saving the world. Nothing else matters any more. No more pointless distractions. (Aside from getting drunk from time to time, but if I am going to die I am going to die happy.)

So it was the Spear of Destiny was it? Well since I was laid up in my convalescence I've been getting nothing but second-hand stories about what has happened. I'll just have to get filled in at the meeting.

I had a nice chat with Cygin this morning. Those little discussions always work out so well.

Danno, if you jump in front of me one more time when I am ready to Shockwave I swear (and I am a changeling - remember) I am going to hit you and I am not going to care. You jumping into a group of weakened opponents is far more effective than you jumping into a group of full-strength opponents. Why in the Hell can't he understand this? I am trying to help him out in combat situations. I know that I am not meant to be on the front line. I have no intention to do that. We need to seriously coordinate our combat tactics. A group of honestly coordinated opponents is going to destroy us, no matter how powerful we are. Good strategy will always trump brute force. I should have bought Danno The Art of War by Sun Tzu instead, it would probably be more effective at keeping his state of undeath stable.

In retrospect it is probably better that I got possessed instead of Danno. I put up a little bit of a fight too before I went down. Good! Unfortunately though during my convalescence I missed all the excitement. I am pretty upset about that. I hate missing all the good stuff. Ah, well, at least I was able rid my mind of certain undesirable lines of thinking and I finished off the subterfuge book. Now I can concentrate fully on developing my control over the Wyrd.

Oopie is off at Fay camp. I hope that he is doing well. I miss the little guy running around.

I wish I knew why Jericho was attacked by Samael. I hate being left in the dark. I hope that I didn't have anything to do with it. I'll have to talk to him at the meeting to find out what happened.

I need to work on finding some other mortals to help out. These pledges help tie me to this realm. I am sure that there are some more deserving people out there. But what do I want? It's like going shopping and having no idea what you want to buy.

I'll have to follow up on Titus some time this week.

I truly hope that my theory is wrong.

Why do I suddenly have this feeling that I am forgetting something very important??

Addendum - - -

I feel like crap again. I just heard more of the story of what happened to Jericho. I had just told him too that if he ever needed my help or my blood I would have readily volunteered it. I feel that something out there is trying to destroy my morale. Is trying to make me not care anymore... to walk away and give up. Well, it doesn't matter. I may be a lot of things, but I am not a quitter. I am in this to the end. I am not blaming myself for being in another place. That was not in my control. I told the Mages that I would help them and I do not regret it. If they are strong then we as a team are strong, same goes for Danno and Red. Jericho lives because he is strong and my offer will always stand.