One can suffer some combination of these factors –dysfunctional family can lead to some bad choices in life, which in turn will cause a lot of regret. I hope you see why it’s hard to answer your question Raymond. It is sifficult to give a long lasting, good advice to someone whom I never met. Very generally, the advice I see others offer will help you in the short term. But for you to get out of your funk you need to figure out exactly what led you there in the first place, then dedicate your life to retracing your steps. I hope this helps.
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