Chapter 10

CW: NSFW

The corner of my Ge's mouth was bruised with dried blood on it. His hands were bound by his own tie (my doing) and his suit was drenched in my cum. His long legs were spread out as he leant against the full-length window and smirked at me, "Still mad, darling?"

I sat opposite him, still catching my breath. I took off my wrinkled school uniform and went to take a shower. With a towel wrapped around my waist, I went to sleep in the bedroom on the first floor.

My mind was a mess. The fact that I got fingered by my Ge until I ejaculated made me have a mental breakdown, but fucking his mouth put me in seventh heaven. Of course, I didn't only have these two concerns in my head.

Before this, the most outrageous thing I had ever done was running away with a barely legal Duan Rui in the second year of our parents' divorce.

Originally, Mum was supposed to take Ge and throw me to Dad. When Dad drank, he would use me as a punching bag. Only Ge would come and see me often and bring me lots of snacks because at home I couldn't eat any.

Every Chinese New Year when my Ge came back, he would be surrounded by a crowd of relatives, receiving praises from them. I would stand behind him and secretly pinch his waist and arms forcefully.

He pulled me aside and asked why I pinched him. I said he was trash, other's elder brothers would all protect their younger brother but he was useless.

My Ge couldn't say anything to rebut me. He caressed my face and said seriously, On my eighteenth birthday, I will come and take you away.

I waited for him.

In the end, on his eighteenth birthday, he was partying in a KTV[1]. He had totally forgotten about me. When I went in to beat him up, he had had too much to drink and couldn't recognise me at all.

At the time, I was still too small. I used all my strength to drag him to the KTV toilet and slammed his head into the sink.

Unexpectedly, he hugged me and sat on the floor pathetically, laughing loudly. He said, Xiao Yan, Ge has rented a house already, but it's very, very small. If you live there, you'd have to sacrifice a bit.

I wasn't worried about the house being small.

I wanted my Ge.

During that period of time, both of us struggled. He was busy with getting into university and earning money to raise me, while I was busy hiding from my Dad at all costs. The two of us lived in fear and chaos. When he flunked his first round of mock exams, he hugged me and cried.

So when I was ruthlessly beaten up by my shit father at the train station yet again, I kept my phone and didn't tell my Ge.

My head hurt so much it felt like it was going to explode. I clutched my head as I tossed and turned in bed, wanting to sleep but getting choked by suffocating fear each time. The words of the people in my dreams completely pinched me awake. I always dreamt of my dad, holding a belt, a rod and a kitchen knife as he approached me with a sinister grin.

Someone slowly lifted the blanket. I curled up, letting the dim wall lamp illuminate my body. On my chest, there were three overlapping scars, and the ones on my back were from getting beaten by a rod. There were ten or so old cigarette burn scars on my legs, hidden deep within my skin.

My Ge slowly wrapped his arms around me from behind, his nose against my neck. His body was very warm, and the water on him from showering dampened my back. The smell of his mint shampoo encircled me.

"You're shaking," he said, "After acting out in anger, you regret it, don't you? Without Ge next to you, you get scared."

I turned over to face him. The left side of his face was still red. I hadn't held back when I slapped and punched him.

I grabbed his hair and pulled him to face me directly, warning, "No matter how much I bully you, you're not allowed to not want me anymore, do you hear me?"

My Ge's eyes curved into crescents. He leant down and kissed me. His tongue pressed against my teeth and I let him into my mouth.

I had thought about the question of whether biological brothers could kiss each other deeply for a very long time already. We were all trapped in a cage born of the inherent rules of this world. Abide by the rules and you live, violate them and you die.

I wrapped my arms around his neck, rolling around on the bed with him. We kissed each other desperately, wanting to mold the other into our blood and bones. Actually, our blood was already flowing in each other's bodies. Even our hearts beat at the same rate.

My Ge brought me to the bathroom and inserted a rectal douching pipe into me. A stream of water flowed into me.

I felt like I was getting bloated to death. Thankfully I wasn't the eldest, otherwise I'd have reason to suspect that he was trying to kill me to inherit the family fortune.

"Fucking hell, don't pour water in anymore! It hurts, it's too full!"

He shoved a rubber anal plug in and pulled me onto his lap, massaging my stomach. Even the top ten most cruel tortures couldn't compare to this. My legs were as limp as two cooked noodle strands, and I had to squeeze my knees together to prevent the water inside me from leaking out.

My Ge laughed as he massaged me.

I was about to fucking die. This bastard Duan Rui, he tortured his own younger brother more fiercely than he did the night club's little male prostitute.

He douched my rectum three times. I smelled of lemons from inside and out, like a walking car air freshener. Bastard Ge, he had already fucked a man's ass yet he still pretended to be a clean freak.

He didn't allow me to talk shit, so he inserted his fingers into my hole and moved in and out. That particular spot had been pressed by him so much earlier that it was still swollen. It burned every time it was touched, but he still wanted to shove his fingers in and do me.

I told him, when I was young I had thought his fingers were nice and slender, but in the end he used them to finger his little brother's ass.

My Ge cursed 'slut' under his breath and fingered me even more forcefully. He even scissored his fingers, opening me up. I was scared that he'd loosen my hole permanently so I took a bottle of poppers[2] from the drawer and passed it to him. I didn't know how to inhale it, so I asked him to help me.

He kissed my forehead and threw the poppers back into the drawer, saying that he wouldn't let me be in too much pain and poppers were bad for the eyes.

He lied to me again. My Ge's cock really was big. That time I had fucked Shi Chen's hole until it couldn't close up properly and he had cried 'Hubby is too big'. I thought to myself, in a while I would probably be fucked to death. Before I died, I hesitated for a moment on whether to call him 'hubby' or 'Ge'.

"Fuck, do you have a donkey's dick? It's so fucking big, Duan Rui, what did you eat growing up? Fuck, don't put it in anymore, don't do it until I split open! Ah fuck, it hurts, it hurts!"

"Be more obedient, it won't hurt."

When my Ge fucked me, his hands were wrapped around my cock too. His dick was like a donkey's, thrusting into me until my intestines trembled. It was so unbearable that I unconsciously tightened my entrance. He said I was sucking him in and not letting go. I asked him to stop for a moment but he didn't listen, fucking me until my hole was raw and swollen and my prostate was in pain yet pleasured.

He didn't let me touch myself, but I didn't listen to him, so he smacked me even more fiercely than usual. My ass cheeks were red and swollen and my cock moved with his movements, leaking out fluid.

A tidal wave of pleasure buried me whole. I was in so much pleasure it felt suffocating. Twitching all over, I ejaculated.

My Ge hadn't cummed yet, so he did me without stopping for even a moment. The cock buried inside my ass even swelled up a bit. His big hands stroked my cock right after I climaxed and inside my hole it felt like pins and needles ripping me apart. I threw my dignity away as I begged him with all I had, Ge…Rui Ge…Duan Rui, don't fuck me anymore, it hurts, my hole hurts, it's bleeding.

"Be a good boy, it's not bleeding. The first time will always be a bit more unbearable, but once you've been fucked well it'll be fine." He slowed down and used the tip of his cock to graze against my prostate. He was skilled, with just a few thrusts I was hard again, but my prostate had probably been fucked until it broke because I couldn't take even a slight touch to it.

My Ge said I was just sensitive. I disagreed, because his cock really was big. Tonight, my hole probably couldn't close up anymore.

He tongued my cock and my ass too, shoving his tongue into my slick hole. I screamed until my throat was raw. Ge was too good. His bare upper body was firm and strong, and he imposingly looked down at me as he fucked me.

He did me with his tongue until I was in ecstasy. He then knelt and shoved his thick veiny cock into my mouth. I couldn't take something so long and thick into my mouth, but he grabbed my head and plunged in. I couldn't help but gag. He gripped my neck and fucked my mouth forcefully. He stuffed his fingers into my hole and took the lube from inside to rub it over my cock, stroking me roughly.

"Next time, you're not allowed to hit your Ge, do you hear me?"

"Bullshit! You did me first!" It hurt too much, I couldn't help but shout. He moved down and grabbed my cock, forcing me to lift my ass and smacked it. Ten or so slaps resounded loudly, accompanied by my tortured shrieks. My two cheeks were smacked red and swollen, becoming two bright peaches. I didn't dare to disobey my Ge anymore. I cried and cried, begging him not to hit me and not to fuck me too harshly.

My Ge lifted his hips and fucked me as he kissed me. I moved my hips, taking in his cock and dazedly gave him my tongue, letting him suck and swirl around it.

He ejaculated, filling my stomach with his cum. The hot white liquid leaked out of my hole.

My abdomen was slightly swollen because inside it was filled with thick cum. I was like a pregnant dog, a provocative and cheap whore.

He lifted his body and looked down at me, who was completely exhausted. I thought he wanted to take the broom and hit me too, but he didn't. He just kissed the tears on my cheeks and said, Xiao Yan, Ge won't get married.

Footnotes:

[1] - KTV: Stands for karaoke television. It's a popular form of entertainment in Asia where you play songs on a television screen and read the lyrics while singing. Usually takes place in lounges with friends, can be rather sleazy but it depends.

[2] - Poppers: Poppers (usu called rush in China) are a drug popular among gay men for enhanced sexual pleasure. From Healthline: 'It’s used in preparation for sex because it relaxes the smooth muscles that surround blood vessels. '