You Make Me Want to Kill Myself
You Make Me Want to Kill Myself
Mike Allen
I never wanted to kill myself until I knew you
You are the person I drink poison for in the morning
You are the ground that I jump to when I cry
You are the coffin I want to lay in when I close my eyes
Everytime I look at you, I see my life flash before my eyes in past and future
I see the Holocaust on your chin and the Rape of Nanking on your forehead
Every breath you take is just you taking one of mine
Every tear you let go of is another crack in my heart
One day I will leap… no jump… no dive, no… fall, off a bridge into your arms
You are my sorrow, my pain, you are my torturer and lover, you make me want to dive into hell