A song of 1978. A man, perhaps a cashier, perhaps an accountant, does calculations:
20 times 15, 11+7 18
total 16,
He seems conscientious and responsible:
perhaps I made a mistake, let's check again
He looks at them again, he takes them home, he checks them and rechecks them.
He looks like a good kid, careful and quiet:
If I sleep early I'll wake up early
I'll start early and park early
If I sleep late, I will wake up late
and when I'll be looking for a place to park it will be late
One last check. Now he is certain. But what's happening now? Unexpectedly, the tempo changes. It was quick and happy-go-lucky, allegro, now it becomes slow and, almost, contemplative, let's say andante:
αnd yet deep down somewhere
there is a mistake
somewhere we are both screwed
He senses there is a mistake at a completely different place from where he was searching. And, obviously, it's another kind of mistake, mistake of another class. A mistake that it's not a part of his everyday life, e.g. of 10-5-5, it's not a part of the time he will set his alarm to find a parking space. The mistake our friend senses acquires something mystical, something as the Ancient said, δεινόν (uncanny). As if, next to our friend, like a shadow, a ghost were following him. As if he sensed he were sleeping, or that he were under a spell and he lived, as he lived, and he and his wife, representing all of us, wandered as sleepwalkers. As lunatics. Insane.
Another song, by Leonard Cohen. It says the following:
I got ready for the struggle
I smoked a cigarette
And I tightened up my gut
I said this can't be me
Must be my double
And I can't forget, I can't forget
I can't forget but I don't remember what
The man who gets out of bed and gets ready for the struggle of life, is not himself, he is his double. And what can't he not forget? Possibly this, that his true self is someone else, but someone unknown and unapproachable. The one who gets out of bed and starts his day, as he starts it, is not himself, is an almost dreamlike creature, a ghost - a madman.
Seas, cities, deserted stations
Everything changes here ravingly
What do we the poor ones understand
What do we the poor ones understand
What kind of madness is this? So close and so far from us? The "and" in the phrase "so close and so far" is not conjunctive but explanatory: so close, that is, so far. We are often like the one who is looking for his eyeglasses while he is wearing them. The madness we feel is haunting us when we say "deep down somewhere there is a mistake", "when I can't forget but I don't remember what", when us "the poor ones" don't understand anything, the madness that has haunted us and we suspect from afar, is next to us and inside us.
And yet, one would argue, the one who is really crazy is obvious, and furthermore he is totally different from the rest of us. Could it be that the meaning of madness here is far fetched? Is it possible that I am expanding it to such a point that it names and differentiates nothing?
As I was preparing this speech I thought of something which seemed interesting to follow and share with you. The thought is that somewhere on this planet for every madman there is a place and a time and a society where what we define as his "madness", is common ground and way of living. Thus, for example, in a society where black magic is endemic, the paranoid one would be in his element. The same would be true for visual and auditory hallucinations in a society of the Middle Ages. Think also of the heroes of the Iliad and Odyssey and the involvement of Gods in their lives.
Here too there appears to be a basic difference between psychiatry and the rest of medicine: a diabetic is sick in all corners of the earth, even if his illness may be represented in different terms. The schizophrenic is sick, has a name and a diagnosis only if he has deviated from, found himself outside of the time, and of the place, and of the society where he would live more or less like most people.
Perhaps from here a response is indicated to the accountant, the one just woken up, and the poor one who doesn't understand? That is, if we could see our current world with the eyes of another, we would diagnose a collective, ambient, and therefore invisible folly as we detect it in third world, primitive, or archaic societies. If a man coming from elsewhere, found himself in our time and world, Paul Celan writes in a poem, he could only mutter constantly:
The man would become mad from the madness he would encounter. But, let's start from the beginning. Let's say he was recently in this small chinese city
and the following appears in a black cloud over it:
And the news report ends with reassurance that it's an "illusion" of course.
Going around the planet our man is now in Spain, in an art gallery with works of the japanese Katsumi Hayakawa. At the back of the room he sees a sculpture made of paper:
He approaches it. It looks like that city hanging in the chinese sky:
He gets closer
And closer
And closer
The buildings are empty, like ghosts:
The sculpture is titled "Fata Morgana".
He finds another Fata Morgana in Zurich, in a work of Jean Tinguely:
A huge machine operating in vacuum.
And at some point he hears a song about love:
Whom do you love? A gypsy.
What's her name? Fata Morgana.
And what do all these have that can make the man crazy and start muttering? What does he see in Fata Morgana that profoundly upsets him? Could it be perhaps that he sees us now, given over to mirages? That is, as the meteorologist of CNN says, surrendered to illusions? What would we see, if we saw our time and ourselves mirrored in his eyes? Lets look again at the sky of China:
In the humble, everyday, and mundane landscape appears a city, impressive, fairytale-like, and so close! It calls you, you run towards it - and it is lost. The Fata Morgana that concerns us: The illusion that something unobtainable is close and all you need is to stretch your arm to capture it.
Money. If e.g. I have to work for a year for an expensive car, the rich man
can buy it with the work of one day. So he lives, if life means acquiring goods, 365 times more than me. That is, if I live 80 years, he will live 80x365=29.200 years. Money promises immortality. As we said, on one condition - that life means acquiring goods. And here too stars the delirious eye which sees the liked, the beautiful, and by reflex he adds: I want it! Mine! But he doesn't know, and when he will know he doesn't recognize it that these things, when in my possession, they change. Their magic and charm disappears. They fade. To use a phrase of Wittgenstein out of context, the magic wand become becomes a piece of iron. It disappears like the city in the chinese sky. But we still go on, money and more money, profit and larger profit, in the same delirium, like sleepwalkers.
And as we spoke of China, a saying of theirs comes to my mind:
When the wise man points at the moon,
the idiot looks at the finger.
The idiot is myopic. But today, his short-sightedness doesn't stop at the finger. As for him only what's tangible is, he goes to the moon, he wants to walk on it. And what does he walk on?
With some ridiculous clothes, incomparably more restrictive than a straitjacket, he walks on a thing of soil and stones which you can't even call desert.
The shortsightedness prevents him from seeing the distant and inaccessible and from living, abiding in its realm. He must go closer, feel it with his hands, make it his own. We could say that our era is filled with an intolerance for the inaccessible. It sees it only as deprivation: the inaccessible as the non-accessible. And it fights it. And it uses a way of possessing much more effective, it thinks, than feeling with his hands and acquiring. He has dived in the delirium of capturing through knowledge. And as knowledge means basically science, and science means unambiguity of its terms, a leading scientist, the danish Niels Bohr, utters the incredible phrase which of course constitutes the credo of each scientist:
Real is what can be measured
With this, science completes the arsenal, where already reigns another delirium for the real:
Nihil est sine ratione
Nothing is without (sufficient) reason
The two deliriums in perfect marriage give birth to a third, which names the manner things present themselves in science, but lately in everyday perception: process.
Wittgenstein writes specifically about mental states but his words are relevant to any scientific subject:
How does the philosophical problem about mental processes and states and about behaviourism arise[...]? The first step is the one that altogether escapes notice. We talk of processes and states and leave their nature undecided! Sometime perhaps we shall know more about them - we think. But that is just what commits us to a particular way of looking at the matter. For we have a definite concept of what it means to learn to know a process better. (The decisive movement in the conjuring trick has been made, and it was the very one that we thought quite innocent.)
I remember a lecturer of Medicine at the lesson on Pathology talking about something and saying in the manner of Donald Trump:
We haven't found it YET
As if saying to the yet unknown resisting science: Your end is coming! Or as they say in stupid cop movies threatening someone: You are dead!
And yet, what the scientific research encounters again and again, is that with each answer it manages to give, a multitude of questions open up. Its Fata Morgana: With each step the final answer, the final solution makes a leap even further. But apparently nobody notices it.
Knowledge is nourished by the vision of a better world: a more comfortable life, without illnesses, even without old age, a clean planet, the unanswered to having found their answers. Eric Schmidt, Google's executive director, in a recent speech titled "Building the digital future", cites a phrase of George Bernard Shaw which says: "You see things and say: why? But I dream of things which never were, and say, why not?" And Eric Schmidt continues: "Why is this so? Why can't it be better? Why is there injustice in the world? Why can't we fix that?"
We thus reach the delirium of evolution and progress. We expect our children to succeed, us to self-improve, humanity to move, as it says, forward. Which means that we constantly see ourselves in minus, in deprivation, and it's required to make an even greater effort, to achieve even greater performances. The minus is like the sunglasses. If the lenses were brown, then everything appears in shades of brown. When the lenses are set to minus, then everything appears deficient and requires development, improvement, correction, perfection. Goals, which as we are wearing these glasses, remain equally far to how much we try, how many steps we think we make.
A similar delirium is that of power. Its ideal is a characteristic that was once attributed to the christian god: causa sui, for one to be the cause of himself, that is, accountable to no one, e.g. the figure of the master of the universe and not just in politics. We are already subjected to it by car ads: there is nothing else on the street, except at the most people who look at it with admiration. While for politics, the older will remember the prediction of Andreas Papandreou about the Right Wing which will go in "the dustbin of history", and which a younger one repeats, as if he learned nothing, associating with the older one in a folie a deux, since they don't know that one form can never annihilate the other, as if they haven't learned from the mistake of their opponents, who in previous decades were chasing after the reverse chimera, the other Fata Morgana. And the aspiring successors swim in the same drunkenness, when they see the current ones as a "parenthesis". But none of them can do otherwise. Because power can be power only when it constantly exceeds itself. The economic and financial power are inheritably insatiable. Bulimic.
Sometimes the illusion is enticing. It seduces. This is what happens with what we saw so far: money, knowledge, progress, power, and authority.
Love seduces, too. It spreads its wings towards its own Fata Morgana: It's the escape of loneliness, towards the fusion with another soul:
How I long to live with you in the world for ever
and get drunk by your sweet kiss
our two hearts beating as one
and the beats spreading love flowers
It's the chimera of nesting in a microcosm which will remain, as a precious metal, untouched by the rest of the world:
as two lovebirds
let's weave a nest
in a hidden hidden place
like two small birds let's weave a nest
Perhaps the absolute Fata Morgana is life itself, where it demands to insist on itself. In the "Tunnel", from the "Dreams" by Akira Kurosawa, a soldier comes out of the tunnel and meets his commander, the only one who survived the battle.
The following dialogue is exchanged:
Commander: Soldier Nogushi!
Nogushi: Yes, Commander!
Commander: You...
Nogushi: Is it true commander? Was I really killed in battle? I can't ... I can't believe it that I am really dead. I went home. I ate the special sweets that my mother made for me. I remember it well.
Commander: You told me before. You were hit. You fainted. I looked after you and you told me this story. It was a dream. You had it while you were unconscious. It was so vivid that I remember. But some five minutes later you died. You really died.
Nogushi: I understand. But my parents don't believe I am dead.
At this point, the eyes of Nogushi fall on a small light on the opposite hillside. It's his life, as a Fata Morgana now:
Nogushi: There is my house. My mother and my father are there ... and they are still waiting for me.
Commander: But it's a fact. You died. I am so sorry, but you are dead. You really died in my arms.
Ambient folly. The man who, coming from elsewhere, would find himself in our world and our time, and would mutter, "Pallaksch. Pallaksch", could also be the young man from Schubert's "Winter journey" saying:
Our joys, our sorrows,
Are all a will o' the wisp's game!
What world is this? Why is it dominated by madness? In "Antigone" by Sophocles Creon is furious because, despite his orders, he finds out that Polynices was buried with all the funeral honours. Without any evidence, as in a paranoid delirium, he accuses the guard of bribery, and tells him he will pay for that. And the guard says the following words:
Oh! How terrible is for the one who has an opinion to have the wrong opinion!
The opinion, already as opinion, is always wrong. It exaggerates as it exceeds the limit: It takes a position upon the unstable, a position, to paraphrase Kalvos, "upon the infinite sea" of things. The Ancient called it Hubris. And here is a law stated in "Agamemnon" by Aeschylus:
The old hubris tends to bear new hubris and cause mortals more trouble
Thus, there is no solution for madness. Because madness produces even more more madness. There is only catharsis, and this comes in the end to which hubris inexorably leads: disaster. This fate is what Hölderlin's Hyperion sings:
But to us it is given
Nowhere to rest,
Suffering men
Falter and fall
Blindly from one
Hour to the next
Like water flung down
From cliff to cliff
Yearlong into uncertainty
Yet all these do not signify at all a life in blackness and despair. Konstantinos Kavafis in the poem "Alexandrian Kings" writes about the crowning of Cleopatra's children who were proclaimed kings of kingdoms that no longer exist. Another madness. The poem closes as follows:
The Alexandrians knew of course
that this was all mere words, all theatre.
But the day was warm and poetic,
the sky a pale blue,
the Alexandrian Gymnasium
a complete artistic triumph,
the courtiers wonderfully sumptuous,
Kaisarion all grace and beauty
(Cleopatra’s son, blood of the Lagids);
and the Alexandrians thronged to the festival
full of enthusiasm, and shouted acclamations
in Greek, and Egyptian, and some in Hebrew,
charmed by the lovely spectacle—
though they knew of course what all this was worth,
what empty words they really were, these kingships.
A beautiful day is a hospitable day. It welcomes everything, warmly, without examining it, judging it, allowing it, or prohibiting it. But such a day also lets everything go, on time, without holding anything and without holding on anything. We can get excited and desperate with things, to enjoy them, or to suffer, knowing of course "what they are worth" - what they are worth according to the guard in "Antigone", the opinions - δοκειν is the ancient word. Or, with the words of the philosopher Jean Beaufret, which paraphrase the title of a poem by René Char:
A la santé des δοκουντα!
Translation: Maria Soupou, Psychotherapist