Anonymous
Justice Winiarczyk
(Part 1)
I wish I could be the bigger person
I wish you could have understood the difference between love and lust
I wish I could forget you.
In 7 years, all my cells will be new and untouched by you
In 7 months I won’t have to pass you in the halls
But in 7 days, I still have to see your face.
Next time I’ll think clearly, my mind will not fog after the rain
Next time my walls will be stronger and harder to break through
Next time? There will be no ‘Next Time’.
I learned to not let myself fall for a one-time thing
I learned to let go of the past
I learned to be the bigger person.
I hope you don’t push this aside and lead another girl along
I hope you don’t think of me as the young girl that was ‘so easy’
I hope you finally learn the difference between love and lust.
Finally I see myself in one piece, not the cracking doll you got rid of
Finally I can go a day without thinking of you and our memories
Finally I can begin to forget you.
(Part 2)
Hey, I had a great time, we should go further next date
I’m really not looking for a girlfriend
But you’re such a fun time.
Hey, you’re a really good kisser
It’s a shame college is a few months away
I’d love to kiss you some more, but like as friends.
Hey, are you alright? Did I say something wrong?
And, I thought we weren’t telling anyone else
Look I don’t think this is going to work.
Hey, don’t be upset, I didn’t want a relationship
You did, that’s all right,
Don’t lie to yourself, honey.
You won’t have to see me again.