WILTED FLOWERS!
WILTED FLOWERS!
Taking a stroll down a country road, to the left of me is a swamp with all its murky water and dead trees. No living soul could possible survive in there!
To the right of me is a lusty meadow filled with flowers beside a river full of life. Sitting down to rest. Cooling my feet in the calm waters of this river of life. Looking at a distance. I see some wilted flowers and their roots unable to reach the river full of life.
Smelling the sweet aroma of God's flowers all around me. God gently reminds, "That’s how He sees me!" A flower that is vigorous and so full of life. Yet all I see is a wilted flower in me!
Then I realized that this wilted flower is feeding on all the fertilizers from the lies of hell! All this swampy attitude of life will do is keeping bogging me further down into murky waters.
And this soul of mine will nourish a murky life! I look at my feet in this river of life; this is where I need to be! I want to stay planted here and allow my roots to grow. Fertilized by God's river of life!
I am just a stem ready to bud and soon I'll blossom from God's love. Then my soul will be a sweet aroma of His love flowing in me! So I will allow Him to nourish me by His love. Fertilized with His word in-bedded in my heart. Now my soul will flourish with the fragrance of God's LOVE!
NO LONGER A WILTED FLOWER I'LL BE!
WHAT FERTILIZERS ARE YOU FEEDING ON!!!!
SWAMPY ATTITUDES OR GOD'S WORD?
"God gave this to me in 1993"
I was on yet another pity party! And believing the lies of hell!
I was still in pain after the surgery I had in Feb. 1992 the Doctors was not listening to me that something was wrong!
I had gone to Cleveland in June was told by a resident that I needed more surgery but the implant they had at that time was made of all metal an it would hooked on to my skull! He told me to come back in July and they would tell me what they were going to do to help me.
I did not make it down in July I had too much going on at that time. I went back in Aug only to find out my Doctor was no longer there! I wanted to see the head chief of surgery. I knew him since I started to go to this hospital.
I found out he retired! The lady now in charged told me there was nothing wrong with me! It was all in my head about the other Doctor told me! I was to come back in 6 months for another checkup that I was fine! I never went back there!
By the summer of 1993 the pain was worst I had no doctor, I need to apply for SSD. I knew my jaw was messed up.
But I need to see a Dr about my jaw, no way was I going to back to Cleveland! I did not want to see any more doctors! I had enough of them! I thought this last surgery was were God was going to heal me! Everyone said I would be healed, they prayed and said God wanted to heal me, I believe that! It was in the bible that God wanted to heal me! So why was I in pain all the time! Why did Cleveland tell me nothing was wrong with me! I know, they know I am beyond repair and they can not fix me!
But I had to find a Doctor that would take me, and tell me the truth! I needed help I was hurting so bad not just from my jaw but my heart as well! I want a life, I want to raise my daughter without her seeing me in Pain all the time! I want to be able to go place and not have to cancel my plans! I had missed out on so many baby showers, family get togethers and most of all I would tell my daughter we would do something then I am in so much pain I am in tears and back up to the ER again for a shot so I can sleep without pain. Those doctors in the ER thought I was a drug addict and just up there to get a fix. What did that tell my daughter? That my pain was more important then her!
Everywhere I called in PA to find an oral surgeon with in 50 miles from me would not touch me! I was more complicated then they could handle or they did not take the welfare card!
I thought I would have to live in with this pain forever! I called another Doctors office and this time I was given advice to call this one Dr. In Pittsburgh. Dr. Braun.
Sept. 1993.
I called and got an appointment to see him. He took x-rays and then came back to tell me that my jaw was a mess. I had bone fragments all through my face! I had the surgery as soon as he could get me in Oct.
Read my TMJ Story to see how this man had helped me!
This was God in my life telling me not to feed on the swampy attitudes of life. When we start feeding on the word of God and get that into our souls. Then God will move and open the doors of heaven to help you!
WHAT FERTILIZERS ARE YOU FEEDING ON!!!!
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And have you accepted Jesus into your heart?
If not all you need to do is ask God to forgive you of all your sins and say:
Jesus I know you are real and I believe that you died on the cross for me, you redeemed me by your Blood. I want to live for you! I confess all my sins known and unknown. I am sorry for them all. I Renounce them all I forgive all others, and I want you to forgive me. Forgive me now, and cleanse me with your blood. I thank you for the blood of Jesus Christ which cleanses me now forever from sin, I come to you now as my deliverer you know my special needs the thing that binds, that torments, that defiles, that evil spirit. That unclean spirit. I claim the promises of your word. "Who so ever that calleth on the Lord shall be delivered," I call upon you now in Jesus Christ name. Deliver me and set me free. Satan, I renounce you and all your works. I loose myself from your works. I loose myself from you now in Jesus name. I command you to leave me right now in Jesus name! I have a confession to make my ancestors and I have sought super natural experiences apart from you. We have disobeyed your word. I ask for you’re forgiveness. I renounce witch craft and magic both black & white. I renounce witch craft and all occult games etc. I renounce hypnoses. I break any hold placed on me. I command it right back where it came from in Jesus name. I thank you Lord for all your doing in through and for me right now! By the Blood of Jesus Christ amen.
