Chapter 40

Sometimes, a person’s psychology and state of mind have already become abnormal, just that they themselves are unaware of it. Of course, there are also some people who have in fact realised it, but chosen not to do anything about it.

At the time, I had been the latter.

I knew I was doing something very dangerous, and it was very likely that it would simply end in pure, indiscriminate destruction of everything, but I couldn’t control myself. I couldn’t stop thinking that if I couldn’t be the only one to possess Yan Yang, then all of us should just meet our demise together.

In that state of mind, I was essentially void of rationality. I had already become so selfish that I could not spare a single thought for Yan Yang’s plight.

I only wanted to seize, and the pleasure I had previously got from hurting myself physically had already begun to escalate to a mental level. It could be said that I was a type of antisocial character within the family, hurting others and myself. Once the truth came to light, I would have to bear every consequence. It was what I deserved.

After returning to the bedroom, I pulled the sheets to my chest and stared out the window, spacing out. When Yan Yang came in, he anxiously said, “Ge, I got the shock of my life.”

I pulled him over into my arms, wrapping him in the sheets. He asked, “Why is the temperature of the air conditioner set so low?”

The room was like a freezer. We lay together, covered by the sheets as we embraced each other.

“What happened?” I asked.

He tugged at the collar of his shirt, showing me the hickies on his neck, “I just saw this after my shower. We were way too careless yesterday!”

He didn’t know I had done it deliberately. He didn’t know how deliberate I had been.

I moved closer to kiss him again. Yan Yang’s neck was very sensitive. Every time he was about to come, as long as my tongue grazed against his neck, he would immediately climax.

I kissed him, the tip of my tongue teasing his neck.

He started to moan softly again, suppressing his desire to cry out loud.

“Ge…” Yan Yang pleaded, his two hands gently pushing my shoulders, “Dad’s in the living room.”

My hand had already reached into his pants, kneading his ass. He wriggled beneath me, “Ge!”

I finally stopped. Yan Yang’s face was flushed red.

“Just now, Dad asked me what was on my neck. I just vaguely came up with an excuse,” Yan Yang rubbed his neck, “Next time, it’s better to be a bit more careful.”

“Okay.” I captured his lips with mine, continuing to kiss him, my tongue parting his teeth to entangle itself with his.

I knew it was very dangerous; we could be discovered at any moment. But the more dangerous it was, the more I wanted to do it. I even started tugging Yan Yang’s pants down.

His bottom was exposed, and so was his cock. I burrowed into the sheets and began sucking him off. I could hear Yan Yang’s breathing quicken, soft moans escaping him.

I was bobbing my head up and down his cock when someone suddenly knocked on the door. Yan Yang’s father turned the door knob, but didn’t open the door.

“It’s time to eat,” he called for us from outside.

Or perhaps he was only calling for Yan Yang.

“Okay!” Yan Yang answered.

I didn’t care and continued blowing him, taking him in my mouth as I sucked and licked, pushing the tip of his cock to the back of my throat.

Yan Yang’s legs clamped my head. He very quietly said, “Ge…we have to stop, Dad’s calling for us.”

He was afraid, and was about to reject me because of that person.

That was the only thought in my mind. I became increasingly angry.

I really went overboard. Not only did I not let him go, I even began sucking him off even harder. As I sucked his cock, my hands roamed his body. Yan Yang couldn’t control himself at all; even if he cried for me to stop, it was no use. In the end, he came in my mouth.

He thought it was over and drew a few wet tissues to clean up, but I grabbed his wrist, stopping him.

It wasn’t over yet. His cum was so precious; how could I waste it just like that?

I spat out his cum and smeared it on his thighs and chest. He had just showered, but now he was dirty again.

“Darling, just leave it like this.” I pecked him on the lips, then helped him put on his pants.

Yan Yang lay there, his brows knitted as he looked at me, “But…it’s uncomfortable.”

When the semen dried on his body, it would feel very uncomfortable, but it was precisely this discomfort that I wanted to use to make him never forget that he was mine, not theirs.

“Be good, will you?” I helped him up from the bed, “Go and eat; enjoy yourself today.”

Yan Yang stood there, looking at me, “Are you not eating?”

“I’m going to take a shower then head to the office. I have a lot of work to do today, so I won’t be joining you guys.” I took his left hand and kissed his ring finger, “You are not to wash it off. I’ll check when I’m back home tonight.” 

At that instant, I really was such a pervert. I even thought to myself, Next time, it won’t be as simple as spreading his semen on himself anymore.