WRECKING BALL OF VICTORY
WRECKING BALL OF VICTORY
Finding myself in a world full of pity, hiding from everyone including myself.
Not wanting to see the shame of remorse that had washed all over me. Not understanding why I felt the way I felt, I had only one place to go that was to my God my Savior looking for the answers that was buried within myself.
I needed that wrecking ball of shame to knock down the walls I built up within myself. Losing so much in such a short period of time, in anger I lashed out at everyone for not seeing things in the way I seen them. No one would listen to my soul crying out. They only had seen what they wanted to see, that is all that matter to them.
The last hit touches the depths of my soul! Crying out to my family who did not understanding where I was coming from. Trying to justify my actions only made me more determine to get them to see my point of view. In the end I was the one left alone.
My God came in and allowed that wrecking ball to shatter all my dreams and hopes for the future, to see the world the way he sees it. So the walls that I built up again had to come down. First came the wrecking ball of anger to those that hurt me, then the wrecking ball of un-forgiveness, to those that I blamed, then the wrecking ball of shame I had placed upon my self, then came the sorrow of repentance. Down came those walls, I built for myself. Yet I still did not see the light of day that my Lord wanted me to see. I knew more walls had to tumble down so I could see that everyone makes mistakes only by the limits of their vision, they see only what the world sees. For the living God lives within me! I had to find that compassion for those that cannot see only what is obvious to me! Then I needed compassion for myself when I can only see a small part of God’s vision for the world!
The wrecking ball of shame turned out to be the wrecking ball of Victory that helped me out of the world full of pity on myself. Gods wants us to have compassion on those that make mistakes only because of the limit of their vision of the world ways of seeing things. They might not see what is obvious to me, but I can not let the anger of un-forgiveness cloud my view of God’s way of seeing things.
Are you allowing the wrecking ball of shame to come into your life so you can have the wrecking ball of Victory to see the world in the way God see it? Can you not have compassion for those that can not see what is obvious to you? That is the mistake that most people make, they judge by what they see not knowing what is in the heart of that person. For the heart is what God sees. That is all that matters to me!
2 Corinthians 5-11
“Copyright 2010
Jacqueline L. Greek
Written on September 25, 2010
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